Life has been great lately. Took my gal out on a date and saw a movie and had a nice dinner. Plus popcorn and drinks. It was an awesome night. We had a ball.
On new meds AGAIN. Old ones were all wrong for me. on Abilify now and it seems to be doing some good.
Going to therapy now for myself, going to couples therapy and now have an official "crisis" psychiatrist that might work for awhile with me.
Clean again.
The gal and I have been taking it easy and slow. We know its going to be forever so no need to rush anything.
One day when we're both on the mend from our stuff which could take years, but it will be worth the wait but one day I am gonna marry that gal, I could wake up to her pretty face and soft hands and loving smile forever.
Okay, now I am being mushy LMAO
I have no erge to use right now and haven't in a week now.
She's trying to kick weed and me caffine and we just can't seem to do it. She's at NA tonight she said she needed to go. She was scared to go and nervous as hell but she went. I am so proud of her that she went.
Well I am going to go find a movie on or something.
Hope everyone's new year is going good so far.
Oh and my online stalker is at it again, he is so obsessed with me, he needs to get a life. Seems he can't get over me or something.
We were friends for a few months, get over it. You ruined it all, and I told you where to stick it. So move on and leave me be, my life is better without you in it. You have potential for such greatness but you just don't care and know what? I just don't care anymore. I have given up trying to care too. Don't call me when you hit rock bottom because I won't come running. Don't message me when you are "hurt" cause I just don't care anymore. This might be heartless but you walked right in and earned every word. This will be the last I even mention you or think of you because you are not worth a second of my time anymore. Good - Bye.
Okay, now off to watch a movie.
Hope everyone is having a great new year. I know I am.
On new meds AGAIN. Old ones were all wrong for me. on Abilify now and it seems to be doing some good.
Going to therapy now for myself, going to couples therapy and now have an official "crisis" psychiatrist that might work for awhile with me.
Clean again.
The gal and I have been taking it easy and slow. We know its going to be forever so no need to rush anything.
One day when we're both on the mend from our stuff which could take years, but it will be worth the wait but one day I am gonna marry that gal, I could wake up to her pretty face and soft hands and loving smile forever.
Okay, now I am being mushy LMAO
I have no erge to use right now and haven't in a week now.
She's trying to kick weed and me caffine and we just can't seem to do it. She's at NA tonight she said she needed to go. She was scared to go and nervous as hell but she went. I am so proud of her that she went.
Well I am going to go find a movie on or something.
Hope everyone's new year is going good so far.
Oh and my online stalker is at it again, he is so obsessed with me, he needs to get a life. Seems he can't get over me or something.
We were friends for a few months, get over it. You ruined it all, and I told you where to stick it. So move on and leave me be, my life is better without you in it. You have potential for such greatness but you just don't care and know what? I just don't care anymore. I have given up trying to care too. Don't call me when you hit rock bottom because I won't come running. Don't message me when you are "hurt" cause I just don't care anymore. This might be heartless but you walked right in and earned every word. This will be the last I even mention you or think of you because you are not worth a second of my time anymore. Good - Bye.
Okay, now off to watch a movie.
Hope everyone is having a great new year. I know I am.
