how delightfully coincidental that blogs are now available when im in need of a good rant.
so i finally got the balls to leave. i am once again single and trying to find the good side about it.
it still sucks though. you get so comfortable with someone and then you're gone, back at your mother's house, wondering how you'll feel in the morning.
however i think things might be shaping up, after i relieve myself of this sticky relationship muck that's attached itself to my leg, of course. i cant help but think of him right now and i wish i could just block it all out. god damn assholes having sweet tendencies...
i keep listening to that fucking god damn song if i were a boy by beyounce (<--? i dont know how to fucking spell it) and other cliche break up songs that i wouldnt normally listen to. it fucking sucks...i sit there in front of fucking youtube crying and nodding while pointing to the screen and saying, "you get it beyounce, you fucking get it...god i hate you but you fucking get it!"
why the hell are break ups so fucking emotional? everybody is all, "just break up with him dude, you guys arent happy so break up with him" like dicks who've got it all together. but now i know why it's so hard, because of this moment right now. me, doing nothing....and there's a lot of that when you move back to your mom's house.
fuck im at MY MOMS HOUSE.
oh shit i have a final on monday...no time to waste with relationship nonsensary...or...lack there of?
so i finally got the balls to leave. i am once again single and trying to find the good side about it.
it still sucks though. you get so comfortable with someone and then you're gone, back at your mother's house, wondering how you'll feel in the morning.
however i think things might be shaping up, after i relieve myself of this sticky relationship muck that's attached itself to my leg, of course. i cant help but think of him right now and i wish i could just block it all out. god damn assholes having sweet tendencies...
i keep listening to that fucking god damn song if i were a boy by beyounce (<--? i dont know how to fucking spell it) and other cliche break up songs that i wouldnt normally listen to. it fucking sucks...i sit there in front of fucking youtube crying and nodding while pointing to the screen and saying, "you get it beyounce, you fucking get it...god i hate you but you fucking get it!"
why the hell are break ups so fucking emotional? everybody is all, "just break up with him dude, you guys arent happy so break up with him" like dicks who've got it all together. but now i know why it's so hard, because of this moment right now. me, doing nothing....and there's a lot of that when you move back to your mom's house.
fuck im at MY MOMS HOUSE.
oh shit i have a final on monday...no time to waste with relationship nonsensary...or...lack there of?
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