no ive been on methadone, load of shit left and got hi fn govt conspiracy at those clincs i swear, darvocet is week and i dont catch a buzz but it helps my legs. its structurally close to methadone is what i meant no where near the power of methadone.
Unfourtantly i cant smoke weed it gives me crazy panic attacks. I think my tapering is going well though im down to 120mgs of m a day from 320mgs of oxy. Ive done fine mostly. As i said above i started using again becuase i am depressed and have horrible anxiety, no insurance for help though. The reasoning for the ssri's was to so theyd start working when the taper was over and maybe help me work through some legit problems i have instead of just using again. As i stated no insurance so this wasnt under doctor supervision but ive been on ssris in the past under doc supervision with no problems. Ive been on a run a bit over a year and im sick of fucking up my life. But when the mental shit and the anxiety start thats when it all goes bad and a hop back off the tappering or sobriety, which im trying to avoid. I did it myself for 5 years just trying to do it again.
Unfourtantly i cant smoke weed it gives me crazy panic attacks. I think my tapering is going well though im down to 120mgs of m a day from 320mgs of oxy. Ive done fine mostly. As i said above i started using again becuase i am depressed and have horrible anxiety, no insurance for help though. The reasoning for the ssri's was to so theyd start working when the taper was over and maybe help me work through some legit problems i have instead of just using again. As i stated no insurance so this wasnt under doctor supervision but ive been on ssris in the past under doc supervision with no problems. Ive been on a run a bit over a year and im sick of fucking up my life. But when the mental shit and the anxiety start thats when it all goes bad and a hop back off the tappering or sobriety, which im trying to avoid. I did it myself for 5 years just trying to do it again.
