Letting the experiences cycle in and then out

[aliencowstorm]

I'd be chicken to go under. I'd be afraid the therapist would go through my wallet, use my phone to call overseas or put some subliminal message in my head. Something like every time I said the word 'green' I would bark like a dog.

Maybe I should go and see that therapist. My paranoia seems to be growing the further into sobriety I go.

 

[herbavore]

^LOL. You know that old American Express advertisement that said, "American Express, don't leave home without it."? I would change that to "Trust. Don't leave home without it."

 

[aliencowstorm]

Good point. I would still want to record the session. Maybe he wants the combination to my vault. Ok, so there is no vault and maybe I should trust those that are here to help. I mean, I've put a lot of trust in this community and I don't know any of you from Adam.

But I trust the message that's shared. And in doing so, I've been able to put another day of sobriety under my belt.

This really is a great place and I hope to contribute the message of hope. That same message that was shared with me as I was going through WDs and all the crap that comes along with getting off opiates.

 

[Girl765]

Thanks for posting this question