letter

[drea]

david,
sometimes i dream of putting it all on the line
id waltz up to you, in flowing colors
take your hand in mine
tell you how i love you
in the most immeasurable way
but i need not be said quite yet
because you already know...
just as i know you love me
its just the wall,,,
that thing in you that got scared...
ran, or fled, im not quite sure
i suppose it just got too real.
yet you still hold me
your arms in mine in the silence of the night
morning comes and im back to my misery..
i want to tell you exactly how i feel for you
how being apart.....doesnt work
it doesnt seem real to me
i feel this love for you
its epic
and i never want to feel this way again
never
i want to feel this for you forever
and i know i will
i want you to realize that i breathe through your dreams
i suffocate in your absence
its only you
i want to spend my life with you
and i know it for sure
....i know that im still young
i have life to live, i have dreams to recover
but i only want to do it with you
i found you to soon, i knew it from the second i met you
had i met you 4 years from now...
on some random occasion
youd be locked in my heart,
youd be mine
and we wouldnt be scared
because we would know we were the few , the lucky
the few chosen to love like this
i know its not over,
i still hold your secrets close to my heart
and i know you love me
....so i wait...
and i hurt, for you
and you know its true.
love, andrea
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::heaven holds a sense of wonder/and i wanted to believe/that id get caught up when the rage in me subsides::

 

[sarah*aka*s*k*]

I have felt this.
It is hard but it is worth the risk. Try not to be too scared of not holding on forever. My ex-boyfriend and I met when I was 17. I had never felt a love like that before. It was like my heart knew we would be together forever. I believed it so much that it blinded me. alas the day came when I knew it was time for me to let go. Me! I never thought it would be me that would end it. But you see, he is now one of my best friends in the entire world. for all the saddness I thought I would feel, and I did feel loss, I never once felt like it had been for nothing. There was a time I could not bear the thought of starting out again, another 4 years another beginning.
What I am trying to say is, do not be scared of what you feel now. Embrace it. It will hold you closer than you could have ever imagined being with anyone. And know that should you part in anyway, he will still be so much a part of your life you will not feel the loss you would expect. And yet there is still a part of me that can forsee a possible future, in a way he is my soulmate, and it seems david is yours. You may be together forever, or you may not. But you will never lose that connection.

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"Always give a stranger a chance, because if you don't they will always remain a stranger."
S(x)K(tn)

 

[drea]

aw, thanks.....you just made my day

i take it youve had a broken heart too....
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::heaven holds a sense of wonder/and i wanted to believe/that id get caught up when the rage in me subsides::

 

[drea]

...thats hard to read again

ah well.
thanks for bumping it though

id honestly forgotten about it.

 

[Nietzche]

Thank you Sara, to keep anything this woman has written hidden in the archives of words seems to me a travesty.
Fred~

 

[E-girl]

i could have sent this exact letter to someone i know... its scary how alike we are. i'm sorry that you have to feel this way, becuase its how i feel, and it really sucks.
but it can only get better!
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."

 

[MiNiMoWs]

damn.