Today will probably be are last day we spend together. I went and picked you up at mommys house, we had to hide your sister so she didn’t see you leave. See she’s not as lucky as you I didn’t have enough time to find her a home. I brought you back to daddies house where you can not stay cause my mommy is allergic to you. I gave you a bath, we played in the yard and you laid with me in bed for one last time. You were the only one who has ever shown me true love, no matter what I did, where I went, who I was, or how bad it got, you were always waiting for me to come home and smother me with your love. And even after me and mommy split and you went to live with her, when I came to see you, you would knock me down just trying to get to me, still showing your undying love.
I didn’t mean for this to happen, see mommys, mommy thinks I am an evil person. Said I kept mommy from the family, I turned her against them. She can’t live up to the fact that she was a rebellious teen who liked to party. She blames daddy, says he was bad and ruined her life because he was a drug dealer. But daddy never touched drugs till he met mommy. Mommy seems to forget that now. She left to come live with daddy, but daddy had to find a way to support their partying. Every time her family wanted to see her, she was always cracked out and didn’t want to go. She says daddy wouldn’t let her. Daddy turned his world upside down to please her, and encouraged her to go, but she seems to forget that now. You and your sister came in to our little family, and now we were a family, for almost three years, we cleaned up, I pushed her to go to college. And she did, then I did. But moneys tight when you don’t have the extra money coming in, we were away from the party scene now. We were overworked, broke, and stressed out, but we had each other. We were working towards are future, and times were really hard. But mommy was young, and sober now. And where do kids go when times get hard? She went back to her mommy, and her mommy filled her head with how bad it was and how bad I am. Said come home, will pay for school, will buy you that new computer you need just leave that devil. Now mommy was young and confused, I don’t blame her for going home. At first she didn’t want to give up on the family, she took you two in when I couldn’t, which was ok. But now I was coming to see you, and her mommy didn’t like this, she convinced her that I ruined her life. How could I ruin her life, she only 21 she hasn’t even lived yet. Now I don’t know what was said or what was even promised, but she called and said you have till Friday to find them a home or their going to the shelter. How could she do this, how could you do that to them, don’t worry they don’t kill them there, is what she said to me. How could someone grow so much hatred to something that showed so much love?
Now that brings me to where we are today. I’m so sorry I had to break you and your sister up, but you were my dog, and she was mommys, I’m only praying that she won’t send her away, because now there is no reason for me to come around anymore. She said when she let you sister out all she did was run around the yard looking for you. And when I took you to your new mommys I couldn’t even talk it was so hard, I have never had anyone show me as much love as you did. I’m not giving up on you, if we could be together we would. Believe me. But I can’t even take care of myself right now, daddy was left to clean up everything mommy and daddy started together, all by himself, so I have to live with my mommy which is where you can’t come, not cause she doesn’t love you, she’s just allergic to you. But you have a new home now, new people to love, and I hope you know I’m sorry, you didn’t deserve this, you did nothing wrong. She told me you kept going to the door where you watched me drive away, and whined. I will come visit please don’t be mad, please don’t stop loving, you did that so well.
People tell me you’re only a dog what’s the big deal, they just don’t understand. You were more than a dog to me you were my bud.
I love you bud maybe one day will be together again
I didn’t mean for this to happen, see mommys, mommy thinks I am an evil person. Said I kept mommy from the family, I turned her against them. She can’t live up to the fact that she was a rebellious teen who liked to party. She blames daddy, says he was bad and ruined her life because he was a drug dealer. But daddy never touched drugs till he met mommy. Mommy seems to forget that now. She left to come live with daddy, but daddy had to find a way to support their partying. Every time her family wanted to see her, she was always cracked out and didn’t want to go. She says daddy wouldn’t let her. Daddy turned his world upside down to please her, and encouraged her to go, but she seems to forget that now. You and your sister came in to our little family, and now we were a family, for almost three years, we cleaned up, I pushed her to go to college. And she did, then I did. But moneys tight when you don’t have the extra money coming in, we were away from the party scene now. We were overworked, broke, and stressed out, but we had each other. We were working towards are future, and times were really hard. But mommy was young, and sober now. And where do kids go when times get hard? She went back to her mommy, and her mommy filled her head with how bad it was and how bad I am. Said come home, will pay for school, will buy you that new computer you need just leave that devil. Now mommy was young and confused, I don’t blame her for going home. At first she didn’t want to give up on the family, she took you two in when I couldn’t, which was ok. But now I was coming to see you, and her mommy didn’t like this, she convinced her that I ruined her life. How could I ruin her life, she only 21 she hasn’t even lived yet. Now I don’t know what was said or what was even promised, but she called and said you have till Friday to find them a home or their going to the shelter. How could she do this, how could you do that to them, don’t worry they don’t kill them there, is what she said to me. How could someone grow so much hatred to something that showed so much love?
Now that brings me to where we are today. I’m so sorry I had to break you and your sister up, but you were my dog, and she was mommys, I’m only praying that she won’t send her away, because now there is no reason for me to come around anymore. She said when she let you sister out all she did was run around the yard looking for you. And when I took you to your new mommys I couldn’t even talk it was so hard, I have never had anyone show me as much love as you did. I’m not giving up on you, if we could be together we would. Believe me. But I can’t even take care of myself right now, daddy was left to clean up everything mommy and daddy started together, all by himself, so I have to live with my mommy which is where you can’t come, not cause she doesn’t love you, she’s just allergic to you. But you have a new home now, new people to love, and I hope you know I’m sorry, you didn’t deserve this, you did nothing wrong. She told me you kept going to the door where you watched me drive away, and whined. I will come visit please don’t be mad, please don’t stop loving, you did that so well.
People tell me you’re only a dog what’s the big deal, they just don’t understand. You were more than a dog to me you were my bud.
I love you bud maybe one day will be together again
