LucidShroomDmtier
Bluelighter
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- Sep 28, 2011
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ok into the point first time i triped i felt like no need for sex , basically i felt in the party that i could propably get any girl there and they were pretty hot , but i was feeling childish innocent and felt like sex was unnecessery i preferd to play like a child and dance , and sexual thoughts seemed sneaky to me. same for almost all of my psychedelic expiriences with psychedelics with the exeption of time i got realy horny .
now its a fact that most religion think of sex in a "dirty" way like having plesure is dirty thing , or f.e in budhism sexual exitment is considered obstacle in the strife for enlightment . religions seem to looking for ways to criplle human being in unnatural ways . why is sex an obstacle cant we have sex and reach enlightment . i read zen and tantra and its ways to be enlighten through sexuality and not by cripling yourself .
in general i dunno why i feel weird about sex when im sexualy atracted im like subconsiously try to block it and sabotage my chances , but tht doesent hapens with masturbration . but when it comes to other people i feel weird and almost guilty to pursue sex . i feel its wrong i feel like i should have a gf i feel that love for other person is half already enlightment but my subconcious sabotages me when i fall in love i get a blockon me and cant do a thing and as time pass by fall in love less and less . and it seems to me like i have to become a budhist and break free from sexual atachments and thus be happy
now its a fact that most religion think of sex in a "dirty" way like having plesure is dirty thing , or f.e in budhism sexual exitment is considered obstacle in the strife for enlightment . religions seem to looking for ways to criplle human being in unnatural ways . why is sex an obstacle cant we have sex and reach enlightment . i read zen and tantra and its ways to be enlighten through sexuality and not by cripling yourself .
in general i dunno why i feel weird about sex when im sexualy atracted im like subconsiously try to block it and sabotage my chances , but tht doesent hapens with masturbration . but when it comes to other people i feel weird and almost guilty to pursue sex . i feel its wrong i feel like i should have a gf i feel that love for other person is half already enlightment but my subconcious sabotages me when i fall in love i get a blockon me and cant do a thing and as time pass by fall in love less and less . and it seems to me like i have to become a budhist and break free from sexual atachments and thus be happy