it was three weeks ago today that I stopped. I was legally prescribed it by a psychiatrist while in jail, and it saved me from terrible withdrawls while I was in there (I was lucky).
but tomorrow, I finally got an appointment to see the suboxone doctor at rehab, and I showed them proof I got it prescribed in jail and they should know im no longer taking it, but im scared im going to piss positive for it anyway and they wont let me see the doctor I desperately need to see. I have no money and I will flip shit and end up in prison if they deny me the right to see that doctor, I will probably do something crazy like threaten them and insist im not fucking on it.
whether or not they (or myself) are sane about this issue is not even relevant. they have NOT shown me my urinalysis results, so I have no idea what is in my urine at this point.
is there a chance that benzos are still in my urine at this point, 3 weeks clean of them? I took 5mg 2x a day, midday and nighttime for 5 (maybe 6? days) and i'm reading this shit stays in fat cells and can be detected for longer periods than thc.
I will seriously end up in prison if they are assholes seeing as I showed them the script and explained it numerous times that I am NOT on benzos and obtained them legally at the time, so regardless of your answers, lets hope they actually help me. I know it seems stupid to be worried about this now, but ive been survivng on street subs and begging for change to pay for it to the point where my entire family is out of money and cannot support me any longer so I absolutely NEED them to help me. they 'want' to and have me set up for 1 tomorrow, but im almost positive they will screen my urine again (unless last friday's test with my counselor counts), and im very afraid this is going to get in the way of something ive been struggling with and fighting for for weeks. it's not even like I did anything wrong, ive stayed totally sober since day 1.
my counselor would let it slide and pass me through, im just scared someone else will test me and insist that I may still be taking them since they dont know me. I'm so excited for this and if it gets ruined i will be relegated to stealing other peoples prescriptions to get by for a possibly long period of time if this still isnt out of my system...
but tomorrow, I finally got an appointment to see the suboxone doctor at rehab, and I showed them proof I got it prescribed in jail and they should know im no longer taking it, but im scared im going to piss positive for it anyway and they wont let me see the doctor I desperately need to see. I have no money and I will flip shit and end up in prison if they deny me the right to see that doctor, I will probably do something crazy like threaten them and insist im not fucking on it.
whether or not they (or myself) are sane about this issue is not even relevant. they have NOT shown me my urinalysis results, so I have no idea what is in my urine at this point.
is there a chance that benzos are still in my urine at this point, 3 weeks clean of them? I took 5mg 2x a day, midday and nighttime for 5 (maybe 6? days) and i'm reading this shit stays in fat cells and can be detected for longer periods than thc.
I will seriously end up in prison if they are assholes seeing as I showed them the script and explained it numerous times that I am NOT on benzos and obtained them legally at the time, so regardless of your answers, lets hope they actually help me. I know it seems stupid to be worried about this now, but ive been survivng on street subs and begging for change to pay for it to the point where my entire family is out of money and cannot support me any longer so I absolutely NEED them to help me. they 'want' to and have me set up for 1 tomorrow, but im almost positive they will screen my urine again (unless last friday's test with my counselor counts), and im very afraid this is going to get in the way of something ive been struggling with and fighting for for weeks. it's not even like I did anything wrong, ive stayed totally sober since day 1.
my counselor would let it slide and pass me through, im just scared someone else will test me and insist that I may still be taking them since they dont know me. I'm so excited for this and if it gets ruined i will be relegated to stealing other peoples prescriptions to get by for a possibly long period of time if this still isnt out of my system...