leaving

[Bi KaNd*E* RaVeR]

You’re right in saying I can’t love you.
How can I love someone who is full of hate
Full of so much anger and self pity

How can I love someone who keeps shitting on me
No matter how hard I try
Someone who makes me cry everyday

It really is a shame.
Because I do love you
It’s a shame I have to leave you
I am scared of what you are capable of doing
But I can’t let you continue to hurt me instead

If you told me again that you wanted to die
This time I would hand you knife

Just help me take it out of my back first.

 

[E-girl]

this is so powerful, and so close to home. it kinda describes how my last relationship ended, only it took me over a year to be able to finally end my saga like you did. so while i feel bad for your situation, at the same time, i admire your strength. i wish i could have turned the tables a long time before i actually did. but i DID love him, and i thought love could fix anything... i was so naive.

i hope this person realizes what a mistake they are making by hurting such a great person.

 

[Bi KaNd*E* RaVeR]

thanks hunnie

{{egirl}}

 

[Angelight]

so so so powerful. Times like these are what make us who we are.

good work

 

[faithfully dangerous]

how close to home this fits right now...

 

[LinZ-E]

...everyone claims "i will be there forever", "i will do anything for you"...but when one of these loves keeps pulling and pulling and never giving anything back...well, you can only take so much before you just give up...or give in...

hugs, babe.