For me there has just been too much pain and tears here. I know the lounge isn't safe but I had found comfort in The Dark Side.
But lately I feel like I'm been targeted and fed to the wolfs. Maybe I'll pop in to check a combo. or something. But it hurting me more than its helping me and at the state I've in. (Unemployed but can't get unemployment, without a S.O. and the one I was working on ran for the hills, being depressed, my uncle dying, my grandma having cancer, living with my parents and being as compulsively suicidal I am, Yes I know someone always has it worse.)But honestly that does make me feel any better NOW. It don't take the pain away)
It just isn't good for me.
I hope the meds start working and I can find a good therapist and live a full new year.And things start to work.Either that or I give up or lay on bed until the money runs out...
I have no idea I THOUGHT TDS was safe, I was wrong wrong wrong...
If you want to do ONE kind thing out of thr goodness of you're heart. Don't turn around and bash me here. Say nothing if you can't be supportive.( that should be the code for the DS, tough love doesn't work on everyone, me...makes me feel worse and worse.)
But lately I feel like I'm been targeted and fed to the wolfs. Maybe I'll pop in to check a combo. or something. But it hurting me more than its helping me and at the state I've in. (Unemployed but can't get unemployment, without a S.O. and the one I was working on ran for the hills, being depressed, my uncle dying, my grandma having cancer, living with my parents and being as compulsively suicidal I am, Yes I know someone always has it worse.)But honestly that does make me feel any better NOW. It don't take the pain away)
It just isn't good for me.
I hope the meds start working and I can find a good therapist and live a full new year.And things start to work.Either that or I give up or lay on bed until the money runs out...
I have no idea I THOUGHT TDS was safe, I was wrong wrong wrong...
If you want to do ONE kind thing out of thr goodness of you're heart. Don't turn around and bash me here. Say nothing if you can't be supportive.( that should be the code for the DS, tough love doesn't work on everyone, me...makes me feel worse and worse.)