Learning A New Way

[CARESS]

Once it saddened me to see a wilting flower. But now, I see that in its dying, new seeds are planted. They will bring forth a new generation of beauty in spring.
I'm learning a new way of looking at things.
Once, I pitied the disabled child. But now, I see him smiling and playing as any child would. He feels no sorrow for himself, choosing instead to find joy in his situation. He needs not my pity.
I'm learning a new way of looking at things.
Once, I envied the birds. Soaring and gliding above the madness of the world. Each new tradewind carried them onward to new adventures. But now, I find that I, too can fly in my own way. Closing my eyes, letting the clouds lift me, rising above the negative.
I'm learning a new way of looking at things.
Once, I was crushed by human disagreements. Any type of strife brought me to tears. But now, I see that relationships must change and grow. Sometimes change brings about temporary upheaval. How we deal with that change helps define the outcome.
I'm learning a new way of looking at things.
I once thought friends were people who laughed and hugged...face to face. Now, I see that a friend can be a person known only by name. Someone who supports you from afar in the wee hours of the morning during a crisis. Thank you my friends.
I'm learning a new way of looking at things.

 

[fizzygirl]

this really touched me, especially the part about the disabled child..i work with some of these children and it always gives me a strange feeling when people openly pity people that do not themselves feel less superior...and as for the last part, isn't it amazing how a small thing can mean so much more than one would ever imagine.....beautiful thoughts

brooke

 

[RaveAngel]

I like it, a lot. I felt that way after my first rave

I've since been dropped back into *jaded land* but I hope to one day return to where you are. It's like in American Beauty.... how he says that there's so much beauty in this world that it hurts him. And I believe that seeing the beauty in everything around you makes you become a beautiful person.
*hugglies*
SKI
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*Shine on you crazy diamond.....*
*Sunni came home with a vengeance*

 

[leviticus]

man...this was really pretty!!

 

[writnpage]

Caress!!!!! You are a sanctuary for the broken heart, and a rehabilitation center for the aching soul! It's so refreshing to be reminded to stop and take in the goodness that we so often overlook. A new perspective into things that don't make sense. Even better. A newer perspective into things that once did make sense.
You're amazing. Thank you for the innocense you bring into my life.
Loads of loves,
-Amina
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen

 

[Noodle]

I've learned as much from all of you here, in times past even

 

[Angelight]

cin- i always eel like i am repeating myself when i respond to your art. You are a true gem, please know that you touch me a different way with every poem you write. you rock and i luvvvvv youuuu

love
ange

 

[CARESS]

You all are absolutely incredible. You remind me almost daily that there is a special kinship and appreciation for each other here. And unlike the funny t-shirt...I'm NOT here just for the drugs. haha

I enjoy writing for myself. Sharing with others that take the time to read, respond, and appreciate is the ultimate bonus!
Fizzygirl, I too, have close contact with a disabled child...my wonderful son. I can see that you have learned as much from your contact with these children as I have. Thank you

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RaveAngel, darling, I eagerly await your exit from "Jaded Land". I take small road trips there now and then...just don't get lost out there

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leviticus, *muah*!
Amina, You are therapeutic for me, also! It's sometimes like we are twin spirits separated by miles. Thank you, as always, love!
Angelight, my precious little sister, you have ridden the emotional and literary rollercoaster with me for months now. Your unfailing support led me to write again, when I feared I wouldn't ever....Much love. I miss you.
Thank you all again.
From the bottom of my heart,
Caress

 

[satori18]

caress...
i feel like i understand and feel most of your work on many levels. Today i am bursting with my internal laughter, with you.
it is so hard to rise above, when the fisrt, quickest easiest reaction is not the healthy one. My ability to do this, or ALMOST anyone's for that matter, all depends on how much time they are willing to take to pay attention to themselves and their emotional reactions. this shows that you truly know yourself, and although shit gets tough as hell, you are okay with who you are, capable of loving, and capable of recieving love.
i am the happiest for you and your ability to do this, sometimes it's just nice to smile.
with warmth and love-
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satori shalom

 

[satori18]

i really think this needs to be read by as many humans as possible...