melancholic
Bluelighter
Sleep dreprivation definately contributes to how bad you feel after a night on the pills, but by the same token, if you go out straight, you'll get that same realisation 'hey, I feel much better than I normally do at this hour!'
Throughout the last couple of years of high school, I had a lot of trouble sleeping. I didn't actually have trouble falling asleep when I lay down - rather actually lying down, to go to sleep. I just didn't like going to bed. I'd be up until 4am and up by 7am four or five nights a week. I used to fall asleep everywhere. In the morning it would take me about three hours to fully 'wake up' as opposed to 15 minutes. Then I'd be a wreck all day, and my body would naturally wake up after about 9pm and I'd do it all again. I used to have dream-like visions while on the bus, as if I was passing out. I'd nod off for a couple of seconds, uncontrollably, and feel as though half an hour had passed. I'd wake up to the sound of my phone hitting the floor of the bus when it slipped out of my grip, I'd miss my stop. There would be no memory of actually falling asleep.
I honestly can't understand why I used to put myself through such torture. It was always a struggle to stay awake if I wasn't actively participating in something. Only looking back, do I realise how stupid it was. I can't understand why people would want to do that to themselves, yet I still sleep less than I should.
I remember watching one of those early evening shows on ABC a couple of months ago and they were talking about sleep deprivation. Apparently if you don't sleep, your body still maintains your ordinary level of function. You get tired, but theres no reason why you get tired, or something to that effect. This sounds a little bizarre to me, however, I know from personal experience, going for a week with 1 or 2 hours sleep every night is entirely possible. Its just a matter of keeping yourself active.
Throughout the last couple of years of high school, I had a lot of trouble sleeping. I didn't actually have trouble falling asleep when I lay down - rather actually lying down, to go to sleep. I just didn't like going to bed. I'd be up until 4am and up by 7am four or five nights a week. I used to fall asleep everywhere. In the morning it would take me about three hours to fully 'wake up' as opposed to 15 minutes. Then I'd be a wreck all day, and my body would naturally wake up after about 9pm and I'd do it all again. I used to have dream-like visions while on the bus, as if I was passing out. I'd nod off for a couple of seconds, uncontrollably, and feel as though half an hour had passed. I'd wake up to the sound of my phone hitting the floor of the bus when it slipped out of my grip, I'd miss my stop. There would be no memory of actually falling asleep.
I honestly can't understand why I used to put myself through such torture. It was always a struggle to stay awake if I wasn't actively participating in something. Only looking back, do I realise how stupid it was. I can't understand why people would want to do that to themselves, yet I still sleep less than I should.
I remember watching one of those early evening shows on ABC a couple of months ago and they were talking about sleep deprivation. Apparently if you don't sleep, your body still maintains your ordinary level of function. You get tired, but theres no reason why you get tired, or something to that effect. This sounds a little bizarre to me, however, I know from personal experience, going for a week with 1 or 2 hours sleep every night is entirely possible. Its just a matter of keeping yourself active.