Asparagus_Prince
Bluelighter
I'm a Kratom user and I'm in this routine of using it most days for a 2 month period followed by a 1-month detox/break from it. And when I approach my break I come up with a reduction plan for a week or two and I typically do a pretty good job of sticking to the plan.
And during my reduction periods I've noticed I am MUCH more disciplined if I use the capsules as opposed to powder/washing it down (which is what I usually do). If I'm washing during a reduction period I am WAY more likely to behave like an addict... I'll tell myself "Just one more dose won't hurt" or "I'll start being good tomorrow". You fellow junkies know the score.
But for whatever reason discipline is easier when I'm taking the capsules. Almost downright easy, actually. I stick to my reduction plan without much temptation.
WHY is this? This completely fucks with me because I don't have Guess 1 and I'm a gotta-know-the-reason control freak.
I don't think this is related to some sort of psychological addiction. For example, snorting a line (which I like to call "breathing in the magic"). Or that satisfaction of a needle's plunge. In fact I consider the flavor of Kratom to be slightly disagreeable and I don't exactly look forward to the actual process of washing it down.
It's also not a brand thing. No matter the brand I use it's the same thing. And I always use white vein maeng-da.
Does anyone else relate to this? And/or... does anyone have any theories as to why this is? I'm wallowing in mad curiosity here!
And during my reduction periods I've noticed I am MUCH more disciplined if I use the capsules as opposed to powder/washing it down (which is what I usually do). If I'm washing during a reduction period I am WAY more likely to behave like an addict... I'll tell myself "Just one more dose won't hurt" or "I'll start being good tomorrow". You fellow junkies know the score.
But for whatever reason discipline is easier when I'm taking the capsules. Almost downright easy, actually. I stick to my reduction plan without much temptation.
WHY is this? This completely fucks with me because I don't have Guess 1 and I'm a gotta-know-the-reason control freak.
I don't think this is related to some sort of psychological addiction. For example, snorting a line (which I like to call "breathing in the magic"). Or that satisfaction of a needle's plunge. In fact I consider the flavor of Kratom to be slightly disagreeable and I don't exactly look forward to the actual process of washing it down.
It's also not a brand thing. No matter the brand I use it's the same thing. And I always use white vein maeng-da.
Does anyone else relate to this? And/or... does anyone have any theories as to why this is? I'm wallowing in mad curiosity here!