I absolutely feel you MTaylor!! I was on Suboxone this last time for 2 years ( I have been on Methadone maintenance at 130mg 4 years ago, cold turkey’d that 2 months of hell, if only I’d known about Kratom then! ) but yeah I was on 8mg subs and over time I gradually got down to a sliver of a 2mg strip (.25 mg) and even jumping off of that low dose gave me shitty fucking withdrawals..that’s awesome you have Kratom on the way, when is it supposed to arrive to you? What i would suggest doing is if it still does not arrive tomorrow, take .5 mg of Subs, just to keep you out of withdrawal, once your Kratom arrives try 2 teaspoons of it. I have been taking 2 teaspoons in the morning and then at night I take 2 teaspoons again, this might be overkill but at 3mg if suboxone you may need that. This Friday will be 2 weeks since I stopped subs and went to Kratom, even with dosing 2 teaspoons twice a day I still feel a very nice warmth and positive energy, ordered about 10 different strains, some red, green, and white. I use the green and white strains in the morning and take the red strains at night, rotating them so I don’t take the same strains each day to try to avoid becoming tolerant to the strains and I guess it’s workkng cause I feel nice each dose. In the next week or 2 i am then going to reduce my dose to 1 teaspoon in the morning and night. I hope this info helps and I really am curious to know how Kratom works for you so please keep us updated and let me know!