So, I've got depression and anxiety, but Kratom works great for them. For 10 years or so I've allowed myself to use it on and off, but then if I get dependent I'll get 3 days of withdrawal where I'm tired and depressed. Then IF I don't want to be able to take it again, I'll take full dose naltrexone, (which I have a prescription for), then I can't take it again at all. I like that as it takes willpower out of the equation.
But part of me thinks maybe I should just give in and take it as my daily medicine. When I've done this I'm simply happier. But there are issues:
1) constipation: how do people take any kind of opioids regularly and still regularly take a shit? I don't think it's probably good to take laxatives too regularly. So what's to be done about that?
2) I can't sleep unless kratom has worn off like AT LEAST 5 hours before bed, so I definitely don't want to wake up in the middle of the night in withdrawal, because then I'd have to dose and that would keep me awake. However, one of my biggest WD symptoms is being tired, so I'd probably just go back to sleep.
3) How quickly do you go into withdrawal, and do you find life managable knowing you have to redose so often? And are there any other side effects that can happen as a result of Kratom addiction that I might not know about?
P.S. Note that I will most likely try to make or, even better, obtain Ultra Low Dose naltrexone to prevent withdrawal symptoms altogether. It behaves in a COMPLETELY OPPOSITE manner from full dose or even just low dose naltrexone, but still, there are the constipation issues, and to some extent the sleep problem as well as excess itching.
And for anyone who did used to try to avoid kratom dependency, but then decided to give in and use at for medicinal reasons (especially mental health reasons), did you feel it was the right choice? Was it worth it?