Stotched
Bluelighter
Hey all. I was a junkie for 6 years. I had gotten put on suboxone for another 3, and tapered myself down to .25 mg per day. I was then able to jump off relatively painlessly with kratom. So for the past 3 years, I have been taking kratom daily. I usually take 10 grams in a dose, and I dose every 4 hours. If I'm asleep, I'll wake up 4 hours after my last dose on the dot, and have to take more before I go to sleep.
Recently I bought some oxycodone, and got pretty high on it, and this triggered a relapse back to dope. I have been shooting up about 4 bags per day for the past week.
I do notice that I don't get sick as long as I take my kratom, but I still crave that rush, so I just use every day after work, so I guess kratom is a godsend for not getting sick.
However, I do notice that I'm not getting as high as I should off the dope, and I believe kratom is to blame. I know it's decent dope, as my girlfriend only needs 1 or 2 bags of this stuff to get high, and her tolerance is massive, as shes been shooting up daily for 8 years now.
I've only been shooting up for a week now, and usually 3 bags after work, and 1 more before bed when I start to not feel as high. I read that kratom has opioid antagonists in it, and I feel like its affecting the dope. I barely get any rush, and I have yet to nod off it, unless I smoke weed with it to potentiate. I definitely get a small rush, and get high for maybe 2 hours, but it's nothing like how I remember it being, and I feel like my tolerance should be extremely low.
Maybe its also possible that kratom has somehow raised my opioid tolerance to the point where dope isn't even getting me high?
What are your ideas? I don't want to waste more money on this stuff than i need to, and after abstaining from all but kratom for 3 years now, I feel like I should be getting a nod off just one bag!
Recently I bought some oxycodone, and got pretty high on it, and this triggered a relapse back to dope. I have been shooting up about 4 bags per day for the past week.
I do notice that I don't get sick as long as I take my kratom, but I still crave that rush, so I just use every day after work, so I guess kratom is a godsend for not getting sick.
However, I do notice that I'm not getting as high as I should off the dope, and I believe kratom is to blame. I know it's decent dope, as my girlfriend only needs 1 or 2 bags of this stuff to get high, and her tolerance is massive, as shes been shooting up daily for 8 years now.
I've only been shooting up for a week now, and usually 3 bags after work, and 1 more before bed when I start to not feel as high. I read that kratom has opioid antagonists in it, and I feel like its affecting the dope. I barely get any rush, and I have yet to nod off it, unless I smoke weed with it to potentiate. I definitely get a small rush, and get high for maybe 2 hours, but it's nothing like how I remember it being, and I feel like my tolerance should be extremely low.
Maybe its also possible that kratom has somehow raised my opioid tolerance to the point where dope isn't even getting me high?
What are your ideas? I don't want to waste more money on this stuff than i need to, and after abstaining from all but kratom for 3 years now, I feel like I should be getting a nod off just one bag!