First off, I consider myself a Taoist Christian, Taoism is being used in the sense of a philosophy and Christianity in the sense of religion. Taoism is the framework,the shell, the belief that I form when I express my views of society while in the confines of blood,bones,and flesh. Christianity for me is the answer to that which cannot be seen,something higher that we cannot comprehend, the treasure concealed inside the chest, the pure energy of your soul encaged within every inch of your physical self.
So as for what I believe will happen to my soul when I die, I look to Christianity for the answers. Contrary to what most believe,Christianity only specifically mentions one unforgiveable sin. Its not adultry,murder, or even suicide that is Christianity's one specific sin that is saw as completly void of any chance of forgiveness in the eyes of God. It is Blashphemy of The Holy Spirit,knowingly turning your back on the tugging of the Holy Spirit and its purpose for you,going against God's way when you were an individual that God spoke to and told you that He had a very specific thing for you to do. Instead you pursue you own way...
So why might you ask did I,Pariahprose, just spend two paragraphs explaining my Spiritual beliefs? Well simply because as of late I have concluded that if shit don't change that my ass is going to Hell FOR SURE(whatever form Hell may take). The reason I placed emphasis on "for sure" is because I am knowingly violating the one single sin mentioned in the Bible that has no pardon,Blasphemy of The Holy Spirit. Fucked up that I have the knowledge to realize such things but not the wisdom to change them into the positive circumstances that they need to become.
The reason I know that this sin weighs me down so greatly is because ever since my trip to a 6wk Inpatient Christian Rehab and six month Christian Half-way House Rehab in 2007 I have felt compelled,no more like convicted that I am supposed to do something with my life involving helping drug addicts. I have been through a good bit of shit in my life and should have died several times but God has still kept me alive for some reason...Not only has he kept me alive but I have heard his irrevocable call come down from Heaven and speak directly to my soul telling me that I am capable of great things if I heed to the call that God has for me and place my faith in Him...However,failure to do so and to follow His will would result in catastrophic consequences for not only myself but also for those that I were meant to help and save.
What kind of insanity is this shit? It makes no sense for someone who has felt and heard the presence of the Holy Spirit to just turn away from it. Many people go their entire life never hearing from the Holy Spirit in such specific ways but my dumb ass does but still chooses to go against it. I do all of this despite knowing what is at stake
So as for what I believe will happen to my soul when I die, I look to Christianity for the answers. Contrary to what most believe,Christianity only specifically mentions one unforgiveable sin. Its not adultry,murder, or even suicide that is Christianity's one specific sin that is saw as completly void of any chance of forgiveness in the eyes of God. It is Blashphemy of The Holy Spirit,knowingly turning your back on the tugging of the Holy Spirit and its purpose for you,going against God's way when you were an individual that God spoke to and told you that He had a very specific thing for you to do. Instead you pursue you own way...
So why might you ask did I,Pariahprose, just spend two paragraphs explaining my Spiritual beliefs? Well simply because as of late I have concluded that if shit don't change that my ass is going to Hell FOR SURE(whatever form Hell may take). The reason I placed emphasis on "for sure" is because I am knowingly violating the one single sin mentioned in the Bible that has no pardon,Blasphemy of The Holy Spirit. Fucked up that I have the knowledge to realize such things but not the wisdom to change them into the positive circumstances that they need to become.
The reason I know that this sin weighs me down so greatly is because ever since my trip to a 6wk Inpatient Christian Rehab and six month Christian Half-way House Rehab in 2007 I have felt compelled,no more like convicted that I am supposed to do something with my life involving helping drug addicts. I have been through a good bit of shit in my life and should have died several times but God has still kept me alive for some reason...Not only has he kept me alive but I have heard his irrevocable call come down from Heaven and speak directly to my soul telling me that I am capable of great things if I heed to the call that God has for me and place my faith in Him...However,failure to do so and to follow His will would result in catastrophic consequences for not only myself but also for those that I were meant to help and save.
What kind of insanity is this shit? It makes no sense for someone who has felt and heard the presence of the Holy Spirit to just turn away from it. Many people go their entire life never hearing from the Holy Spirit in such specific ways but my dumb ass does but still chooses to go against it. I do all of this despite knowing what is at stake