What im noticing that's beyond messed up is during your incarceration time, a place where most peoples levels of anxiety are pushed to the edge, and they are ceasing your anxiety meds... Unless it is for seizures or muscle spacisity, which is way worse for them to cease. Try having your therapist say it is required to not have severe panic attacks. You could cease before and try reporting to your doctor you have tried to stop knowing you will need to stop soon and have started experience severe panic attacks, it might make it easier to keep if you record with your doctor serious issues that develop before going to the jail whewlre they won't care. With a record with your regular doctor you have something to reference for your needs.