Bringing my breath on down to a shallow one
that seems to draw itself out to an errie eternity
the air suddenly becomes water and thoughts are clarity
and as much as I want to run and hide, there's just no moving
your pushing a secret memory that's rippling out to me
from deep below the fluid skin of my disembodied mind
here I'm fighting for ground for feet in the here and now
and you crank open my third eye and send it dialating
silence your mind, put away that mirror, just float away
your black eyes are full of lies, that's just not my face
I'm trying to see the spectrum beyond the black and white
but I'd reliquish my kingdom of nothing to bury your gray
my fingernails dig into the fabric of this green recliner
a passive witness to your lurid manipulations and frigid feel
you're nothing but a personification, a fucking hallucination
just a dream with a mind of its own raping all that's real
give me back a peice of mind you stole to help explain my situation
a pipeline back to my soul to illuminate the nihilistic breeze overwhelming me
a cigarette in solitude with you teasing me with the secrets of the universe
I had a date with truth, not you, the bitch stood me up so just fucking leave
you tread in the desert of my mind, foreheads kiss and my eyes go blind
what are you looking for, we ask each other, and as you take the answer
the one that I never gave to you, that I never gave to me, you leave
and you leave me empty-handed,
you leave me bleeding,
you leave me seething,
but am I dreaming or the dreamed
in the cosmic scheme of things?
Every discovery is a veiled memory,
every free step is your push, just in disguise.
I thought forever, I am my own mind and soul,
but I'm just your hands, your mouth, your eyes.
that seems to draw itself out to an errie eternity
the air suddenly becomes water and thoughts are clarity
and as much as I want to run and hide, there's just no moving
your pushing a secret memory that's rippling out to me
from deep below the fluid skin of my disembodied mind
here I'm fighting for ground for feet in the here and now
and you crank open my third eye and send it dialating
silence your mind, put away that mirror, just float away
your black eyes are full of lies, that's just not my face
I'm trying to see the spectrum beyond the black and white
but I'd reliquish my kingdom of nothing to bury your gray
my fingernails dig into the fabric of this green recliner
a passive witness to your lurid manipulations and frigid feel
you're nothing but a personification, a fucking hallucination
just a dream with a mind of its own raping all that's real
give me back a peice of mind you stole to help explain my situation
a pipeline back to my soul to illuminate the nihilistic breeze overwhelming me
a cigarette in solitude with you teasing me with the secrets of the universe
I had a date with truth, not you, the bitch stood me up so just fucking leave
you tread in the desert of my mind, foreheads kiss and my eyes go blind
what are you looking for, we ask each other, and as you take the answer
the one that I never gave to you, that I never gave to me, you leave
and you leave me empty-handed,
you leave me bleeding,
you leave me seething,
but am I dreaming or the dreamed
in the cosmic scheme of things?
Every discovery is a veiled memory,
every free step is your push, just in disguise.
I thought forever, I am my own mind and soul,
but I'm just your hands, your mouth, your eyes.
