clarkey1984
Bluelighter
Hi everyone, as you can see i am new here, i have been searching around the web for any help on the experiance i had on friday but nothing really covered it, so i thought i would post here. 
Well, i have only started taking MDMA this year, and have only done it about 5 or 6 times, and always buy from the same trusted source, however, friday night was a bit, erm, different...
The only thing i did differently was didnt drink any alcohol all last week and took multivitamins and multiminerals daily as i read that this can make the rush better, i also didnt drink any alcohol on the night i took it, as i have usually had a few pints, i thought id go for a nice clean high.
So, i bought half a gram, made it into 2 bombs and dropped one bomb as normal, some would say that 250mg at once is quite an amount for someone that only weighs about 65kg, but even from the very first try, any lesser an amount and i dont come up properly.
Anyway, usually, after about half an hour i start to feel it and come up nicely over the space of about 5 to 10 minutes, the rush starts to build in the back of my neck and head, the fuzzy feeling comes in and i make my way to the dancefloor, but this time, from starting to feel it, to being totally f**ked took about a minute, i was outside smoking a cigarette when it started to kick in, and by the time i got up the staircase, into the rave and to the chairs by the bar i was off the planet, scarily so, the back of my neck and my head were rushing like mad, way more than usual, plus felt like they were burning from the inside, my vision was everywhere, i was totally mashed.
After a few minutes sitting down i thought i was over the initial rush, so went to go downstairs again to get some water, how wrong i was, once i got to the stairs, every step was like a mountain, the floor was moving, weird, managed to get to the toilets, then it got really freaky...
as i stood in the cubicle with the toilet in front of me, it was as if i was 20 feet tall, the toilet looked miles and miles away, such a long way down, the walls were pulsing and moving, flashing different colours, some sort of psychedelia, then as i walked out of the cubicle i saw one of my friends washing his hands, and looking at his hands they were like a blur, moving so so fast that i couldnt see them, the weirdest bit being when he spoke to me, i was looking right at him, and he said "you alright mate" and i heard it at normal speed, but watching his mouth move it was like he said it really fast like it was speeded up "youalrightmate" then time sort of jumped back and then he was in the middle of saying it, then we'd jumped forward half a second and he had finished talking and was waiting for my answer, i have heard of eye wiggles before, could this have been what i was experiencing?
Then i managed to get myself back into the rave, and the music sounded so so strange, blurred warped and echoey, very odd indeed, i thought i wanted to go home, i wanted to go to sleep, i wanted to go to hospital, but all within the space of about 2 seconds, i had no idea what i wanted, then a mate thrust a fresh bottle of ice cold water in my hand, took my other hand in hers and pulled me to the dancefloor, then said in my ear, you are f**ked, but drink this, slowly, and dance it off, you will be fine.
So i made my way with her to the edge of the dancefloor, i attempted to dance but was doing so with one side of me leaning against the wall because the ground might as well have been a bouncy castle at this point, warping around everywhere under my feet, this continued for about 15 minutes, then i needed the toilet, the ground was fairly static at this point so making my way downstairs was easier, walked through the downstairs bar (the rave was in a seperate part of the club) and it felt like every single person was staring at me, then i got in the bathroom, and the dreaded pee block, dying to go, but cant, tried for about 10 minutes, went outside and had a cigerette, then all the crazy feelings washed away and i felt like i normally do, up and loving it!
Id say the whole overload trippy bit lasted for about an hour or so, although even 3 or 4 hours after dropping it i had the odd trip out moment, one of my mates walked past and i swear he had a giant plaster stuck on his forehead, then i look again and he didnt, then later on a lad was seemingly wearing those comedy glasses with a giant nose and mustache attached to them, but i blink and no he isnt, then there was a girl who was wearing a mini pink cowboy hat, look back again and it wasnt there.
So, is this what MDMA usually does to you, as ive never been tripping out like that on it before, although im guessing that no alcohol plus the multivits and minerals i had all week may have helped refresh my body so i rushed off it harder than normal, maybe this is why, god only knows, but this has certianly made me think twice about doing it again for a while, as that first hour scared the shit out of me and it was NOT a nice feeling at all.
Many thanks in advance.
Well, i have only started taking MDMA this year, and have only done it about 5 or 6 times, and always buy from the same trusted source, however, friday night was a bit, erm, different...
The only thing i did differently was didnt drink any alcohol all last week and took multivitamins and multiminerals daily as i read that this can make the rush better, i also didnt drink any alcohol on the night i took it, as i have usually had a few pints, i thought id go for a nice clean high.
So, i bought half a gram, made it into 2 bombs and dropped one bomb as normal, some would say that 250mg at once is quite an amount for someone that only weighs about 65kg, but even from the very first try, any lesser an amount and i dont come up properly.
Anyway, usually, after about half an hour i start to feel it and come up nicely over the space of about 5 to 10 minutes, the rush starts to build in the back of my neck and head, the fuzzy feeling comes in and i make my way to the dancefloor, but this time, from starting to feel it, to being totally f**ked took about a minute, i was outside smoking a cigarette when it started to kick in, and by the time i got up the staircase, into the rave and to the chairs by the bar i was off the planet, scarily so, the back of my neck and my head were rushing like mad, way more than usual, plus felt like they were burning from the inside, my vision was everywhere, i was totally mashed.
After a few minutes sitting down i thought i was over the initial rush, so went to go downstairs again to get some water, how wrong i was, once i got to the stairs, every step was like a mountain, the floor was moving, weird, managed to get to the toilets, then it got really freaky...
as i stood in the cubicle with the toilet in front of me, it was as if i was 20 feet tall, the toilet looked miles and miles away, such a long way down, the walls were pulsing and moving, flashing different colours, some sort of psychedelia, then as i walked out of the cubicle i saw one of my friends washing his hands, and looking at his hands they were like a blur, moving so so fast that i couldnt see them, the weirdest bit being when he spoke to me, i was looking right at him, and he said "you alright mate" and i heard it at normal speed, but watching his mouth move it was like he said it really fast like it was speeded up "youalrightmate" then time sort of jumped back and then he was in the middle of saying it, then we'd jumped forward half a second and he had finished talking and was waiting for my answer, i have heard of eye wiggles before, could this have been what i was experiencing?
Then i managed to get myself back into the rave, and the music sounded so so strange, blurred warped and echoey, very odd indeed, i thought i wanted to go home, i wanted to go to sleep, i wanted to go to hospital, but all within the space of about 2 seconds, i had no idea what i wanted, then a mate thrust a fresh bottle of ice cold water in my hand, took my other hand in hers and pulled me to the dancefloor, then said in my ear, you are f**ked, but drink this, slowly, and dance it off, you will be fine.
So i made my way with her to the edge of the dancefloor, i attempted to dance but was doing so with one side of me leaning against the wall because the ground might as well have been a bouncy castle at this point, warping around everywhere under my feet, this continued for about 15 minutes, then i needed the toilet, the ground was fairly static at this point so making my way downstairs was easier, walked through the downstairs bar (the rave was in a seperate part of the club) and it felt like every single person was staring at me, then i got in the bathroom, and the dreaded pee block, dying to go, but cant, tried for about 10 minutes, went outside and had a cigerette, then all the crazy feelings washed away and i felt like i normally do, up and loving it!
Id say the whole overload trippy bit lasted for about an hour or so, although even 3 or 4 hours after dropping it i had the odd trip out moment, one of my mates walked past and i swear he had a giant plaster stuck on his forehead, then i look again and he didnt, then later on a lad was seemingly wearing those comedy glasses with a giant nose and mustache attached to them, but i blink and no he isnt, then there was a girl who was wearing a mini pink cowboy hat, look back again and it wasnt there.
So, is this what MDMA usually does to you, as ive never been tripping out like that on it before, although im guessing that no alcohol plus the multivits and minerals i had all week may have helped refresh my body so i rushed off it harder than normal, maybe this is why, god only knows, but this has certianly made me think twice about doing it again for a while, as that first hour scared the shit out of me and it was NOT a nice feeling at all.
Many thanks in advance.
. Nice to see a fellow hardcore raver on here, I fear people are too irresponsible in Hardcore.