dilated_pupils
Bluelighter
Early Morning on August 26, 2009
Sitting here contemplating, always feel like it's an endless wait.
Always think in my mind, that it would be fate,
That brought us back together sometime in our lives,
Lately it's looked hopeless, not to my surprise.
You're always on my mind,
Can't begin to tell you how much I lose track of time,
When I'm thinking about you my body subsides,
Into this elation, as if I can fly.
So much to take in, your beauty to start,
A wonderful person as well, and very smart.
I begin to feel as if I'm floating within,
And this is sincerely where the story shall begin.
From the past I still vividly feel the pain,
I caused for us both and it makes me go insane.
With all these emotions, I can't seem to tame,
This thing between us is an endless game.
Why not cut to the chase, and let me on in,
So we can watch our lives start to really begin?
It's on a need to know basis,
About you and I,
An unspoken bond I keep trying to tie.
It's like you are my oasis,
In this hot desert sun,
I can't even fathom what has begun.
No point in trying to decipher the encrypted,
Let's sit on back and enjoy the Pacific,
Travel the world, capture our love in every place that we go,
Because in this life it's sure as hell hard to know,
Who is a friend, and who is a foe.
I know one thing is for certain,
And I'll let ya in on this secret,
No matter what I will love you forever,
And include you in all my minds endeavor's.
I know you think I must believe I am clever,
Because no matter what I prevail and do not sever,
The ties that are between us,
I would travel as far as Venus, just to see ya smile.
It makes me feel how I used to feel when I was younger,
And I love this feeling so much I can't satisfy it's hunger.
Give me a chance and I'll show you I'm done,
With all the bullshit in the past which had begun.
I know it was stupid of me to leave ya hangin',
I've thought about it so much it's left my heart draggin',
On the floor in which I walk, to find my destiny,
I very much hope it includes you and me.
My feelings are real, and I know yours are too,
Believe me, neither of us really know what to do.
But my hearts sure beating fast.
I got them butterflies in my stomach again,
And I just don't want this feeling to end.
And if you will just listen to me,
We could be together happy as can be.
I don't want this unresolved,
Floating in the air,
I just want to see your smile,
I'm telling ya, I swear...
So please take a look at where we are,
And open your mind so you can see afar.
This wont be easy, I never said it would be.
But if we both just try I'm sure that we could,
Make a life for ourselves and never look back,
Baby you are the girl that keeps my life on track.
140 beats per minute I just measured my bp,
Feel my chest and you can easily see,
That I'm feeling you girl, and I don't want to let you go,
There's no chance in this lifetime I'm letting you, so...
I could keep on displaying my feelings, emotions, everything, it all.
But when I get no return, it's kind of hard to deal with.
I've kept up long enough, can't you see this?
Even when you don't listen, or talk to me at times,
I'm still at home with you on my mind.
God, I can't tell you how much it would mean, to just have you in my life.
I'm begging you, please don't be blind, open your eyes and just see,
That I know I screwed up, and that I need to be forgiven.
I know, I know, It should have never happened to begin with.
All those horrible nights, you spent crying and upset,
With everything that's happened in my life, that's my biggest regret.
One last memory to leave you with,
Don't you remember I was your first kiss?
Right in my yard, it happened years ago,
And to this very day, I'm not ready to let it go.
So I hope everything I've said has covered the bases,
Baby girl, you are my oasis, that I need on a daily basis.
And with all my efforts I'll continue to chase this...
I have just one more thing to explain,
In my life I still have much to gain.
You could be apart of that, or you could simply detest,
No matter which you choose you'll always be the best,
Thing that was in my life; it's all taught me so much.
You have no clue the power of your touch.
I'm done with being that type of person who is selfish and inconsiderate.
Reckless, dimwitted, just straight up plain stupid.
Remember girl, that you are my oasis in this vastness of ocean.
I want to follow through with all of my devotion.
Whatever it takes, I'm willing to do it.
I'm placing my self out there knowing I could very well fail.
But to not have tried at all, would've meant I never truly cared.
Anyway, to you this is just another ordinary day,
But in my world, you're on my mind, running through it constantly.
And I pray to the Lord, that you will give me another chance,
Because I have changed, the problem is you just take a quick glance.
I think you see me as I were in the past,
But I'm doing better now, I'm in a whole new type of class.
Above the one I used to be in, is this something you can grasp?
So I bid you goodbye if that's what you choose.
And I guess I'd be left to feel the abuse,
That haunts me everyday, but things will be fine.
I guess all will heal, it just takes some time.
In the end of it all, I still have myself,
But I sure as hell would rather not have anyone else,
Except for you in my life... that's all that I need.
You are the secret ingredient for me to succeed.
I'll do it all for myself, but with you by my side,
Life would be easy, as easy as you are easy on the eyes.
That's it, I just woke up and felt these strong emotions towards one of my ex's, so I wrote this. I actually sent it to her today, so I can't wait to see what she has to say about it... I think she will be floored but that's just my 2cents.
Please, let me know what you all think, even if it's constructive criticism, I don't mind. Thanks all
-dp
Sitting here contemplating, always feel like it's an endless wait.
Always think in my mind, that it would be fate,
That brought us back together sometime in our lives,
Lately it's looked hopeless, not to my surprise.
You're always on my mind,
Can't begin to tell you how much I lose track of time,
When I'm thinking about you my body subsides,
Into this elation, as if I can fly.
So much to take in, your beauty to start,
A wonderful person as well, and very smart.
I begin to feel as if I'm floating within,
And this is sincerely where the story shall begin.
From the past I still vividly feel the pain,
I caused for us both and it makes me go insane.
With all these emotions, I can't seem to tame,
This thing between us is an endless game.
Why not cut to the chase, and let me on in,
So we can watch our lives start to really begin?
It's on a need to know basis,
About you and I,
An unspoken bond I keep trying to tie.
It's like you are my oasis,
In this hot desert sun,
I can't even fathom what has begun.
No point in trying to decipher the encrypted,
Let's sit on back and enjoy the Pacific,
Travel the world, capture our love in every place that we go,
Because in this life it's sure as hell hard to know,
Who is a friend, and who is a foe.
I know one thing is for certain,
And I'll let ya in on this secret,
No matter what I will love you forever,
And include you in all my minds endeavor's.
I know you think I must believe I am clever,
Because no matter what I prevail and do not sever,
The ties that are between us,
I would travel as far as Venus, just to see ya smile.
It makes me feel how I used to feel when I was younger,
And I love this feeling so much I can't satisfy it's hunger.
Give me a chance and I'll show you I'm done,
With all the bullshit in the past which had begun.
I know it was stupid of me to leave ya hangin',
I've thought about it so much it's left my heart draggin',
On the floor in which I walk, to find my destiny,
I very much hope it includes you and me.
My feelings are real, and I know yours are too,
Believe me, neither of us really know what to do.
But my hearts sure beating fast.
I got them butterflies in my stomach again,
And I just don't want this feeling to end.
And if you will just listen to me,
We could be together happy as can be.
I don't want this unresolved,
Floating in the air,
I just want to see your smile,
I'm telling ya, I swear...
So please take a look at where we are,
And open your mind so you can see afar.
This wont be easy, I never said it would be.
But if we both just try I'm sure that we could,
Make a life for ourselves and never look back,
Baby you are the girl that keeps my life on track.
140 beats per minute I just measured my bp,
Feel my chest and you can easily see,
That I'm feeling you girl, and I don't want to let you go,
There's no chance in this lifetime I'm letting you, so...
I could keep on displaying my feelings, emotions, everything, it all.
But when I get no return, it's kind of hard to deal with.
I've kept up long enough, can't you see this?
Even when you don't listen, or talk to me at times,
I'm still at home with you on my mind.
God, I can't tell you how much it would mean, to just have you in my life.
I'm begging you, please don't be blind, open your eyes and just see,
That I know I screwed up, and that I need to be forgiven.
I know, I know, It should have never happened to begin with.
All those horrible nights, you spent crying and upset,
With everything that's happened in my life, that's my biggest regret.
One last memory to leave you with,
Don't you remember I was your first kiss?
Right in my yard, it happened years ago,
And to this very day, I'm not ready to let it go.
So I hope everything I've said has covered the bases,
Baby girl, you are my oasis, that I need on a daily basis.
And with all my efforts I'll continue to chase this...
I have just one more thing to explain,
In my life I still have much to gain.
You could be apart of that, or you could simply detest,
No matter which you choose you'll always be the best,
Thing that was in my life; it's all taught me so much.
You have no clue the power of your touch.
I'm done with being that type of person who is selfish and inconsiderate.
Reckless, dimwitted, just straight up plain stupid.
Remember girl, that you are my oasis in this vastness of ocean.
I want to follow through with all of my devotion.
Whatever it takes, I'm willing to do it.
I'm placing my self out there knowing I could very well fail.
But to not have tried at all, would've meant I never truly cared.
Anyway, to you this is just another ordinary day,
But in my world, you're on my mind, running through it constantly.
And I pray to the Lord, that you will give me another chance,
Because I have changed, the problem is you just take a quick glance.
I think you see me as I were in the past,
But I'm doing better now, I'm in a whole new type of class.
Above the one I used to be in, is this something you can grasp?
So I bid you goodbye if that's what you choose.
And I guess I'd be left to feel the abuse,
That haunts me everyday, but things will be fine.
I guess all will heal, it just takes some time.
In the end of it all, I still have myself,
But I sure as hell would rather not have anyone else,
Except for you in my life... that's all that I need.
You are the secret ingredient for me to succeed.
I'll do it all for myself, but with you by my side,
Life would be easy, as easy as you are easy on the eyes.
That's it, I just woke up and felt these strong emotions towards one of my ex's, so I wrote this. I actually sent it to her today, so I can't wait to see what she has to say about it... I think she will be floored but that's just my 2cents.
Please, let me know what you all think, even if it's constructive criticism, I don't mind. Thanks all
-dp
