Dreamful~Nypmh
Greenlighter
My head is spinning and I can't see straight. Thoughts of the days before swarm around my head like angry whasps, each one with a different sting, and yet the same. All leaving just one more painful day ahead. I chew on my bottom lip holding back the tears. I hear youf voice, I see your face, I smell your skin. Stop haunting me! Each day I wake up to begin new and there you are slashing at my heart. Every time I surrender and fall into the thoughts. I look up to the sky and let the rain chase my tears down my throat. I sit quietly under the porch and I let the ink flow from the pen as I write down the moments of you I hold in my heart. I spell out your name so careful and I tell you all the things I could never say. I take the pages and hold them over the flame of a candle. The pages burning into memories. I gather what's left, put the ashes in a box and bury it all, and as I walk away I leave you there to forever remain as nothing more then a forgotten memory.
