a crazy coincidence is that i have tripped on shrooms whilst kicking dope in the past and had a terrifyingly awful trip lol .. but i will never forget it thats for sure... i was doing really well up until today... i made 1 gram last me about 4 days and then today my guy called me and offerred me a special deal and i told him yes and immediately went and got high so now im waiting for the high to go away still and its 430am where i am and i got high last at about 8pm but i did get some ambiens and im going to taper lower and lower and use those for restless leg syndrome and for just when i start to feel real ancy anyways guys thanks for all the responses hopefully i will be able to kick and stay off there is nothing more than i want in life right now but to just be off of fucking heroin and get back to living my life in full stride moving forward with my career... spending time with my family etc... its funny how no one thinks im using... and its all i can think about... (or at least all i can think about is how im going to quit and how good it would feel to use) oxymoronic to say the least but God knows I can't control it... alright fellas keep ya posted thanks for all the replies again love ya BL
