I posted a while back saying I had 2.5 mg of sub to kick with. Needless to say that didn't end up panning out. This time i want to quit for myself rather than being forced to kick by my mom. I've recently become involved with a new guy and he's amazing. He also doesn't do drugs at all and I definitely don't want to risk losing him because of my own issues. Anyway, this time I have 15 mg of valium, 16 mg of subutex and about 6 mg if suboxone. I haven't done a full shot since about noon today but I did do a little cotton shot at about 7 PM and I'm definitely not sick yet as this dope lasts an insanely long time. My question is: would it be a good idea to just knock myself out with the valium and then start taking subutex when I wake up so that I'm actually sick enough to induct myself safely and to ensure i get the most out of my subs? I feel that the last few times I've taken subs I've taken them too soon and gotten sick faster which provided no relief :/ oops. Lol. Also, would you say that the sicker you are before taking your first dose of sub, the better they work? I have work tomorrow night and I'm supposed to pick my new guy up tomorrow morning to run errands and spend time together and I definitely don't want to be sick for that. Any input helps. Thank you!!
