aussiejames
Greenlighter
^ DON'T DO IT!!!!!!!! Sorry to yell at you but seriously. It will bring you back to the start again. Every minute you have struggled through will have to be repeated.
I know you want to use bad but you body has a type of opiate memory. That is to say to get your first habit can take some time, some people report even upto a month or 2 of regular use before the advent of withdrawals. When they have stopped for a year or two and then relapse all that's needed is a few days use and they are sick as a dog.
I'd give yourself at least 1 month before you think about getting a taste. When you do only buy enough for 1 go and don't repeat the performance more than weekly at the least try for fortnightly (pay day buzz time). If you can do that you should be fairly safe.
As i said you have to deal with the issues that make you want to use, unless of course you want to use cause it is just so damn fun. That is an issue that can't be avoided. If thats the case but you seriously don't want to use then try a naloxone treatment regime. Making it a complete waste of money should help you stop using but you need to take the tabs. I had an ex that used to take the naloxone (revia) for eight or nine days then stop it for 4 or 5 days, have a shot of gear then start again the next morning. That worked for a while.
I know you want to use bad but you body has a type of opiate memory. That is to say to get your first habit can take some time, some people report even upto a month or 2 of regular use before the advent of withdrawals. When they have stopped for a year or two and then relapse all that's needed is a few days use and they are sick as a dog.
I'd give yourself at least 1 month before you think about getting a taste. When you do only buy enough for 1 go and don't repeat the performance more than weekly at the least try for fortnightly (pay day buzz time). If you can do that you should be fairly safe.
As i said you have to deal with the issues that make you want to use, unless of course you want to use cause it is just so damn fun. That is an issue that can't be avoided. If thats the case but you seriously don't want to use then try a naloxone treatment regime. Making it a complete waste of money should help you stop using but you need to take the tabs. I had an ex that used to take the naloxone (revia) for eight or nine days then stop it for 4 or 5 days, have a shot of gear then start again the next morning. That worked for a while.
