jeebus13
Bluelighter
"I hate you...
Let's fuck."
I can always just walk away-
just-
just as you please-
well, fuck you.
I'm staying.
YOU quit this time,
YOU can carry
the guilt and weight of ME
this time.
" Why do you hate me?"
How can we fuck
when we're so obviously in hate?"
How can't we-
Somehow sex is always better
when a grunted, "Fuck me."
really means, "Fuck you."
And I'm an asshole,
remember,
if I can't forget then you shouldn't either.
You love reminding me of that...
You used to remind me of lightning
but now it's all
Just thunder, rolling away-
just...
"You know Paul Simon
gave me fifty ways to leave you."
"That's the first time
you've called me your lover."\
"Relax I didn't mean it."
No it was never love,
and I was never leaving-
just hoping, for a moment.
"Shut up and hold me.
It's cold in here."
"I can imagine..."
Some things never change,
and it's probably still
cold in there.
Maybe I was always
just a warm body...
just-
(And NOW I think it's time to go)
just in time.
"We give entropy
a bad name."
Usually when things
break down
there's no struggle...
"What's that supposed to mean?"
But we fight it all the way,
as if it mattered.
"It means we all fall down eventually."
We have beaten
'one last time' to death
out of spite-
one thing we never run out of.
I guess that's what we get
for always telling the truth,
that's about all I got out of it
anyway.
"I'm sick of waiting
for your next crisis of faith.
No one is that patient."
"Don't worry.
Next time I'll run home.
I won't blow on your
house of cards anymore."
"Yes you will."
"So what."
Beautiful pillow talk
I could probably do without,
but she still smells
like sex and crying...
My favorite perfume.
We just can't keep going,
one day
my shadow will stop haunting
her darkened bedroom
and I could always
just walk away-
just not today.......
Let's fuck."
I can always just walk away-
just-
just as you please-
well, fuck you.
I'm staying.
YOU quit this time,
YOU can carry
the guilt and weight of ME
this time.
" Why do you hate me?"
How can we fuck
when we're so obviously in hate?"
How can't we-
Somehow sex is always better
when a grunted, "Fuck me."
really means, "Fuck you."
And I'm an asshole,
remember,
if I can't forget then you shouldn't either.
You love reminding me of that...
You used to remind me of lightning
but now it's all
Just thunder, rolling away-
just...
"You know Paul Simon
gave me fifty ways to leave you."
"That's the first time
you've called me your lover."\
"Relax I didn't mean it."
No it was never love,
and I was never leaving-
just hoping, for a moment.
"Shut up and hold me.
It's cold in here."
"I can imagine..."
Some things never change,
and it's probably still
cold in there.
Maybe I was always
just a warm body...
just-
(And NOW I think it's time to go)
just in time.
"We give entropy
a bad name."
Usually when things
break down
there's no struggle...
"What's that supposed to mean?"
But we fight it all the way,
as if it mattered.
"It means we all fall down eventually."
We have beaten
'one last time' to death
out of spite-
one thing we never run out of.
I guess that's what we get
for always telling the truth,
that's about all I got out of it
anyway.
"I'm sick of waiting
for your next crisis of faith.
No one is that patient."
"Don't worry.
Next time I'll run home.
I won't blow on your
house of cards anymore."
"Yes you will."
"So what."
Beautiful pillow talk
I could probably do without,
but she still smells
like sex and crying...
My favorite perfume.
We just can't keep going,
one day
my shadow will stop haunting
her darkened bedroom
and I could always
just walk away-
just not today.......
easily identifyd with and so passionate with what the way its worded.