strikks
Bluelighter
Hey all i am strikks i lurk here every once in a while......i am a chronic pain patient and i need/enjoy my opiates...i had some sort of psychotic break yesterday......i was just nutts and i was on opiophile and 2 or 3 dudes kept messin with me pissing me off on purpose .....so I was the one to get reprimanded by the admins
it was bullshit and i am tired of the place anyway it is not the same as it used to be....I had a bunch of crazy shit happen to me and i did not sleep for a couple dayz cause of said shit that happened..(i am not gonna say what it is)
well i haven't IVed my MScontins since 2008 and i wanted to take my self out last nite and i got a huge serving spoon and a candle that is real big and has 4 wicks in it....i dropped 4-- 100mg endo MS in the spoon and heated it up.....
i did two shots and was trashed then i did a third along with some phenergan and klonopin... i went out at my computer.........i woke up in the bath tub apparently my mom found me and she is pissed!!!
in 2008 i used to do 200mg pill then 2 or 3 more throughout the day...i rarely did 2 at a time......well after 3 years in prison taking nothing but ultram my tolerance was low for a bit.....but 4 weeks later it is back..my doc used to give me mscontin 200mg 3x a day when i went to jail and now he started me on 100mg in the AM and 60mg in the PM with norco for BT pain.. well now that i got some sleep i seem to have my sanity back....lol well thanx for reading/listening
love and light ,
STRIKKS
it was bullshit and i am tired of the place anyway it is not the same as it used to be....I had a bunch of crazy shit happen to me and i did not sleep for a couple dayz cause of said shit that happened..(i am not gonna say what it is)
well i haven't IVed my MScontins since 2008 and i wanted to take my self out last nite and i got a huge serving spoon and a candle that is real big and has 4 wicks in it....i dropped 4-- 100mg endo MS in the spoon and heated it up.....
i did two shots and was trashed then i did a third along with some phenergan and klonopin... i went out at my computer.........i woke up in the bath tub apparently my mom found me and she is pissed!!!
in 2008 i used to do 200mg pill then 2 or 3 more throughout the day...i rarely did 2 at a time......well after 3 years in prison taking nothing but ultram my tolerance was low for a bit.....but 4 weeks later it is back..my doc used to give me mscontin 200mg 3x a day when i went to jail and now he started me on 100mg in the AM and 60mg in the PM with norco for BT pain.. well now that i got some sleep i seem to have my sanity back....lol well thanx for reading/listening
love and light ,
STRIKKS
