Merged.
I have experimented with the two separate isomers as well as the racemate and even 'custom' ratios of the isomers for a short time. To sum up: at first racemic K was all I knew, then when I tried the isomers separately I preferred S-ketamine and enjoyed the potent anaesthetic effects without having R-ketamine complicate things too much and making things schizo. Taking separate isomers also seemed exotic and unusual. But then I became bored with the narcotic effects, I started missing the psychedelic wierdness, so I started adding R to make 30% R : 70% S, finding it to be a sweet spot. Later I just figured: the isomers have nice complementary effects that are just pretty great with racemic. When I got used to the availability and it stopped having that exotic appeal I was happy to return to the racemate.
S-ketamine does not feel physically clean to me, it immobilises me and causes a sort of stupor with regular use - it felt like the metabolites also took their sweet time to keep working, producing mostly side-effects. However with S it was easier to 'hole' with less fucked up ness. Without tolerance it felt like sinking into a nice warm bath.
R-ketamine does not immobilise me at all and allows me to stay functional, however if you go too far with the doses or frequency it can cause pretty severe cognitive effects, resulting in 'schizo' or 'psycho' behavior.
I posted multiple times in this thread, probably enough to explain more elaborately how I experience the differences.
Very strange, I got the exact opposit experience.
Long term user of racemic, i now use S isomer and i found it to be :
- less active : need 400 mg to hole, were i need 300 with racemic ( never understoud the 150mg for a hole assuption, even with K straight from the pharma viale )
- less body effect : it puts me in a dreamy state but not in an anesthetic state, i feel less imobilsed
- effect is shorter : I can stand up and return to my computer 3-4 hours after snorting, i need 5-6 hours with racemic
- and most valuable effect : i can sleep after a hole with S, impossible with racemic
My experiences with racemic are with counterless number of sources, my S isomer come from the most reputable and specialised dealer on the internet thing, fine homogenous micro cristalin, realy dont think it is cut.
The hip on S isomer has lead some people to think that racemic is basicaly composed of 50% super-potent S + 50% almost blank R, but its not what i experimented.
Honestly i prefer racemic, i feel it more potent, more wild and chaotic, more beautifull to, more disturbing and vivid, more matrix like.
S is more dreamy, gentle fantasy and creative world, more organic.
S is more expensive, less potent and less profond, but i can move and sleep faster after dosing, thats the only reasons i use it.