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Bluelighter
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I have recently been using LSD more regularly and in the past few weeks taken ketamine on a more recent basis in small doses. I am very experienced with md** drugs, cannabis and alcohol, I do believe I have taken this combination once before although that was quite a long time ago.
Drugs injested:
Approx 10 Quite small lines of Ketamine.
2 pills
Alcohol and Cannabis taken throughout.
I had been working hard all day for a presentation the next morning although L had been sending me messages all afternoon saying she wanted to have some fun that night. I already had a couple of pills which I guessed contained MDMA + MDA , I also knew that the pills were meant to be incredibly pure. Since then it has been established they are infact in excess of 88% pure which is unbelievably pure for an ecstasy today. I also had some strong weed.
At about 8.15 L came to my flat and I told her about the pills, we decided we were going to do them that night and then suddenly decided to take them now. I took 2 and she took 1 then we went to get a gram of Ketamine.
As we set of walking to get the ket, I felt sick and almost vomitted a couple of times. We got the Ketamine and set of back to L's to have some. We arrived back at her place and decided to smoke some weed and drink some alcohol before having a line of Ketamine. After about what seemed like ninety minutes we realised we had come up on the pills totally unexpectedly and everything felt beautiful, the music we felt on felt so good and the whole world seemed to be brilliant, we decided we had no worries in the world and that everything was perfect, before we did this we had some more ketamine.
Then we decided to go to mine to smoke some more weed for a change of scenery, we went to mine and laid on my bed smoking weed and realising how wonderful everything. The music still felt so good and already I had decided these were probably the best cleanest pills I had ever had and kept telling L this, she agreed.
When the CD finished I think we went back to L's and probably did more ket then decided at some point to go for a walk around the city as L had to go to a cash machine. We set of into the city, laughing at everything and talking nonsense but stopping frequently to discuss what looked good and how good everything felt.
One thing was missing, there were no cars on the road and the whole city was deserted, it was sometime around midnight I think although it could've been earlier. I can't rememeber too much about the walk, the only things which stick out in my mind are that: There were barely any cars anywhere, We stopped at one point in the city centre and pointed at how beautiful the sky looked until we realised what we were doing and there was a person watching us from a van, suddenly remembering we actually went out to go to a cash machine just as we were nearly back home and at the cash machine the whole world seemed deserted and only we were alive. Then the cash machine took forever to process and eventually when it did do it, it asked for L's password again before handing her the money which it has never done before and isnt supposed to do although we both saw it.
We then went back to L's and I think we spoke to W on the phone although I do not remember much of this. All the time we were constantly saying how good everything was and talking absolute nonsense and laughing at everything but most of all ourselves.
We then did more ketamine and smoked more cannabis and B and someone else (friends of L) came over, they were bery drunk and I can't remember much of the conversations that was happening.
After they left I think we had more ketamine and then decided to watch Yellow Submarine. I have watched Yellow Submarine on many occasions but L had never seen it before, I think she liked it lots.
After the film was finished I can't remember what happened that much although went to bed at some point, this was between 4-5am and I was still feeling the beauty of the pills, it felt so clean and wonderful.
Throughout the night we had seemed to loop lots, everything had happened again after happening the first time and it was like we were in a routine which we kept realising we were doing then mocking this and then without realising starting again.
I got into bed knowing I had to be up at 8am although for some reason my alarm didnt go off so I actually woke up at 10.12am and realised that my group work presentation worth a lot of marks had started ten minutes ago. I knew it would be already over nearly and that I had missed it. I tried to phone J to see what was happening and after it had finished he phoned me to tell me that everyone had passed, I was really annoyed at this after working really hard for the past few days to get everything ready for the presentation but in the end I just laughed and thought it will be ok, as everything always is in the end.
I went to meet everyone at Uni and I was still talking nonsense and laughing and smiling at everything, I felt no signs of a comedown and still felt as though I was quite under the influence of something, this was after 11am the day after.
Me and J did lots of work and I seemed to be able to do what was quite hard maths work easily which was good to say I still felt very fucked. Me and J went back to mine to print something of before we handed some work in and I had a beer. We went back to uni and then handed the work in, next I bought some weed to smoke later.
I went back to mine and got some money to go buy some food, as I was going to buy the food L shouted down from her window, so I went up to her's. She had woken up that day and decided to carry on snorting the ket we had left, I decided to roll a joint with the weed and have a beer before we went shopping. During the time she had been on ket that afternoon she had started writing a diary of the year so far starting that day and we went back and read through what she had done that afternoon although we kept laughing at things and talking nonsense.
After quite a while passed we decided to go to the shop and when we got there all we seemed to do was laugh at things and forget the words we needed in order to make sense, this was bery funny to us but most people didnt seem to understand.
After leaving the shop we saw this guy who we remembered from seeing just as we got back from the walk the night before, he had looked very weird that night and didnt talk to us when we said hello to him. He went across the road towards the DIY store and I decided I needed to go in the DIY store to explore and get a thermometer.
We went into the shop and instantly I saw they were selling Haribo at 79p which is much cheaper than anywhere else so we picked up lots of haribo and went and played with the toys in the shop, everything was so cheap and L decided to buy a flying cow and a fibre optic light thing to add to the decorations in her room. After laughing at even more things and giving the guy at the counter lots of Haribo for being a great person we went back to L's to eat, smoke weed and drink more alcohol.
We ate haribo, beans, bacon and sausages and she had egg aswell. We were still dancing and saying how good everyone was but we both totally seemed to be in a seperate world from everything else. Then we had ketamine and more looping through the same routine as the night before which kept happening unexpectedly. We realised it was still quite early and decided to go over to mine to smoke some more weed although L could not find her keys so we spent rather a large time looking for the keys but getting totally distracted in doing so.
Eventually we got to mine and put some music on and smoked more weed. Everything still seemed seperate and as though we were on a journey into our own world where everything felt amazing. The food had tasted so good earlier and everything we could thing of was good.
At this time we realised for over 24 hours we had been going round in circles and everything we did kept being repeated. We wondered if we would be trapped like this forever although thought not although we both agreed I am pretty much like how I was all the time and L is to a certain extent.
My nose had started to bleed at some point while we were in my room.
After smoking more weed we decided to eat again, so we went to get some sausages out of my freezer, this was after L had sung a song about sausages really loudly, so as we walked into my kitchen my flat mates looked at us strange.
We then decided to go on a walk after we left mine although I needed to go to the toilet badly and the sausages and mars ice cream bar were really cold so we just went straight to L's.
When we got there we cooked more food and danced to the one of the few cd's we had had on constant rotation for the past day and smoked some more weed.
After this we soon realised we were quite stoned and everything seemed incredibly funny, we were still going round in circles although gradually all the circles seemed to get shorter until it got to the point where L would dance about and talk nonsense for a bit before I took over and she stopped, this kept happening over and over.
We then got quite paranoid after hearing noises like someone else was in L's flat, everytime there was a noise we would look at each other and stay still then suddenly burst into laughter, this happened over and over and our plans to go smoke some more weed at mine soon disappeared as we didnt want to leave the room. While this was happening L was still writing about the events and realising how crazy I am.
We then brought a matteress in from another room so I could sleep on the floor. She played me a song entitled "Clubbed to death" by Rob D from the matrix soundtrack, as it started I recognised instant similarities to Massive Attacks - Unfinished Sympathy. I started to love the song intensely and was close to tears at how good it sounded, it was like a beautiful atmospheric classic track which had crazy breakeats behind it. It kept building which was making me go crazy and then suddenly dropped down into the the most beautiful haunting piano, before crashing back harder than before. At this point I could not hold back my excitement anymore and the only words I could say were "fuck" and "wow". It was probably the most amazing I had ever felt, the feeling the music had given me was raw energy. We then played the same track repeatedly and I was still getting the same feeling from it, sometimes having to punch the bed because the feeling totally over awed me.
Then we decided to do more ketamine as L wanted to go in hole to the track, she did more than me and we both listened to the music, after the track had played through a few times she realised she was not going to K hole. This seemed to make her a little sad and I was not sure what to do about this as I will still very ecstatic about everything.
We put on a video and went to sleep. When we woke up the next morning I felt fine although L didnt feel too good, we smoked some more weed and I finished off the last beer from the fridge before we cleaned everywhere from the mess we had made in the past few weeks.
Overall the last couple of days had been crazy, I definitely can't believe how pure and clean the pills are and all the drugs worked brilliantly together, at one point during the first night I had forgotten what drugs we had taken and started thinking I was on LSD as it was probably as close as I have got to LSD if not exactly like some of the times I have had.
I still feel brilliant although I have been feeling increasingly good for the past few months to the point where I am in love with how good everything in my life is and how everything is working out.
There is quite a lot of this story missing and I keep remembering things although I will try and get L to write her account of the last couple of days and post it here to fill in any gaps hopefully.
Drugs injested:
Approx 10 Quite small lines of Ketamine.
2 pills
Alcohol and Cannabis taken throughout.
I had been working hard all day for a presentation the next morning although L had been sending me messages all afternoon saying she wanted to have some fun that night. I already had a couple of pills which I guessed contained MDMA + MDA , I also knew that the pills were meant to be incredibly pure. Since then it has been established they are infact in excess of 88% pure which is unbelievably pure for an ecstasy today. I also had some strong weed.
At about 8.15 L came to my flat and I told her about the pills, we decided we were going to do them that night and then suddenly decided to take them now. I took 2 and she took 1 then we went to get a gram of Ketamine.
As we set of walking to get the ket, I felt sick and almost vomitted a couple of times. We got the Ketamine and set of back to L's to have some. We arrived back at her place and decided to smoke some weed and drink some alcohol before having a line of Ketamine. After about what seemed like ninety minutes we realised we had come up on the pills totally unexpectedly and everything felt beautiful, the music we felt on felt so good and the whole world seemed to be brilliant, we decided we had no worries in the world and that everything was perfect, before we did this we had some more ketamine.
Then we decided to go to mine to smoke some more weed for a change of scenery, we went to mine and laid on my bed smoking weed and realising how wonderful everything. The music still felt so good and already I had decided these were probably the best cleanest pills I had ever had and kept telling L this, she agreed.
When the CD finished I think we went back to L's and probably did more ket then decided at some point to go for a walk around the city as L had to go to a cash machine. We set of into the city, laughing at everything and talking nonsense but stopping frequently to discuss what looked good and how good everything felt.
One thing was missing, there were no cars on the road and the whole city was deserted, it was sometime around midnight I think although it could've been earlier. I can't rememeber too much about the walk, the only things which stick out in my mind are that: There were barely any cars anywhere, We stopped at one point in the city centre and pointed at how beautiful the sky looked until we realised what we were doing and there was a person watching us from a van, suddenly remembering we actually went out to go to a cash machine just as we were nearly back home and at the cash machine the whole world seemed deserted and only we were alive. Then the cash machine took forever to process and eventually when it did do it, it asked for L's password again before handing her the money which it has never done before and isnt supposed to do although we both saw it.
We then went back to L's and I think we spoke to W on the phone although I do not remember much of this. All the time we were constantly saying how good everything was and talking absolute nonsense and laughing at everything but most of all ourselves.
We then did more ketamine and smoked more cannabis and B and someone else (friends of L) came over, they were bery drunk and I can't remember much of the conversations that was happening.
After they left I think we had more ketamine and then decided to watch Yellow Submarine. I have watched Yellow Submarine on many occasions but L had never seen it before, I think she liked it lots.
After the film was finished I can't remember what happened that much although went to bed at some point, this was between 4-5am and I was still feeling the beauty of the pills, it felt so clean and wonderful.
Throughout the night we had seemed to loop lots, everything had happened again after happening the first time and it was like we were in a routine which we kept realising we were doing then mocking this and then without realising starting again.
I got into bed knowing I had to be up at 8am although for some reason my alarm didnt go off so I actually woke up at 10.12am and realised that my group work presentation worth a lot of marks had started ten minutes ago. I knew it would be already over nearly and that I had missed it. I tried to phone J to see what was happening and after it had finished he phoned me to tell me that everyone had passed, I was really annoyed at this after working really hard for the past few days to get everything ready for the presentation but in the end I just laughed and thought it will be ok, as everything always is in the end.
I went to meet everyone at Uni and I was still talking nonsense and laughing and smiling at everything, I felt no signs of a comedown and still felt as though I was quite under the influence of something, this was after 11am the day after.
Me and J did lots of work and I seemed to be able to do what was quite hard maths work easily which was good to say I still felt very fucked. Me and J went back to mine to print something of before we handed some work in and I had a beer. We went back to uni and then handed the work in, next I bought some weed to smoke later.
I went back to mine and got some money to go buy some food, as I was going to buy the food L shouted down from her window, so I went up to her's. She had woken up that day and decided to carry on snorting the ket we had left, I decided to roll a joint with the weed and have a beer before we went shopping. During the time she had been on ket that afternoon she had started writing a diary of the year so far starting that day and we went back and read through what she had done that afternoon although we kept laughing at things and talking nonsense.
After quite a while passed we decided to go to the shop and when we got there all we seemed to do was laugh at things and forget the words we needed in order to make sense, this was bery funny to us but most people didnt seem to understand.
After leaving the shop we saw this guy who we remembered from seeing just as we got back from the walk the night before, he had looked very weird that night and didnt talk to us when we said hello to him. He went across the road towards the DIY store and I decided I needed to go in the DIY store to explore and get a thermometer.
We went into the shop and instantly I saw they were selling Haribo at 79p which is much cheaper than anywhere else so we picked up lots of haribo and went and played with the toys in the shop, everything was so cheap and L decided to buy a flying cow and a fibre optic light thing to add to the decorations in her room. After laughing at even more things and giving the guy at the counter lots of Haribo for being a great person we went back to L's to eat, smoke weed and drink more alcohol.
We ate haribo, beans, bacon and sausages and she had egg aswell. We were still dancing and saying how good everyone was but we both totally seemed to be in a seperate world from everything else. Then we had ketamine and more looping through the same routine as the night before which kept happening unexpectedly. We realised it was still quite early and decided to go over to mine to smoke some more weed although L could not find her keys so we spent rather a large time looking for the keys but getting totally distracted in doing so.
Eventually we got to mine and put some music on and smoked more weed. Everything still seemed seperate and as though we were on a journey into our own world where everything felt amazing. The food had tasted so good earlier and everything we could thing of was good.
At this time we realised for over 24 hours we had been going round in circles and everything we did kept being repeated. We wondered if we would be trapped like this forever although thought not although we both agreed I am pretty much like how I was all the time and L is to a certain extent.
My nose had started to bleed at some point while we were in my room.
After smoking more weed we decided to eat again, so we went to get some sausages out of my freezer, this was after L had sung a song about sausages really loudly, so as we walked into my kitchen my flat mates looked at us strange.
We then decided to go on a walk after we left mine although I needed to go to the toilet badly and the sausages and mars ice cream bar were really cold so we just went straight to L's.
When we got there we cooked more food and danced to the one of the few cd's we had had on constant rotation for the past day and smoked some more weed.
After this we soon realised we were quite stoned and everything seemed incredibly funny, we were still going round in circles although gradually all the circles seemed to get shorter until it got to the point where L would dance about and talk nonsense for a bit before I took over and she stopped, this kept happening over and over.
We then got quite paranoid after hearing noises like someone else was in L's flat, everytime there was a noise we would look at each other and stay still then suddenly burst into laughter, this happened over and over and our plans to go smoke some more weed at mine soon disappeared as we didnt want to leave the room. While this was happening L was still writing about the events and realising how crazy I am.
We then brought a matteress in from another room so I could sleep on the floor. She played me a song entitled "Clubbed to death" by Rob D from the matrix soundtrack, as it started I recognised instant similarities to Massive Attacks - Unfinished Sympathy. I started to love the song intensely and was close to tears at how good it sounded, it was like a beautiful atmospheric classic track which had crazy breakeats behind it. It kept building which was making me go crazy and then suddenly dropped down into the the most beautiful haunting piano, before crashing back harder than before. At this point I could not hold back my excitement anymore and the only words I could say were "fuck" and "wow". It was probably the most amazing I had ever felt, the feeling the music had given me was raw energy. We then played the same track repeatedly and I was still getting the same feeling from it, sometimes having to punch the bed because the feeling totally over awed me.
Then we decided to do more ketamine as L wanted to go in hole to the track, she did more than me and we both listened to the music, after the track had played through a few times she realised she was not going to K hole. This seemed to make her a little sad and I was not sure what to do about this as I will still very ecstatic about everything.
We put on a video and went to sleep. When we woke up the next morning I felt fine although L didnt feel too good, we smoked some more weed and I finished off the last beer from the fridge before we cleaned everywhere from the mess we had made in the past few weeks.
Overall the last couple of days had been crazy, I definitely can't believe how pure and clean the pills are and all the drugs worked brilliantly together, at one point during the first night I had forgotten what drugs we had taken and started thinking I was on LSD as it was probably as close as I have got to LSD if not exactly like some of the times I have had.
I still feel brilliant although I have been feeling increasingly good for the past few months to the point where I am in love with how good everything in my life is and how everything is working out.
There is quite a lot of this story missing and I keep remembering things although I will try and get L to write her account of the last couple of days and post it here to fill in any gaps hopefully.
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