The quote in my title was said by my friend after his first K hole. Ketamine is a very alluring and subtly addicting chemical.
Route of administration: Insuffalation, Injection (Intramuscular/Intravenous)
Appearance of Drug: white crystal powder, sealed liquid vial
Length of Drug: 1 1/2-2 hours
Memorable song on drug: Just Be-Tiesto
Trip Scores: 7.5-10/10
The first time I tried Ketamine I enjoyed the effects for about 45 minutes, but soon after this received a nausea very similar to DXM. It took me another couple of months to try it again, this time after an Ecstasy roll. I was trying a large dose this time and instructed to lie down after insuffalaton. This was the first time I entered the K-Hole. After coming out of the K-Hole, I felt like my physical brain was no longer working with my mind, which made speech very difficult. I had many more experiences after this and will just sum up similarities in the experience. I am pretty sure that I will no longer use this substance as I found a very dark side to it, that I am not particularly fond of.
A medium sized dose of ketamine is usually very opiate like to me, especially in the presence of marijuana. Color is kind of sucked out of the vision and it becomes grainy like you may see on a t.v. that's not working all that well, yet I always still felt very euphoric and apathetic.
Higher doses that are sub K-hole or K hole doses are quite different. The sub K-hole dose produces this extremely euphoric sense of 'lightness.' I feel light and there is this sense of bliss that runs through my mind. Walking becomes quite strange and compared to the hallucinogens where I have a sense of childhood and wonder, there is a sense of being elderly and shutting off, where it's difficult to get my motor functions and coordination to cooperate. I usually have a somewhat change in cognitive thinking during this level to where I think about life and death. I remember watching a Ron White standup comedy special at this dose and just not feeling any relation to that style of comedy. It's not only a dissassociative in it's physical effects but kind of dissassociative in it's mental effects to. Meaning I felt distanced from a lot of people when I was using it fairly often.
The K-hole is impossible to explain as there is no language that can describe the sensations that occur. Some phenomena is the impression that my arms were stretching miles away or apart, that i was kind of floating in space and That my mind could realize and felt separate from my anesthetized body. I once had the impression of a mechanical mandala which my soul was trapped in as the rest of humans souls are too. It was a small space to move in but it was some space to move in too, which i was thankful for. I have the sense sometimes coming out that it is a completely different day than before, similar to that phenomena that occasionally occurs when you go to sleep at a pecuilar hour of the day, and wake up a few hours later and don't remember the day. For how intense it is or may seem, it has never been scary. The fact that the body is anesthetized may have something to do with this. Ketamine was interesting but not very worthwhile to me, as I didn't feel it expanded my mind after the first few uses. I preferred the higher doses but it messes your coordination up immensely, so playing guitar, video games, or writing about the experiencing are extremely difficult if not impossible.
I ended up getting involved in a few shady deals with it too, even when i knew the person was going to try to screw me over, it just had that strong of a psychological addiction on me. It is by far the most addictive substance I have tried easily replacing cocaine, because I found the effects of ketamine a lot more to my liking. It's not addicting in the same way as cocaine or other stimulants where I desire to use more because i'm feeling tired and ill and prevent the comedown, it's more just to prolong the interesting effects it delivers. I realized though with the frequency I was using it, how i heard from some it was changing my personality while on it, and seeing how it made other people shady who were using it, it's not a substance that's all that worth it to me. If I were to order my substances on a scale of personal usefulness I would put it just above alcohol, mainly for the K hole.
Route of administration: Insuffalation, Injection (Intramuscular/Intravenous)
Appearance of Drug: white crystal powder, sealed liquid vial
Length of Drug: 1 1/2-2 hours
Memorable song on drug: Just Be-Tiesto
Trip Scores: 7.5-10/10
The first time I tried Ketamine I enjoyed the effects for about 45 minutes, but soon after this received a nausea very similar to DXM. It took me another couple of months to try it again, this time after an Ecstasy roll. I was trying a large dose this time and instructed to lie down after insuffalaton. This was the first time I entered the K-Hole. After coming out of the K-Hole, I felt like my physical brain was no longer working with my mind, which made speech very difficult. I had many more experiences after this and will just sum up similarities in the experience. I am pretty sure that I will no longer use this substance as I found a very dark side to it, that I am not particularly fond of.
A medium sized dose of ketamine is usually very opiate like to me, especially in the presence of marijuana. Color is kind of sucked out of the vision and it becomes grainy like you may see on a t.v. that's not working all that well, yet I always still felt very euphoric and apathetic.
Higher doses that are sub K-hole or K hole doses are quite different. The sub K-hole dose produces this extremely euphoric sense of 'lightness.' I feel light and there is this sense of bliss that runs through my mind. Walking becomes quite strange and compared to the hallucinogens where I have a sense of childhood and wonder, there is a sense of being elderly and shutting off, where it's difficult to get my motor functions and coordination to cooperate. I usually have a somewhat change in cognitive thinking during this level to where I think about life and death. I remember watching a Ron White standup comedy special at this dose and just not feeling any relation to that style of comedy. It's not only a dissassociative in it's physical effects but kind of dissassociative in it's mental effects to. Meaning I felt distanced from a lot of people when I was using it fairly often.
The K-hole is impossible to explain as there is no language that can describe the sensations that occur. Some phenomena is the impression that my arms were stretching miles away or apart, that i was kind of floating in space and That my mind could realize and felt separate from my anesthetized body. I once had the impression of a mechanical mandala which my soul was trapped in as the rest of humans souls are too. It was a small space to move in but it was some space to move in too, which i was thankful for. I have the sense sometimes coming out that it is a completely different day than before, similar to that phenomena that occasionally occurs when you go to sleep at a pecuilar hour of the day, and wake up a few hours later and don't remember the day. For how intense it is or may seem, it has never been scary. The fact that the body is anesthetized may have something to do with this. Ketamine was interesting but not very worthwhile to me, as I didn't feel it expanded my mind after the first few uses. I preferred the higher doses but it messes your coordination up immensely, so playing guitar, video games, or writing about the experiencing are extremely difficult if not impossible.
I ended up getting involved in a few shady deals with it too, even when i knew the person was going to try to screw me over, it just had that strong of a psychological addiction on me. It is by far the most addictive substance I have tried easily replacing cocaine, because I found the effects of ketamine a lot more to my liking. It's not addicting in the same way as cocaine or other stimulants where I desire to use more because i'm feeling tired and ill and prevent the comedown, it's more just to prolong the interesting effects it delivers. I realized though with the frequency I was using it, how i heard from some it was changing my personality while on it, and seeing how it made other people shady who were using it, it's not a substance that's all that worth it to me. If I were to order my substances on a scale of personal usefulness I would put it just above alcohol, mainly for the K hole.
