Symmetrical Daze
Bluelighter
Ketamine (IM)-3rd K hole-Visions, Insights and Reliving the Past
I was feeling a little run down from a cold, so I didn't want to go anywhere. But, it was saturday nite and I wanted to do something. I got all my stuff together; rubbing alcohol, tissues, clean needle and bottle of 100mg/ml K.
At 1am, I injected .5ml in one leg then .5 in the other (100mg total). It was painless as usual. The now familiar feeling came over me, first as a light vibration and physical feeling of being drunk. I got more and more dissociated, but not too quickly. There was an even immersion into it. I would close my eyes and easily see things, but they weren't clear yet.
My body started sliding all over my bed (not in reality) and soon I was leaving it. I got sucked down many holes, and thats exactly what it felt like. Like there was gravity sucking my soul out and forcing it down holes outside reality. It wasn't frightening at all, it was interesting and confusing. I can't accurately describe what I saw, most of it was alien to me and didn't make sense. I didn't remember doing a drug for a while because of the ego loss.
About 25 minutes into the experience(1:25), I started hearing someone whisper to me. I had to leave k-land temporarily and look over to my side to see what it was. Everything in the room was extremely distorted, I couldn't judge distances at all. I looked over to my side and saw what I thought was a kid knealed down like he was praying and whispering to me. It took a minute to realize it wasn't real. Then I closed my eyes and re-entered weirdland for a few more minutes.
At 1:30, I crawled to the end of my bed to attempt to type some stuff on my laptop, but i couldn't type at all. I started getting sick to my stomach. A few hours earlier I took a light dose of an opioid which I am sure caused the nausea to be much worse. I do not usually get nausea from K. I threw up in my garbage can 3 somewhat violent times, but I felt much more relaxed and better when I did.
I just layed there, and re-entered the K visions. This time though, they were much more realistic and down to earth. The day before, I had hung out with 2 girls all day and night. I started reliving some of the experiences exactly how it happened. It wasn't I was seeing it, I was living it. But I knew it wasn't real because time kept going forward and backward. It got to one point where I wasn't there anymore, but I could feel what the girls wanted. They weren't there just to hang out. They wanted some action. This came to me like it was 100% real, and it definately contradicted what I had felt that night (I didn't think they wanted me in that way, but there was nothing that really told me this). At around 1:55 I came out of the dreaminess and just felt the K drunkenness afterglow. I wanted to kick myself in the ass for not realizing this piece of info the night before!
I layed there quite uncoordinated, trying to type in my journal and on IRC. at 2am the clock automatically switched to 1am.(daylight losings time). It really blew my mind! I couldn't comprehend how it was like that K experience didn't really happen (thats what i thought at the time),my comprehension of time was altered the whole experience. I went to sleep around 1:30 (t+90mins).
I felt kind of lousy when I woke up but I believe it was from low blood sugar and dehydration. I don't think it mattered that I did K with a cold because I couldn't feel any symptoms of being sick or wasn't in my body to feel them. I do have slight kidney pains though.
K is the ultimate escape from reality. I keep my usage to once a week or less, but it takes effort to keep it that way. I want to go there right now. It is never scary to me, and always reveals something important that I can keep for the next day, which isn't always correct for tryptamine or PEA psychedelics.
I was feeling a little run down from a cold, so I didn't want to go anywhere. But, it was saturday nite and I wanted to do something. I got all my stuff together; rubbing alcohol, tissues, clean needle and bottle of 100mg/ml K.
At 1am, I injected .5ml in one leg then .5 in the other (100mg total). It was painless as usual. The now familiar feeling came over me, first as a light vibration and physical feeling of being drunk. I got more and more dissociated, but not too quickly. There was an even immersion into it. I would close my eyes and easily see things, but they weren't clear yet.
My body started sliding all over my bed (not in reality) and soon I was leaving it. I got sucked down many holes, and thats exactly what it felt like. Like there was gravity sucking my soul out and forcing it down holes outside reality. It wasn't frightening at all, it was interesting and confusing. I can't accurately describe what I saw, most of it was alien to me and didn't make sense. I didn't remember doing a drug for a while because of the ego loss.
About 25 minutes into the experience(1:25), I started hearing someone whisper to me. I had to leave k-land temporarily and look over to my side to see what it was. Everything in the room was extremely distorted, I couldn't judge distances at all. I looked over to my side and saw what I thought was a kid knealed down like he was praying and whispering to me. It took a minute to realize it wasn't real. Then I closed my eyes and re-entered weirdland for a few more minutes.
At 1:30, I crawled to the end of my bed to attempt to type some stuff on my laptop, but i couldn't type at all. I started getting sick to my stomach. A few hours earlier I took a light dose of an opioid which I am sure caused the nausea to be much worse. I do not usually get nausea from K. I threw up in my garbage can 3 somewhat violent times, but I felt much more relaxed and better when I did.
I just layed there, and re-entered the K visions. This time though, they were much more realistic and down to earth. The day before, I had hung out with 2 girls all day and night. I started reliving some of the experiences exactly how it happened. It wasn't I was seeing it, I was living it. But I knew it wasn't real because time kept going forward and backward. It got to one point where I wasn't there anymore, but I could feel what the girls wanted. They weren't there just to hang out. They wanted some action. This came to me like it was 100% real, and it definately contradicted what I had felt that night (I didn't think they wanted me in that way, but there was nothing that really told me this). At around 1:55 I came out of the dreaminess and just felt the K drunkenness afterglow. I wanted to kick myself in the ass for not realizing this piece of info the night before!
I layed there quite uncoordinated, trying to type in my journal and on IRC. at 2am the clock automatically switched to 1am.(daylight losings time). It really blew my mind! I couldn't comprehend how it was like that K experience didn't really happen (thats what i thought at the time),my comprehension of time was altered the whole experience. I went to sleep around 1:30 (t+90mins).
I felt kind of lousy when I woke up but I believe it was from low blood sugar and dehydration. I don't think it mattered that I did K with a cold because I couldn't feel any symptoms of being sick or wasn't in my body to feel them. I do have slight kidney pains though.
K is the ultimate escape from reality. I keep my usage to once a week or less, but it takes effort to keep it that way. I want to go there right now. It is never scary to me, and always reveals something important that I can keep for the next day, which isn't always correct for tryptamine or PEA psychedelics.
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