StereoLogic
Bluelighter
Body Weight 250lbs.
Amount of Ketamine 155 mg aprox. , insufflated.
Amount of Marijuana 1 medium packed bowl in a hookah containing this and
Amount of Molases Tobacco 1 medium packed bowl, maybe 10 - 15 grams.
This is my rough trip report for my first time doing Ketamine. I did this with my partner who also had not done
ketamine before. The amount taken is aprox only due to the fact that I can only assume that my vial had about
250mg, and that I can only assume that I eye balled the doses I was taking. I tried my best to keep a time line
but at a particular point I was definitly not using the computer any more, and I couldn't be bothered to move.
I will note this when it happens, and try my best to recall.
Word in town was that a friend of my partner had some really killer ketamine and mdma in compared to what
we normally get. So strong that one of our close friends even claimed it was just too much. This really caught my
attention because there was an instance when I had taken way too much mdma about a month ago and someone
offered me ketamine when I stopped tripping balls so hard. I tried a small line, couldn't feel it. Tried another
and couldn't feel it. I think now I might have just been much over powered by the mdma I had taken that night.
So yes, we decided it might be a fun night to pick up a vial and giver a go at home with some fantastic music
playing. We decided on a really odd mix of stuff that could be brain food that included Portishead, Beirut, The
Postal Service, Minus the Bear ( which was later switched out, because the high frequencies felt disturbing to the
sensitive ears ), The Valerie Project, and Crystal Castles. We set this up on my xbox
and set it to shuffle through the tracks at random. I forgot that the xbox has a visual player that plays random
colours and shapes as you listen to your tunes, and I could tell this was going to be intense on my hdtv. Thanks
craigslist!
We weren't too sure what to expect from reading on the internet as it seems everyones experiences are quite uniqe,
with only minor things in common. It also seemed like alot of the reports I had read included other drugs into the
mix. My partner and I decided it would be best to work up to something in small doses at a time, rather then just
hit a huge line and see where it goes. Myself weighing quite a bit more then my partner, I was worried she would
hit it harder then me if we kept equal parts. Enough with the details, on to the time line!
09:15 PM : Just woke up from a tiny nap with my partner. My body feels good, and I think its time to get this on
the road. We each do a small line to start with no idea what this will do. About 15mg each and then
we sit back and wait. We imposed a time limit between doses so we can truly appreciate whats
happening at this moment.
09:25 PM : This is where line 2 goes in, but I'll briefly describe what I'm feeling as of now. Definitly feeling weighed
down. Like a mild marijuana buzz, or been drinking buzz in the sense that theres a slight spin on things.
This second line is a touch bigger, maybe 25 mg. Feeling it pretty much instantly as she goes up my
nose. I feel like with it hitting me this fast, I should definitly wait 10 minutes and see before the next one.
The drip has kicked in, pretty foul tasting although my partner is enjoying it. Typing is becoming a little
more difficult. * I have edited this the next day so no one suffers through my slop and error, haha.
09:35 PM : This is intense! watching the screen saver thing on my xbox 360 is really awesome, I finally understand
why it is there in the first place haha. My head is a sack of bricks now, much much heavier then it used
to be. I feel like it might be a waste to dose again, I want to feel this out a touch bit longer to make sure
I'm not going too fast. I want to experience the whole thing. I feel like my body is dozing off while my
brain is up doing drugs!
09:45 PM : Time to dose. I feel for some reason it would be safe to take a larger dose right now, maybe because
I have finished elevating on what I have had, and now that I have tested the water, I'm fairly certain, or
maybe just curious, as to what swimming would be like. 30mg is the man for the job. Music has now
become math, and I enjoy the equations in a much different way then previously. The body is much
heavier then even before, and I have no idea how people could take this and dance. The flow of
thought is now bursting into a river. Everything is worth thinking about, even if just for a second or two.
I hope this is something I retain as a value in the rest of my life. I'm noticing some numbing sensation.
09:55 PM : Oh yes, I am numb! I can feel my skin on my body using my hands, and my hands feel the skin, but the
skin does not feel it in return. It's like touching someone elses body, or when you touch your mouth at
the dentist after being frozen, but not quite so extreme. My partner is having slight visuals when closing
her eyes, and I cannot see them. This makes me feel a little sad, like I am not capable. She says its
like having one of those fever dreams where blocks are falling, but it's not abrasive, and it's definitly
not fustrating. She's really content to meet something so terrible in a good light. I'm happy for her.
10:05 PM : A big dose felt apropriate. This could be because of the jealousy of my partners visual effects. I think
this line is 35mg. I can smell some pot we have in the room, and it keeps getting more and more
intense. Maybe my body is making up for some senses lost with some gained. My partner and I have
agreed looking at one another kinda feels like looking into a painting of some kind. Our hands feel
mechanical. She describes them as Homer Simpson using those special gloves that allow reach inside
a radio active environment. This makes me laugh, and she laughs too. I'm getting some what lose in
this intense music which keeps changing from one extreme to another. Although I feel numb, I am
starting to feel warm. This room is always hot though, so its normal.
10:17 PM : Not so good with time now, just playing it by feel. So hard to write, but I want to because these
tangents flow on and on.
10:36 PM : I have been mind bombing for quite some time now. I think the music we selected is such a good
choice. Feels like complete brain food. I think we are so numb to our own senses that we can pick
up our own smell! This is mind blowing! Is this what I smell like? The one my love is always telling
me about? The one she craves to wake up to? Holy hell. Time to dose!
10:40 PM : I decided to do another 35mg because I feel like maybe I'm coming down and I haven't hit what I
wanted to yet. More then before, it's starting to feel like I'm looking for something but I haven't quite
found it yet. I just can't say goodbye yet.
10:50 PM : Another 15mg just to be sure. This the last of it, and I hope its enough to pull whatever it is I'm looking
for. I just found out that the xbox visual thing can go full screen, oh...my...god....
11:00 PM: Some where in space.
This is all I wrote at this point, and I had stopped writing. I definitly hit enough, as Im really really
out there at this point. My body is numb and heavy like dead weight. I needed at this point to figure
out where I was going , how to do it, and something or other. Rather then guess at the times when it
really didn't feel like it existed seems rather silly. So I'm just going to rant it out and hope it makes sense
or at least for a good read.
I just feel like relaxing now. So heavy. Up to now we've been talking and enjoying this together, but
now I feel like it's becoming too hard to enjoy when concentrating on conversation. I put my head back
and watch the visuals on the xbox. I close my eyes and hope that maybe I will see something, but I
don't. I try a few times, and notice how much more appealing the visual on the tv looks through some
what closed eyes. I decided this would be my visual, and I felt more relaxed. At this point, even my
mind is becoming melting butter. I just slowly let myself go, and the visual becomes more and more
three dimensional. I'm traveling through it almost, like some sort of Donnie Darko wormhole. I'm okay
with this. My partner asks me if everything is okay, and I tell her yes. I feel like its difficult to talk, so
rather then explain, I just tell her everything is okay. I seemed to have come out of my trance like state
but it's very easy to go back. The more I slip, the less I can use my body, and I think maybe if I had
taken more, I could have K-holed. I don't think I was ready to hit that point. The visuals were a focus
point so I could just let it all go. Everything is disconnected at this point, my thoughts are not trying to
escape while shoving to get through the door, but there is no door, just a bunch of little thoughts in the
shape of people all running amuck in the most beautiful chaos. I say it in a positive spin, but to be
honest when I slip back into reality I start to feel bad , mostly guilty, for being disconnected from my
partner. At this point I'm not enjoying this. I miss her. I love her so much, and I really just want to feel
the warm connection I have with her on a day to day basis. So as simple as that I feel like I'm
completely coming out of it. I'm left with a big numb body thats got a slight spin, but the trippy stuff
is definitly over. The time at this point I think is something like 11:35. It seems impossible to
experienced so much in such little time. I'm just glad to be here, to see her face, to hear her words.
I missed home, I missed her. I learned so much from this experience, like just how much I really
appreciate my body and mind working as one. Or how this connection I have with my girlfriend is
stronger then drugs, or mind trips.
So after discussing some of this, I think I may have hurt her feelings a tiny bit, because she hadn't hit
the level I had. I asked to her take less because I was worried with her body weight being a lot less
then mine. I didn't want something to happen and I'm a potatoe on the couch and I can't come to her
rescue. I explain I love her, and that I didn't mean to put such a negative spin on things.
We sit around and eventually turn the music off because it just feels like we're really drunk but our
minds are working like they should. I feel dehydrated and hungry, and she seems to feel the same
way. We decide to watch television for a little bit and then treck out to get some food. We get
dressed and in doing so we feel the full effect of just how spinny and clumsy we have become. Down
the stairs feels quite odd, and I'm not sure if I'm hungry or nauseated at this point. Walking down the
street feels really quite odd, and I'm a little paranoid some one will notice my odd walking. We
had rolled a joint to help level things out, but I felt paranoid being so close to a major street on a
night with so many police rolling around. I also felt a little sick to my stomach with hunger and spin,
the last thing I wanted was to be sick. We order pizza, sit around, make each other laugh, see some
cute kittens at a pet shop close by. Finally, in what feels like ever, our food is ready and we walk
home. When we sit down, I feel a lot more like myself, and like the spinning has stopped alot. Eating
feels sooooo good. When we decided we had enough, we we're definitly feeling a lot better and
decided to smoke some marijuana mixed with some molases tobacco in the hookah. Only a few hits
and I'm already really fucking stoned. We would normally smoke the whole thing, but we stopped
early because our hearts felt a little speedy tonight.
We decided to watch tv and relax for awhile, and once the bed sounded like a comfortable idea we
immediately got comfortable. Although I felt out of it, I felt like being next to my partner was as happy
as I could get and it should be celebrated. WINK WINK! . For the most part I feel like marijuana
really impaires my ability to have sex ( unless mixed with whisky, odd right? ) but tonight is hard, and
intense. I think I'm love drunk.
Well, there it is. At first I felt like maybe this wasn't something I would do again. After having slept on it
I think knowing what to expect I can guide the experience to be a little more pleasurable, maybe with
a better setting or a more relaxed energy going into it. I would definitly try it again, but I would rather
wait a little bit of time first. Hope you enjoyed
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Amount of Ketamine 155 mg aprox. , insufflated.
Amount of Marijuana 1 medium packed bowl in a hookah containing this and
Amount of Molases Tobacco 1 medium packed bowl, maybe 10 - 15 grams.
This is my rough trip report for my first time doing Ketamine. I did this with my partner who also had not done
ketamine before. The amount taken is aprox only due to the fact that I can only assume that my vial had about
250mg, and that I can only assume that I eye balled the doses I was taking. I tried my best to keep a time line
but at a particular point I was definitly not using the computer any more, and I couldn't be bothered to move.
I will note this when it happens, and try my best to recall.
Word in town was that a friend of my partner had some really killer ketamine and mdma in compared to what
we normally get. So strong that one of our close friends even claimed it was just too much. This really caught my
attention because there was an instance when I had taken way too much mdma about a month ago and someone
offered me ketamine when I stopped tripping balls so hard. I tried a small line, couldn't feel it. Tried another
and couldn't feel it. I think now I might have just been much over powered by the mdma I had taken that night.
So yes, we decided it might be a fun night to pick up a vial and giver a go at home with some fantastic music
playing. We decided on a really odd mix of stuff that could be brain food that included Portishead, Beirut, The
Postal Service, Minus the Bear ( which was later switched out, because the high frequencies felt disturbing to the
sensitive ears ), The Valerie Project, and Crystal Castles. We set this up on my xbox
and set it to shuffle through the tracks at random. I forgot that the xbox has a visual player that plays random
colours and shapes as you listen to your tunes, and I could tell this was going to be intense on my hdtv. Thanks
craigslist!
We weren't too sure what to expect from reading on the internet as it seems everyones experiences are quite uniqe,
with only minor things in common. It also seemed like alot of the reports I had read included other drugs into the
mix. My partner and I decided it would be best to work up to something in small doses at a time, rather then just
hit a huge line and see where it goes. Myself weighing quite a bit more then my partner, I was worried she would
hit it harder then me if we kept equal parts. Enough with the details, on to the time line!
09:15 PM : Just woke up from a tiny nap with my partner. My body feels good, and I think its time to get this on
the road. We each do a small line to start with no idea what this will do. About 15mg each and then
we sit back and wait. We imposed a time limit between doses so we can truly appreciate whats
happening at this moment.
09:25 PM : This is where line 2 goes in, but I'll briefly describe what I'm feeling as of now. Definitly feeling weighed
down. Like a mild marijuana buzz, or been drinking buzz in the sense that theres a slight spin on things.
This second line is a touch bigger, maybe 25 mg. Feeling it pretty much instantly as she goes up my
nose. I feel like with it hitting me this fast, I should definitly wait 10 minutes and see before the next one.
The drip has kicked in, pretty foul tasting although my partner is enjoying it. Typing is becoming a little
more difficult. * I have edited this the next day so no one suffers through my slop and error, haha.
09:35 PM : This is intense! watching the screen saver thing on my xbox 360 is really awesome, I finally understand
why it is there in the first place haha. My head is a sack of bricks now, much much heavier then it used
to be. I feel like it might be a waste to dose again, I want to feel this out a touch bit longer to make sure
I'm not going too fast. I want to experience the whole thing. I feel like my body is dozing off while my
brain is up doing drugs!
09:45 PM : Time to dose. I feel for some reason it would be safe to take a larger dose right now, maybe because
I have finished elevating on what I have had, and now that I have tested the water, I'm fairly certain, or
maybe just curious, as to what swimming would be like. 30mg is the man for the job. Music has now
become math, and I enjoy the equations in a much different way then previously. The body is much
heavier then even before, and I have no idea how people could take this and dance. The flow of
thought is now bursting into a river. Everything is worth thinking about, even if just for a second or two.
I hope this is something I retain as a value in the rest of my life. I'm noticing some numbing sensation.
09:55 PM : Oh yes, I am numb! I can feel my skin on my body using my hands, and my hands feel the skin, but the
skin does not feel it in return. It's like touching someone elses body, or when you touch your mouth at
the dentist after being frozen, but not quite so extreme. My partner is having slight visuals when closing
her eyes, and I cannot see them. This makes me feel a little sad, like I am not capable. She says its
like having one of those fever dreams where blocks are falling, but it's not abrasive, and it's definitly
not fustrating. She's really content to meet something so terrible in a good light. I'm happy for her.
10:05 PM : A big dose felt apropriate. This could be because of the jealousy of my partners visual effects. I think
this line is 35mg. I can smell some pot we have in the room, and it keeps getting more and more
intense. Maybe my body is making up for some senses lost with some gained. My partner and I have
agreed looking at one another kinda feels like looking into a painting of some kind. Our hands feel
mechanical. She describes them as Homer Simpson using those special gloves that allow reach inside
a radio active environment. This makes me laugh, and she laughs too. I'm getting some what lose in
this intense music which keeps changing from one extreme to another. Although I feel numb, I am
starting to feel warm. This room is always hot though, so its normal.
10:17 PM : Not so good with time now, just playing it by feel. So hard to write, but I want to because these
tangents flow on and on.
10:36 PM : I have been mind bombing for quite some time now. I think the music we selected is such a good
choice. Feels like complete brain food. I think we are so numb to our own senses that we can pick
up our own smell! This is mind blowing! Is this what I smell like? The one my love is always telling
me about? The one she craves to wake up to? Holy hell. Time to dose!
10:40 PM : I decided to do another 35mg because I feel like maybe I'm coming down and I haven't hit what I
wanted to yet. More then before, it's starting to feel like I'm looking for something but I haven't quite
found it yet. I just can't say goodbye yet.
10:50 PM : Another 15mg just to be sure. This the last of it, and I hope its enough to pull whatever it is I'm looking
for. I just found out that the xbox visual thing can go full screen, oh...my...god....
11:00 PM: Some where in space.
This is all I wrote at this point, and I had stopped writing. I definitly hit enough, as Im really really
out there at this point. My body is numb and heavy like dead weight. I needed at this point to figure
out where I was going , how to do it, and something or other. Rather then guess at the times when it
really didn't feel like it existed seems rather silly. So I'm just going to rant it out and hope it makes sense
or at least for a good read.
I just feel like relaxing now. So heavy. Up to now we've been talking and enjoying this together, but
now I feel like it's becoming too hard to enjoy when concentrating on conversation. I put my head back
and watch the visuals on the xbox. I close my eyes and hope that maybe I will see something, but I
don't. I try a few times, and notice how much more appealing the visual on the tv looks through some
what closed eyes. I decided this would be my visual, and I felt more relaxed. At this point, even my
mind is becoming melting butter. I just slowly let myself go, and the visual becomes more and more
three dimensional. I'm traveling through it almost, like some sort of Donnie Darko wormhole. I'm okay
with this. My partner asks me if everything is okay, and I tell her yes. I feel like its difficult to talk, so
rather then explain, I just tell her everything is okay. I seemed to have come out of my trance like state
but it's very easy to go back. The more I slip, the less I can use my body, and I think maybe if I had
taken more, I could have K-holed. I don't think I was ready to hit that point. The visuals were a focus
point so I could just let it all go. Everything is disconnected at this point, my thoughts are not trying to
escape while shoving to get through the door, but there is no door, just a bunch of little thoughts in the
shape of people all running amuck in the most beautiful chaos. I say it in a positive spin, but to be
honest when I slip back into reality I start to feel bad , mostly guilty, for being disconnected from my
partner. At this point I'm not enjoying this. I miss her. I love her so much, and I really just want to feel
the warm connection I have with her on a day to day basis. So as simple as that I feel like I'm
completely coming out of it. I'm left with a big numb body thats got a slight spin, but the trippy stuff
is definitly over. The time at this point I think is something like 11:35. It seems impossible to
experienced so much in such little time. I'm just glad to be here, to see her face, to hear her words.
I missed home, I missed her. I learned so much from this experience, like just how much I really
appreciate my body and mind working as one. Or how this connection I have with my girlfriend is
stronger then drugs, or mind trips.
So after discussing some of this, I think I may have hurt her feelings a tiny bit, because she hadn't hit
the level I had. I asked to her take less because I was worried with her body weight being a lot less
then mine. I didn't want something to happen and I'm a potatoe on the couch and I can't come to her
rescue. I explain I love her, and that I didn't mean to put such a negative spin on things.
We sit around and eventually turn the music off because it just feels like we're really drunk but our
minds are working like they should. I feel dehydrated and hungry, and she seems to feel the same
way. We decide to watch television for a little bit and then treck out to get some food. We get
dressed and in doing so we feel the full effect of just how spinny and clumsy we have become. Down
the stairs feels quite odd, and I'm not sure if I'm hungry or nauseated at this point. Walking down the
street feels really quite odd, and I'm a little paranoid some one will notice my odd walking. We
had rolled a joint to help level things out, but I felt paranoid being so close to a major street on a
night with so many police rolling around. I also felt a little sick to my stomach with hunger and spin,
the last thing I wanted was to be sick. We order pizza, sit around, make each other laugh, see some
cute kittens at a pet shop close by. Finally, in what feels like ever, our food is ready and we walk
home. When we sit down, I feel a lot more like myself, and like the spinning has stopped alot. Eating
feels sooooo good. When we decided we had enough, we we're definitly feeling a lot better and
decided to smoke some marijuana mixed with some molases tobacco in the hookah. Only a few hits
and I'm already really fucking stoned. We would normally smoke the whole thing, but we stopped
early because our hearts felt a little speedy tonight.
We decided to watch tv and relax for awhile, and once the bed sounded like a comfortable idea we
immediately got comfortable. Although I felt out of it, I felt like being next to my partner was as happy
as I could get and it should be celebrated. WINK WINK! . For the most part I feel like marijuana
really impaires my ability to have sex ( unless mixed with whisky, odd right? ) but tonight is hard, and
intense. I think I'm love drunk.
Well, there it is. At first I felt like maybe this wasn't something I would do again. After having slept on it
I think knowing what to expect I can guide the experience to be a little more pleasurable, maybe with
a better setting or a more relaxed energy going into it. I would definitly try it again, but I would rather
wait a little bit of time first. Hope you enjoyed
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