FreedomOfTheMind
Bluelighter
Wow. two days ago i had my first dose of ketamine but last night was my first khole experience. Me and a friend had about 150mg each, laying on a bed, in a dark room, in a beautiful apartment in NYC overlooking the whole skyline. and all i have to say is wow.
After the intitial sniff, the burn started but it wasnt that bad and i drank some water. everything started to spin around and i got a but woozy. images were shaking, etc. I decided to lay down on the bed and I think my friend did also at this same point.
I found myself in a travelling vortex, mmoving very fast through all these places. I was with some of the people in the apartment at some points and at some points i was alone. I was an entity floating through the vortex, i lost all of my human-like qualities and was just matter, energy floating through the universe. I remember one time asking if i was still on the train (since i took a train to get to the city) and then i awoke and slowly opened my eyes. I had no idea where i was or whom i was with. the room i was in could have fuckin been the death star conrol room for all i knew, everything looked so different. it was so beautiful. when i awoke, i felt reborn in a new way; pretty confused though. it was a challenge to give myself human life qualities and teach myself who i was and where i was and what i was doing. During the trip i was totally unaware of who i was and unaware of the fact i took K until i awoke and started to walk around.
The whole trip lasted for quite some time, about 3 hours or so which is strange since on lower doses of K within an hour or so im baselined. I was K-holed intense for about an hour or so and then walked around for a bit like a madman and then went back into the hole. This time i was in complete control of my trip and It was almost as if i was lucid dreaming and in control. I was talking to my friend who was right beside me in the K-hole also and as i was talking i was able to conceptualize all of our thoughts and see everything. I know this is hard for readers to understand but I was able to see the human connection between me and everybody (kinda strange for a disassociative). After doing this for awhile, and travelling wherever i wanted to travel to, my friend came in to give me a few bong hits. He pulled me up and i took a few and wow. I then laid back down, went into this black void and was moving around again, and in control.
This went on for about 30min-an hour (I really dont know) and I eventually came down enough to walk around and talk to friends, go outside for some fresh air, etc. This was at about 1130, and we took the K at around 9pm, or a bit earlier. All I have to say is that it was incredibley intense and amazingly mind bending and enlightening. What a trip. It was nothing that i expected, but then again it was all I expected. One of the most intense experiences of my life. I was transported into a universe and lost all human life qualities, i was just a universal entity, just energy.
What an experience.
After the intitial sniff, the burn started but it wasnt that bad and i drank some water. everything started to spin around and i got a but woozy. images were shaking, etc. I decided to lay down on the bed and I think my friend did also at this same point.
I found myself in a travelling vortex, mmoving very fast through all these places. I was with some of the people in the apartment at some points and at some points i was alone. I was an entity floating through the vortex, i lost all of my human-like qualities and was just matter, energy floating through the universe. I remember one time asking if i was still on the train (since i took a train to get to the city) and then i awoke and slowly opened my eyes. I had no idea where i was or whom i was with. the room i was in could have fuckin been the death star conrol room for all i knew, everything looked so different. it was so beautiful. when i awoke, i felt reborn in a new way; pretty confused though. it was a challenge to give myself human life qualities and teach myself who i was and where i was and what i was doing. During the trip i was totally unaware of who i was and unaware of the fact i took K until i awoke and started to walk around.
The whole trip lasted for quite some time, about 3 hours or so which is strange since on lower doses of K within an hour or so im baselined. I was K-holed intense for about an hour or so and then walked around for a bit like a madman and then went back into the hole. This time i was in complete control of my trip and It was almost as if i was lucid dreaming and in control. I was talking to my friend who was right beside me in the K-hole also and as i was talking i was able to conceptualize all of our thoughts and see everything. I know this is hard for readers to understand but I was able to see the human connection between me and everybody (kinda strange for a disassociative). After doing this for awhile, and travelling wherever i wanted to travel to, my friend came in to give me a few bong hits. He pulled me up and i took a few and wow. I then laid back down, went into this black void and was moving around again, and in control.
This went on for about 30min-an hour (I really dont know) and I eventually came down enough to walk around and talk to friends, go outside for some fresh air, etc. This was at about 1130, and we took the K at around 9pm, or a bit earlier. All I have to say is that it was incredibley intense and amazingly mind bending and enlightening. What a trip. It was nothing that i expected, but then again it was all I expected. One of the most intense experiences of my life. I was transported into a universe and lost all human life qualities, i was just a universal entity, just energy.
What an experience.
) - well that's another story - pure connection and spiritual bliss. Either on the way in, or on the way out, I've seen her turn into an Alex Grey type entity, and felt that we were combined as one, and together in a very special place.
