TheTripDoctor
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Oral K - What the fuck happened to reality, ive really screwed up now 
This in no way resembles any experience i have had with ketamine prior to this. I had 450-500mg of k last night in a pill at 11:30pm, orally, and about 20 minutes later i completely fucking lost it.
The world started moving and i faded away, but after that it was like a fucking psychedelic rollercoaster. I could see familiar things in the room like my rope lights, the tv, i heard the tv, saw the pattern on my bed. The problem was i wasnt here in any way, i remember not being still at all, like i was kicking around and moving and shit and i could feel myself slam into the bed face first, kick the speakers by my feet, flop around responding to what was happening.
I could see fragments of what was happening, but at the same time there was a psychedelic part to it, i was somehow inside some kind of continuum of death, i felt like this was where we go after we have no body to hold on to, and i completely felt i had died. As this started to occur, i thought very strongly that this resembled my salvia trips in that reality was completely changing constantly according to what i did with my hands, although i wasnt in control of them.
This cycle of realities imposing itself on me was never going to end. I felt calm in a way, but only emotionally and still i was almost to the point of losing it, what i felt most of the time was a desire to return to baseline as quick as possible, that something had control of me and i was moving under its control, movements of my hands and body would bring an alternate path to another whole set of realities, i honestly dont even remember the experience, i am trying as best i can to recall it, but not everything is apparent.
After i apparently came down, around 5am, i was disoriented and dizzy to say the least, i vomited 3 times over the next 3 hours and then passed out. I woke up various times while sleeping and i remember dreaming extreemly strange things, none of which i remember.
I slowly woke up still returning back to normalcy around 2pm and i still dont feel the same, at the moment i am somewhat nervous and apprehensive, anxious, and fatigued. I dont think i will attempt that again just yet, at least until i can integrate what happened.
[Added paragraphs -Splatt]
This in no way resembles any experience i have had with ketamine prior to this. I had 450-500mg of k last night in a pill at 11:30pm, orally, and about 20 minutes later i completely fucking lost it.
The world started moving and i faded away, but after that it was like a fucking psychedelic rollercoaster. I could see familiar things in the room like my rope lights, the tv, i heard the tv, saw the pattern on my bed. The problem was i wasnt here in any way, i remember not being still at all, like i was kicking around and moving and shit and i could feel myself slam into the bed face first, kick the speakers by my feet, flop around responding to what was happening.
I could see fragments of what was happening, but at the same time there was a psychedelic part to it, i was somehow inside some kind of continuum of death, i felt like this was where we go after we have no body to hold on to, and i completely felt i had died. As this started to occur, i thought very strongly that this resembled my salvia trips in that reality was completely changing constantly according to what i did with my hands, although i wasnt in control of them.
This cycle of realities imposing itself on me was never going to end. I felt calm in a way, but only emotionally and still i was almost to the point of losing it, what i felt most of the time was a desire to return to baseline as quick as possible, that something had control of me and i was moving under its control, movements of my hands and body would bring an alternate path to another whole set of realities, i honestly dont even remember the experience, i am trying as best i can to recall it, but not everything is apparent.
After i apparently came down, around 5am, i was disoriented and dizzy to say the least, i vomited 3 times over the next 3 hours and then passed out. I woke up various times while sleeping and i remember dreaming extreemly strange things, none of which i remember.
I slowly woke up still returning back to normalcy around 2pm and i still dont feel the same, at the moment i am somewhat nervous and apprehensive, anxious, and fatigued. I dont think i will attempt that again just yet, at least until i can integrate what happened.
[Added paragraphs -Splatt]
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