Jamshyd
Bluelight Crew
What happens when you hit rock bottom? Cliche, much?
Anyway... I am very ill... very ill. I feel so much pain.
The psychiatrist asks where.
I say I feel pain!.
WHERE?
I feel raw pain. Period.
And so tonight I had a little bit too much - intentionally, may I add. The whole course of my life has been rearranged, I found new kindred, I feel like a stranger in my parents' house....same old story...
But this time, I was rewarded with a delightful scene.... I just lay down, and closed my eyes...
There was a green man, his body built like a comic-book hero.... he rammed through me and took all my sickness away... I could see all the pains (purple), all the discomforts (a dirty tan), all the aches (bluish green).., in a vortex he took them all and pulled them out...
Then he ran off around me and I felt a warm current all over me.
I was at peace.
Then came the motorcycles - biodiesel mind you! They had cyborgs and golems and raw-flesh too. There was even a stylish chicka with them.
We rode the cycles through a four-dimensional terrain, explored the semiotic caves of his and there and my, etc., and one of them playfully "kidnapped" me to his own twisted cave and the rest I leave up to you...
There were birds, there were mountains, and there was the ocean...
The warm froth from the ocean cures all pains...
It heals.
I do not know what this means. I see a wall from India. I see a door from Bosnia... anything beautiful goes, really!
Ah, the Adriatic. What a lovely little sea she is. So clear, so pure, so innocent... it almost feels perverse swimming in her...
But all dreams must come to an end, I'll have to say adieu here.
Just thought I'd share this magic moment with anyone romancing K at the moment...
TR mods: Apologies if this doesn't live up to standards. Feel freee to remove
Anyway... I am very ill... very ill. I feel so much pain.
The psychiatrist asks where.
I say I feel pain!.
WHERE?
I feel raw pain. Period.
And so tonight I had a little bit too much - intentionally, may I add. The whole course of my life has been rearranged, I found new kindred, I feel like a stranger in my parents' house....same old story...
But this time, I was rewarded with a delightful scene.... I just lay down, and closed my eyes...
There was a green man, his body built like a comic-book hero.... he rammed through me and took all my sickness away... I could see all the pains (purple), all the discomforts (a dirty tan), all the aches (bluish green).., in a vortex he took them all and pulled them out...
Then he ran off around me and I felt a warm current all over me.
I was at peace.
Then came the motorcycles - biodiesel mind you! They had cyborgs and golems and raw-flesh too. There was even a stylish chicka with them.
We rode the cycles through a four-dimensional terrain, explored the semiotic caves of his and there and my, etc., and one of them playfully "kidnapped" me to his own twisted cave and the rest I leave up to you...
There were birds, there were mountains, and there was the ocean...
The warm froth from the ocean cures all pains...
It heals.
I do not know what this means. I see a wall from India. I see a door from Bosnia... anything beautiful goes, really!
Ah, the Adriatic. What a lovely little sea she is. So clear, so pure, so innocent... it almost feels perverse swimming in her...
But all dreams must come to an end, I'll have to say adieu here.
Just thought I'd share this magic moment with anyone romancing K at the moment...
TR mods: Apologies if this doesn't live up to standards. Feel freee to remove
