ketamine with coke / 1st time coke, experienced with k "im gonna show u how to party"
this might sound a little weird and is prob gonna contain a lot of jumbled thoughts and its more of a story then a trip report but i really wanted to write this all out while its still fresh on my mind.
this happened just this past saturday, sunday 2/15 - 2/16. my night started off at vinyl, a club in nyc. i got there around 1am and stayed till close. prob one of the two best trance sets ive ever heard coming from talla2xlc and victor dinaire, def a quality night spent with a lot of my friends. at around 6am i did two bumps of ketaphorte brand ketamine, home cooked, air dryed. one up each nostril, really not sure of the total amount done at that time but it totalled the area of a poland spring bottle cap. ive done k a lot, i dont use it as something to get me messed up in the mind i use it as a tool later on in the night to keep me dancing because it kind of has a weird effect on me that makes my muscles kind of numb and so that i dont feel tired at all. this k was rediculously strong, i didnt plan on getting this messy i was having trouble walking but i could still dance really well. the night ends, the lights come on. i start talking to this guy that i had seen before at this other club in the city a lot called sound factory. sound factory just got closed and thats normally where people go for afterhours on sundays so we had nowhere to go really but i had heard of this other place called shelter in the city so we agreed to go there. me my friend n this guy named j and this 3 other girls that were with j all drove over to shelter in 2 cars. we get there and its totally not what we excpected so we left within 20 min and try and find this other afterhours place that j knows about we start driving and he stops he car and runs out and up to my car window and starts dumping a mountain of coke on my wrist. i never did coke before but i was down for whatever at this point so i just said f it and blasted this mound on my wrist. i actually kind of fucked it up and only got about 3/4 of it insulflated the rest went on me. he gave the same size mound to my friend. before this moment i had never done coke before and kind of looked down on people do did it just cause ive seen some peoples lives messed up from it. i started feeling okay, i dont think i did enough to see what was so great about this drug. im not even sure if i felt anything. we are still driving 40 min later. btw j drives like a freaking animal like ive never seen someone drive like this before, going through red lights spinning his tires at every stop. crazy dude. we never find the place he gets out and comes up to my car and asks if we would to go and get a hotel room in conneticut we both say hell ye. then he said alright im gonna show u how to party. then starts dumping more coke on our wrists blast them two this time i got it all but still i dont think i felt any different. we then proceed to drive an hour to new haven conneticut through some vicious traffic. we finally get to the hotel get the room and get up there this guy then proceeds to put a bag of ecstasy pills on the table and what i was told was 2 oz of the rawest coke u can get. j starts dumping it out onto a plate and making lines, i pull out my jar of ketamine put it on the table. everyone is starting to get real comfortable and talking and we put on some music. i did a line about
---------- size, NOW I FELT IT. all i wanted to do was dance so i did. then this other girl started to dance with me. i dont even remember her name. everyone there is doing coke and having a great time talking and dancing and taking. all these people were cool as shit though really really good people the whole time they never asked for anything no money or anything. j paid for the room and gave us whatever coke we wanted. it was awesome these girls were all over my friend and i and i knew they wanted to fuck, the other girl was j's gf and they were taking a shower. my friend n then starts to make some lines with k and coke mixed he said its nice. so i tried one it felt really good and the k totally killed the feeling of wanting to do more coke when the coke wears off. im really not sure how many lines of coke and k i did prob 3 around the same size each
----- of coke and ---. which was kind of retarded now that i think of it cause k is really strong and will put u on ur ass i just wasnt thinking at the time. and sooner or later i was on my ass sitting in this chair at the table just kind of bugging. vision got really blurred and i could still talk perfectly but i was having trouble seeing straight. i knew i fucked up now. i was sitting in the most relaxed state i could possibly be in but my heart would not slow down in fact it was going faster then it ever has before. i needed water, over the next 15 min i drank 2 liters of water without noticing it really. i could barely hold the water cause i was shaking so bad. and all through this i was still talking like totally normal trying to hide that i was scared out of my mind. the news comes on the tv and i see that my area is getting 2 feet of snow now that wasnt reason enough to go but i was still tweaking really hard and could not get myself to calm down. it got to the point where i could feel myself losing control of my body and thought i was going to fall over and have a seizure thats how scared i was. it was pretty bad but i still didnt tell anyone. i had to get out of there so my friend and i said our good byes. we used the snow as our excuse for leaving. we were in with them girls too, i was fucking pissed about that but i think if i would have tried f ing them i would have given myself a heart attack. i hadnt gotten out of the chair for about an hour or so, walking felt kind of weird. its about 10 degrees out but it felt soo good and as soon as i got outside i immediately started to calm down. i get in my car and as its warming up i still cant stop shaking and im really cold so my teeth are chattering really loudly and my jaw is just going crazy. then i drove home 3 hours, after the first 10 min i felt fine and all the drugs were on the comedown. def made for some interesting conversations between my friend and i about what we just did. we got j's # and said hes doing the same thing next weekend and to def stop by. when i got home i was not hungry at all even though i hadnt eaten for a day and hadnt slept in over 36 hours but wasnt tired at all. i knew i had to eat so i drank 2 meal replacements drank some juice took some vitamins and drank half gallon of water before i went to sleep. i woke up feeling fine, a lil tired but fine. as far as times go we left vinyl and 8am we got to the hotel at 12pm we left the hotel at 5pm got home at 8pm and i just woke up an hour ago. def a fun time and i wish i would have stayed cause i think these people had some crazy stuff planned for us if we stayed. maybe next weekdend. right now i feel kind of off like i did something really wrong.
[ 20 February 2003: Message edited by: bryann ]
this might sound a little weird and is prob gonna contain a lot of jumbled thoughts and its more of a story then a trip report but i really wanted to write this all out while its still fresh on my mind.
this happened just this past saturday, sunday 2/15 - 2/16. my night started off at vinyl, a club in nyc. i got there around 1am and stayed till close. prob one of the two best trance sets ive ever heard coming from talla2xlc and victor dinaire, def a quality night spent with a lot of my friends. at around 6am i did two bumps of ketaphorte brand ketamine, home cooked, air dryed. one up each nostril, really not sure of the total amount done at that time but it totalled the area of a poland spring bottle cap. ive done k a lot, i dont use it as something to get me messed up in the mind i use it as a tool later on in the night to keep me dancing because it kind of has a weird effect on me that makes my muscles kind of numb and so that i dont feel tired at all. this k was rediculously strong, i didnt plan on getting this messy i was having trouble walking but i could still dance really well. the night ends, the lights come on. i start talking to this guy that i had seen before at this other club in the city a lot called sound factory. sound factory just got closed and thats normally where people go for afterhours on sundays so we had nowhere to go really but i had heard of this other place called shelter in the city so we agreed to go there. me my friend n this guy named j and this 3 other girls that were with j all drove over to shelter in 2 cars. we get there and its totally not what we excpected so we left within 20 min and try and find this other afterhours place that j knows about we start driving and he stops he car and runs out and up to my car window and starts dumping a mountain of coke on my wrist. i never did coke before but i was down for whatever at this point so i just said f it and blasted this mound on my wrist. i actually kind of fucked it up and only got about 3/4 of it insulflated the rest went on me. he gave the same size mound to my friend. before this moment i had never done coke before and kind of looked down on people do did it just cause ive seen some peoples lives messed up from it. i started feeling okay, i dont think i did enough to see what was so great about this drug. im not even sure if i felt anything. we are still driving 40 min later. btw j drives like a freaking animal like ive never seen someone drive like this before, going through red lights spinning his tires at every stop. crazy dude. we never find the place he gets out and comes up to my car and asks if we would to go and get a hotel room in conneticut we both say hell ye. then he said alright im gonna show u how to party. then starts dumping more coke on our wrists blast them two this time i got it all but still i dont think i felt any different. we then proceed to drive an hour to new haven conneticut through some vicious traffic. we finally get to the hotel get the room and get up there this guy then proceeds to put a bag of ecstasy pills on the table and what i was told was 2 oz of the rawest coke u can get. j starts dumping it out onto a plate and making lines, i pull out my jar of ketamine put it on the table. everyone is starting to get real comfortable and talking and we put on some music. i did a line about
---------- size, NOW I FELT IT. all i wanted to do was dance so i did. then this other girl started to dance with me. i dont even remember her name. everyone there is doing coke and having a great time talking and dancing and taking. all these people were cool as shit though really really good people the whole time they never asked for anything no money or anything. j paid for the room and gave us whatever coke we wanted. it was awesome these girls were all over my friend and i and i knew they wanted to fuck, the other girl was j's gf and they were taking a shower. my friend n then starts to make some lines with k and coke mixed he said its nice. so i tried one it felt really good and the k totally killed the feeling of wanting to do more coke when the coke wears off. im really not sure how many lines of coke and k i did prob 3 around the same size each
----- of coke and ---. which was kind of retarded now that i think of it cause k is really strong and will put u on ur ass i just wasnt thinking at the time. and sooner or later i was on my ass sitting in this chair at the table just kind of bugging. vision got really blurred and i could still talk perfectly but i was having trouble seeing straight. i knew i fucked up now. i was sitting in the most relaxed state i could possibly be in but my heart would not slow down in fact it was going faster then it ever has before. i needed water, over the next 15 min i drank 2 liters of water without noticing it really. i could barely hold the water cause i was shaking so bad. and all through this i was still talking like totally normal trying to hide that i was scared out of my mind. the news comes on the tv and i see that my area is getting 2 feet of snow now that wasnt reason enough to go but i was still tweaking really hard and could not get myself to calm down. it got to the point where i could feel myself losing control of my body and thought i was going to fall over and have a seizure thats how scared i was. it was pretty bad but i still didnt tell anyone. i had to get out of there so my friend and i said our good byes. we used the snow as our excuse for leaving. we were in with them girls too, i was fucking pissed about that but i think if i would have tried f ing them i would have given myself a heart attack. i hadnt gotten out of the chair for about an hour or so, walking felt kind of weird. its about 10 degrees out but it felt soo good and as soon as i got outside i immediately started to calm down. i get in my car and as its warming up i still cant stop shaking and im really cold so my teeth are chattering really loudly and my jaw is just going crazy. then i drove home 3 hours, after the first 10 min i felt fine and all the drugs were on the comedown. def made for some interesting conversations between my friend and i about what we just did. we got j's # and said hes doing the same thing next weekend and to def stop by. when i got home i was not hungry at all even though i hadnt eaten for a day and hadnt slept in over 36 hours but wasnt tired at all. i knew i had to eat so i drank 2 meal replacements drank some juice took some vitamins and drank half gallon of water before i went to sleep. i woke up feeling fine, a lil tired but fine. as far as times go we left vinyl and 8am we got to the hotel at 12pm we left the hotel at 5pm got home at 8pm and i just woke up an hour ago. def a fun time and i wish i would have stayed cause i think these people had some crazy stuff planned for us if we stayed. maybe next weekdend. right now i feel kind of off like i did something really wrong.
[ 20 February 2003: Message edited by: bryann ]
