Meow Meow
Bluelighter
K + Weed = K hole/Panic attack
Out off all the drugs I've tried since last September, Ketamine is my drug of choice. I have hit K holes and been fine. But around two weeks ago I experienced something very frighting. I called in sick. Woke up to bake a bottle of Ketamine around 11am. Fixed the apartment while my best friend woke up for the morning BUMP.
We stared bumping 2 parts K and 1 part coke, which gives you that level high and did this through out the whole day. Somehow managed to accomplish many things like Groceries. Any ways the coke was gone by early evening. Pretty good eight-ball it lasted 3 days.
Around Midnight I began to bake again which would be our last bottle of K. Through out the day we had a number of good highs. We would go take a trippy walk around the neighborhood until we sobered up, go back home and bump. But now I was cooking the last bottle and reminiscing on a very good day. I continued to bump through 3am but noticed that I was not getting high, or maybe I was but it was not what I expected.
I was supposed to wake up at 7am to go to work. I thought that a joint would be good and I would probably feel sleepy after that. When the joint was over I took my contacts off and went to bed. While I was taking my contacts off I began to notice that my heart was beating very fast but I knew it was the weed and that everything was looking plastic. I ignored it and went to bed. My friend stayed watching TV.
While I was in bed I stared feeling weird. Since Im half blind everything was looking even trippier(Plastic). I felt like my body was shutting down and I began to feel what I thought was near to death experience. For moments I thought that if I was going to die then I couldn't do anything about it so I would just lay there. When I would close my eyes I would see collidiscopes of images which made me drift to that feeling of death. When I opened my eyes I would see everything tripy plastic and I would feel this sense of falling.
Somehow I managed to get out off bed and I thought that if I was to put my glasses on I would feel better. I did but it only worked for a little while. By this time I was beginning to feel worst and my heart was beating faster then ever. The worst part was that to me it sounded like very loud stomps ( the K ). I think by now my friend knew something was wrong. When he asked me what was wrong the only thing I was able to say was that I felt very weird, everything looked very plastic and trippy, and I felt very scared. I guess he noticed that for periods of times I would not breath because he kept on say "breath" don't forget to breath.
My body, I hardly felt and this made me feel more panic. Shower, maybe that would work. So we went and took a shower but nothing I felt the same maybe worst because for moments I thought I was loosing my mind and I would never recover which made it worst. 6am and no change by now I think I was freaking my friend out because he started to ask me questions that related to my senses. He even put me to read and I did but then I would drift into that panic feeling. Then my body began to shake for periods of time. I think this continued for another hour. He made me some tea and I began to feel better.
Somehow I managed to sleep. I woke up around 7pm and I still felt very nervous maybe from the shock of the experience. Even though everything looked normal my mind was still not there 100% I would drift to nothing and then notice what I was doing. at times I thought that I had done permanent damage and would never be the same. I began to feel normal around 11pm.
The next day I noticed that I was very nervous through out the whole day and I felt unsafe. At times I had to stop to take deep breath. The only conclusion I can come up with is that the weed made me hit a K hole along with a panic/anxiaty attack, which lasted more than 3 Hrs. Eventhough I fucked up at work and now I'm in provation.
Im just glad my brain is fuctioning the same way. Today I feel like I can do all the drugs in the world. It was a very frighting experience but it just showed me what the mix of K and weed can do. Has anyone ever experienced This????
[Added paragraphs -Splatt]
Out off all the drugs I've tried since last September, Ketamine is my drug of choice. I have hit K holes and been fine. But around two weeks ago I experienced something very frighting. I called in sick. Woke up to bake a bottle of Ketamine around 11am. Fixed the apartment while my best friend woke up for the morning BUMP.
We stared bumping 2 parts K and 1 part coke, which gives you that level high and did this through out the whole day. Somehow managed to accomplish many things like Groceries. Any ways the coke was gone by early evening. Pretty good eight-ball it lasted 3 days.
Around Midnight I began to bake again which would be our last bottle of K. Through out the day we had a number of good highs. We would go take a trippy walk around the neighborhood until we sobered up, go back home and bump. But now I was cooking the last bottle and reminiscing on a very good day. I continued to bump through 3am but noticed that I was not getting high, or maybe I was but it was not what I expected.
I was supposed to wake up at 7am to go to work. I thought that a joint would be good and I would probably feel sleepy after that. When the joint was over I took my contacts off and went to bed. While I was taking my contacts off I began to notice that my heart was beating very fast but I knew it was the weed and that everything was looking plastic. I ignored it and went to bed. My friend stayed watching TV.
While I was in bed I stared feeling weird. Since Im half blind everything was looking even trippier(Plastic). I felt like my body was shutting down and I began to feel what I thought was near to death experience. For moments I thought that if I was going to die then I couldn't do anything about it so I would just lay there. When I would close my eyes I would see collidiscopes of images which made me drift to that feeling of death. When I opened my eyes I would see everything tripy plastic and I would feel this sense of falling.
Somehow I managed to get out off bed and I thought that if I was to put my glasses on I would feel better. I did but it only worked for a little while. By this time I was beginning to feel worst and my heart was beating faster then ever. The worst part was that to me it sounded like very loud stomps ( the K ). I think by now my friend knew something was wrong. When he asked me what was wrong the only thing I was able to say was that I felt very weird, everything looked very plastic and trippy, and I felt very scared. I guess he noticed that for periods of times I would not breath because he kept on say "breath" don't forget to breath.
My body, I hardly felt and this made me feel more panic. Shower, maybe that would work. So we went and took a shower but nothing I felt the same maybe worst because for moments I thought I was loosing my mind and I would never recover which made it worst. 6am and no change by now I think I was freaking my friend out because he started to ask me questions that related to my senses. He even put me to read and I did but then I would drift into that panic feeling. Then my body began to shake for periods of time. I think this continued for another hour. He made me some tea and I began to feel better.
Somehow I managed to sleep. I woke up around 7pm and I still felt very nervous maybe from the shock of the experience. Even though everything looked normal my mind was still not there 100% I would drift to nothing and then notice what I was doing. at times I thought that I had done permanent damage and would never be the same. I began to feel normal around 11pm.
The next day I noticed that I was very nervous through out the whole day and I felt unsafe. At times I had to stop to take deep breath. The only conclusion I can come up with is that the weed made me hit a K hole along with a panic/anxiaty attack, which lasted more than 3 Hrs. Eventhough I fucked up at work and now I'm in provation.
Im just glad my brain is fuctioning the same way. Today I feel like I can do all the drugs in the world. It was a very frighting experience but it just showed me what the mix of K and weed can do. Has anyone ever experienced This????
[Added paragraphs -Splatt]
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