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Ketamine Addiction

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Hi! I´m new to this site.. My name is T and i am a Ketamine addict.

I have used and abused a wide variety of drugs for about 16 years.

For from age 21 to 26 i got totally hooked on Ketamine. I was using round the clock 24 hours a day, and became seriously ill, i was in and out of hospitals and no matter what, i could not stop.

I am now 7 months clean, I went to 2 rehab centers, one for 3 months and i couldn´t stay clean or get rid of the obsession to do drugs until i was put me in touch with a 12 step fellowship and program of recovery, This is the only way i have been able to stop. Rehabs, shrinks and just a desire not to do drugs never helped me.

K was the most psychologically addictive drug i have ever come in contact with and nearly killed me as well as sending me totally mad. It ravaged my body, giving my kidney stones, permanent liver damage, i lost all sense of taste and smell, i had respiratory arrests, chronic cystitus, onset of schizophrenia, i couldn´t leave my house, or hold my attention to anything. I was completely obsessed with K and the next high and if i couldn´t find it i would substitute it with anything i could get my hands on until i did.


I had to come to the realisation that one is too many and 1000 never enough. That there would never be enough for me and i would die in the persuit.

I also had to stay away from all my friends who used drugs but i have found amazing friendship in 12 step fellowship.


I just really wanted to reach out say hi and maybe find someone who identifies with me..


I am now free from this terrifying cycle of addiction i never thought i would ever be able to kick. I still suffer from an obsessive mind that i am learning about but life is now better than i could have ever imagined.

Anyway, Hugs and love - please get in touch msg or email me for support/chat.. T x
 
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Wow that's a lot of years in bad life..

It took some balls to stop.

Before we realize, we are already addict to a drug and that's the real shit..

Congratulations and keep building your life step by step..
 
Thanks for sharing your story. I've seen some people get pretty heavy into the K it certainly has the potential to cause problems when used heavily. But good to hear that you are doing well well now :)
 
Glad your finally on the right track, on a side note. I see all these people with ketamine addiction but I have never ONCE heard of it in my area, but I've heard of every other possible drug.

I just wanted to get it to see the depression benefits it has from very minimal doses.
 
just started a sort of similar thread in EADD, not as bad an addict as some people I know but the last few months have been finding myself on it most days, sounds like it really did you some physical damage something I really want to know more about, good on you for getting through it! :)
 
kanyeknievel said:
Glad your finally on the right track, on a side note. I see all these people with ketamine addiction but I have never ONCE heard of it in my area, but I've heard of every other possible drug.

I just wanted to get it to see the depression benefits it has from very minimal doses.
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I feel that everyone who does k gets a small "addiction" or at least has similar thoughts toward it. Some people just seem to get more of that feeling than others which brings them in more. It's the same with any drug really. But with k it seems more like alcohol where you find yourself saying, "Man I could really use a bump right now."
 
i have to admit ketamine is by far the most addictive drug ive ever taken more so than crack and heroin.

Once I have had 1 line I cant seem to stop until I fall asleep
 
Great to hear you are doing better! I never got that hooked, but I got hooked. Having a stash for myself and others with personal access was a bad and tempting thing for me. Now I have quit for like a month and a half or more and I am out of the psychological haze and don't feel cravings any more.
I remember the nasty stuff all too well and am not attracted too much to it, although it's still creeping somewhere inside me so to speak.

Yeah you got some courage to really lash on to that program to pull yourself out of the mess.

It's said often here in PD, that ketamine is pretty addictive. There was a question-thread about that recently and that's what pretty much everyone answered.
But still, people are not getting the scared vibe they are getting from the stigmatized heroin.

It is hard to ward people off from doing it more than once in a while, I mean it's hard to say people should *never ever* do it but giving them the message to watch the fuck out for it.

Would you say there is a big increase in addiction when you switch to injection (IM) from insufflating? I have heard not really, and that it is only more effective and better.
Not like comparing IV heroin with smoking or insufflating that.
 
fair play man i cind of get that feeling that im getting addicted, but then i stop for like a month or untill im happy,and then i get on the k again
 
12 Step programmes make me wince worse than ketakrampz ever could but whatever gets ya through the night is all good. Ketamine addiction is greatly underrated I think. I lost all my years to heroin and crack whilst all around me shot legal ket till the horses dropped. Quit my own lil bugbears just in time to discover ketamine and for it to become illegal in the UK around the same time. Arse. FWIW, ketamine is right up there with heroin and cocaine/crack in many ways in the addiction stakes. All have their uniquely shite parts (and uniquely heavenly parts <3) but tis easy to forget the addiction side with ket till it bites you on the arse for some. Glad you're doing well <3
 
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