Has anyone here experienced ketamine addiction on any level? I could really use some advice...
I'm struggling to understand how I have managed to get myself so far into this drug that I am almost totally disinterested in the real world...
I have been using Ketamine for about 16months daily, and have been injecting for the past 6 months...I use between 1g and 10g a day depending on whether I snort it or inject it or who I am with, what I am doing etc. On average I probably use around 2-3g IM a day.
I have managed to get incredibly addicted to tripping off of IM'ing K. For the past 2 weeks I have been trying not to use it at all in the day, and have somewhat succeeded but am now drastically beginning to slip. I just live for the evenings when I can come home and go into another world. I'm quickly losing all interest in the real world and all I want to do is take K from the minute I get up. I go to college every day and really have made the effort to get up early and stay there late, but its starting to not work anymore (and I've only done it for 2 weeks so far) It's getting very hard to cover up from friends and people around me, needles are hard to hide, and the world is getting increasingly more confusing and difficult to operate in.
Any advice or experience of this would be greatly appreciated. I am really at a loss. I'm finding it difficult to even write this so I hope it makes sense.
Thank you
I'm struggling to understand how I have managed to get myself so far into this drug that I am almost totally disinterested in the real world...
I have been using Ketamine for about 16months daily, and have been injecting for the past 6 months...I use between 1g and 10g a day depending on whether I snort it or inject it or who I am with, what I am doing etc. On average I probably use around 2-3g IM a day.
I have managed to get incredibly addicted to tripping off of IM'ing K. For the past 2 weeks I have been trying not to use it at all in the day, and have somewhat succeeded but am now drastically beginning to slip. I just live for the evenings when I can come home and go into another world. I'm quickly losing all interest in the real world and all I want to do is take K from the minute I get up. I go to college every day and really have made the effort to get up early and stay there late, but its starting to not work anymore (and I've only done it for 2 weeks so far) It's getting very hard to cover up from friends and people around me, needles are hard to hide, and the world is getting increasingly more confusing and difficult to operate in.
Any advice or experience of this would be greatly appreciated. I am really at a loss. I'm finding it difficult to even write this so I hope it makes sense.
Thank you

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