Doshes
Greenlighter
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Hello all,
This is my first post here but Ive lurked for years. Id like to thank the community for providing such valuable information and insights to curious minds. Now I suppose its my turn to contribute.
Set up
So the other night while driving home from work, my buddy called me up and told my his friend just dropped off 5 G’s of crystallized K; so I flipped a bitch and headed over. To begin we each did a decent sized line of moderate width, nothing too crazy to begin with, especially since this is only my second time. This line was enough for us to feel heavily intoxicated but no powerful visuals or k-hole. We hung out for an hour or so smoking a joint and talking. Once I was sober enough to drive I began my journey home, but not before he planted a baggie of K in my hand. The bag contained possibly just under a ½ gram of the crystal.
So, filled with a somewhat anxious joy, I began my drive; knowing exactly what I would be doing once I got home. When I got home I powdered out the whole bag into three beefy lines (about 4” in length and maybe about an 1/8” in width). I quickly did up about the first line and then half of the next before I was hit with the initial come-up. I walked downstairs to grab my light box to set it up in my office. Although it seemed like an easy task, it proved to be rather difficult and took about 10 mins to actually execute. Walking up the stairs proved very difficult as my motor skills were heavily altered. I felt like I had spent all night getting shitfaced, and I almost took a spill. When I made it back to my office I set the box down and grabbed my ipod speakers. Unfortunately I lost track of reality before I got either plugged in and ventured into one of the most psychedelic, and spiritual experiences I’ve ever had.
Actual experience:
The psychedelic aspect of the trip began when I sat in my office chair and felt the initial “carrier” wave. For me, a dull “whooshing” sound that grows louder and louder as if I’m approaching the edge of a rushing waterfall. Eventually the sound peaks as I hit the edge, and then rush over. Instantly my room began to stretch and lengthen as the hallucinations became more and more intense. The next thing I noticed was that all the shadows in my room had changed their angle by about 180 degrees, as if the light no longer came from the center of my ceiling. I grab my phone and pressed ‘record’ so that I could document things as they happen. Unfortunately I later realized that I started my stopwatch instead of my voice recorder…D’oh.
The actual events that first occurred in my inner mind are impossible to relate and very difficult to recall. But I vividly recall the idea of being ‘sucked’ into a distinctly alternate plain of existence. I was very confused about what was happening all around me and how quickly my mind created a new plain which I could slip into. I felt as if I had been turned into a human antenna and was now freely broadcasting and receiving new ‘emotions,’ which are impossible to explain. I vividly remember how important it was that I started my voice recorder… I felt that I was doing a very good thing that I might later be remembered for, like I was performing “good science” and that people would later look to my recording for knowledge about this profound drug. It even felt that perhaps as I was recording this message that myself, on some alternate plain in some far off reality, was instantly receiving it like a message shot into his brain. I remember having very far-out astronomical ideas about limitless possibilities of existence. I concluded that we are all in-fact just blips on a huge cosmic timeline, with countless strains of realties that we might all exist in simultaneously. With this new knowledge, I was able to realize that the second I was currently inhabiting was nothing more that an instant on a huge cosmic timeline that stretched to infinity and returned in a looping fashion. I felt that K had tuned me into these realities and that I could now freely communicate with my different self’s.
I then remember feeling very powerful vibrations throughout my entire body that had some meaning I’d yet to discover. At this point I realized that I was about to fucking FLY tonight so I relaxed into my chair with great comfort and desire, as the spiritual aspect of my journey began to unfold. The vibrations intensified and my hallucinations reached out in a transparent blue, spherical, web that slowly pushed itself from my mind to encircle me, and then my entire room. After resting there for a split second, which seemed much longer to me, the web expanded like an explosion to encompass the entire universe! At this point I believe I completely lost my ego, and as I relaxed into my chair I relaxed into a new form of being. I became part of a huge astronomical machine that supported, and fueled, everything that has ever existed. I became just another gear or moving part among many. I remember feeling so comfortable there, and realized that I had finally been ‘turned on’ to do what I was meant to do. The vibrations continued to increase in strength, but they were intermittent. Another of these parts was a huge disk shape that rotated freely inside the hollow sphere that I, as a mechanical part, occupied. As it passed underneath me I could feel the vibrations increase as the edge of the disk passed by me. I instantly realized that this disk was some form of sensor, or even eye, for the cosmic being overseeing the entire process that I had now become a part of. As the disk passed beneath me for a second time, I felt its momentum slow as it realized my presence, and then “selected” me. The vibrations hit a crescendo as I was directly addressed by this being.
The method of communication that then occurred between us was not of any spoken language or intentional symbols. As the being focused on me, I felt feelings of warmth and had the sensation of a message being ‘pushed’ into me. This communication seemed only to alert me that I had been noticed by it, and I somehow instantly formulated a packaged response to send it. It pushed itself through my body in much the same way as I had received the initial message. It was as though I inherently knew this form of communication and made it effortlessly, although I had no control over the message that instantly left. It seemed as though I also just addressed it; almost like we just told each other that we realized one another existed. Far away I felt my mouth open and heard my self gasp one simple word: “whaaaat?!” Back in this new reality, as I sent my response it was instantly received. The life-form responded with a surge of energy that flowed through my entire body and made me feel as though I was further singled out, and that this surge was an amazing gift of creativity that I would always carry with me. It was something that I felt a mental orgasm over receiving. The joy I felt from being singled out and rewarded was very intense and lasting.
After this, I began to once again become aware of my body and surroundings. The room around me was alive and my hallucinations were stronger than any I’ve ever felt, yet I had some form of control over them. For example, I have a penthouse calendar on my wall with two beautiful girls kissing. As I focused on the image I watched as the two girls embraced and I was able to control their movements with one another. At this point I was finally sober enough to tell my body to close my eyes. As I did so, it seemed as though it took a full minute for the message to be received and for my lids to actually shut. As they closed, the last remaining light burst into fragmented particles that drifted throughout the newly generated depths. As they drifted across my field of view they became stars and dust littering the space that was created by my eyes closing. Shortly after I became sober and could do nothing but sit and contemplate what I had just experienced and where I had just gone.
Aftermath:
This was my second, and definitely not my last time using K. It was interesting to watch myself “adapt,” or get comfortable, visiting this alternate reality. This time around I had much more control over the external hallucinations I witnessed. The confusion was new to this experience, but I suppose its to be expected. The only method of travel I experienced was of some part of my vision overlapping on itself and of me “going-into” the tiny seam it created as the two pieces overlapped onto one another. Although at the time the hallucinations seemed more real than anything ever has, I wonder if there is any benefit to experiencing them now? I suppose integrating them into my life would be the only means of solidifying them in this “reality.” I def look forward to my next dose.
Thanks for reading
~J
This is my first post here but Ive lurked for years. Id like to thank the community for providing such valuable information and insights to curious minds. Now I suppose its my turn to contribute.
Set up
So the other night while driving home from work, my buddy called me up and told my his friend just dropped off 5 G’s of crystallized K; so I flipped a bitch and headed over. To begin we each did a decent sized line of moderate width, nothing too crazy to begin with, especially since this is only my second time. This line was enough for us to feel heavily intoxicated but no powerful visuals or k-hole. We hung out for an hour or so smoking a joint and talking. Once I was sober enough to drive I began my journey home, but not before he planted a baggie of K in my hand. The bag contained possibly just under a ½ gram of the crystal.
So, filled with a somewhat anxious joy, I began my drive; knowing exactly what I would be doing once I got home. When I got home I powdered out the whole bag into three beefy lines (about 4” in length and maybe about an 1/8” in width). I quickly did up about the first line and then half of the next before I was hit with the initial come-up. I walked downstairs to grab my light box to set it up in my office. Although it seemed like an easy task, it proved to be rather difficult and took about 10 mins to actually execute. Walking up the stairs proved very difficult as my motor skills were heavily altered. I felt like I had spent all night getting shitfaced, and I almost took a spill. When I made it back to my office I set the box down and grabbed my ipod speakers. Unfortunately I lost track of reality before I got either plugged in and ventured into one of the most psychedelic, and spiritual experiences I’ve ever had.
Actual experience:
The psychedelic aspect of the trip began when I sat in my office chair and felt the initial “carrier” wave. For me, a dull “whooshing” sound that grows louder and louder as if I’m approaching the edge of a rushing waterfall. Eventually the sound peaks as I hit the edge, and then rush over. Instantly my room began to stretch and lengthen as the hallucinations became more and more intense. The next thing I noticed was that all the shadows in my room had changed their angle by about 180 degrees, as if the light no longer came from the center of my ceiling. I grab my phone and pressed ‘record’ so that I could document things as they happen. Unfortunately I later realized that I started my stopwatch instead of my voice recorder…D’oh.
The actual events that first occurred in my inner mind are impossible to relate and very difficult to recall. But I vividly recall the idea of being ‘sucked’ into a distinctly alternate plain of existence. I was very confused about what was happening all around me and how quickly my mind created a new plain which I could slip into. I felt as if I had been turned into a human antenna and was now freely broadcasting and receiving new ‘emotions,’ which are impossible to explain. I vividly remember how important it was that I started my voice recorder… I felt that I was doing a very good thing that I might later be remembered for, like I was performing “good science” and that people would later look to my recording for knowledge about this profound drug. It even felt that perhaps as I was recording this message that myself, on some alternate plain in some far off reality, was instantly receiving it like a message shot into his brain. I remember having very far-out astronomical ideas about limitless possibilities of existence. I concluded that we are all in-fact just blips on a huge cosmic timeline, with countless strains of realties that we might all exist in simultaneously. With this new knowledge, I was able to realize that the second I was currently inhabiting was nothing more that an instant on a huge cosmic timeline that stretched to infinity and returned in a looping fashion. I felt that K had tuned me into these realities and that I could now freely communicate with my different self’s.
I then remember feeling very powerful vibrations throughout my entire body that had some meaning I’d yet to discover. At this point I realized that I was about to fucking FLY tonight so I relaxed into my chair with great comfort and desire, as the spiritual aspect of my journey began to unfold. The vibrations intensified and my hallucinations reached out in a transparent blue, spherical, web that slowly pushed itself from my mind to encircle me, and then my entire room. After resting there for a split second, which seemed much longer to me, the web expanded like an explosion to encompass the entire universe! At this point I believe I completely lost my ego, and as I relaxed into my chair I relaxed into a new form of being. I became part of a huge astronomical machine that supported, and fueled, everything that has ever existed. I became just another gear or moving part among many. I remember feeling so comfortable there, and realized that I had finally been ‘turned on’ to do what I was meant to do. The vibrations continued to increase in strength, but they were intermittent. Another of these parts was a huge disk shape that rotated freely inside the hollow sphere that I, as a mechanical part, occupied. As it passed underneath me I could feel the vibrations increase as the edge of the disk passed by me. I instantly realized that this disk was some form of sensor, or even eye, for the cosmic being overseeing the entire process that I had now become a part of. As the disk passed beneath me for a second time, I felt its momentum slow as it realized my presence, and then “selected” me. The vibrations hit a crescendo as I was directly addressed by this being.
The method of communication that then occurred between us was not of any spoken language or intentional symbols. As the being focused on me, I felt feelings of warmth and had the sensation of a message being ‘pushed’ into me. This communication seemed only to alert me that I had been noticed by it, and I somehow instantly formulated a packaged response to send it. It pushed itself through my body in much the same way as I had received the initial message. It was as though I inherently knew this form of communication and made it effortlessly, although I had no control over the message that instantly left. It seemed as though I also just addressed it; almost like we just told each other that we realized one another existed. Far away I felt my mouth open and heard my self gasp one simple word: “whaaaat?!” Back in this new reality, as I sent my response it was instantly received. The life-form responded with a surge of energy that flowed through my entire body and made me feel as though I was further singled out, and that this surge was an amazing gift of creativity that I would always carry with me. It was something that I felt a mental orgasm over receiving. The joy I felt from being singled out and rewarded was very intense and lasting.
After this, I began to once again become aware of my body and surroundings. The room around me was alive and my hallucinations were stronger than any I’ve ever felt, yet I had some form of control over them. For example, I have a penthouse calendar on my wall with two beautiful girls kissing. As I focused on the image I watched as the two girls embraced and I was able to control their movements with one another. At this point I was finally sober enough to tell my body to close my eyes. As I did so, it seemed as though it took a full minute for the message to be received and for my lids to actually shut. As they closed, the last remaining light burst into fragmented particles that drifted throughout the newly generated depths. As they drifted across my field of view they became stars and dust littering the space that was created by my eyes closing. Shortly after I became sober and could do nothing but sit and contemplate what I had just experienced and where I had just gone.
Aftermath:
This was my second, and definitely not my last time using K. It was interesting to watch myself “adapt,” or get comfortable, visiting this alternate reality. This time around I had much more control over the external hallucinations I witnessed. The confusion was new to this experience, but I suppose its to be expected. The only method of travel I experienced was of some part of my vision overlapping on itself and of me “going-into” the tiny seam it created as the two pieces overlapped onto one another. Although at the time the hallucinations seemed more real than anything ever has, I wonder if there is any benefit to experiencing them now? I suppose integrating them into my life would be the only means of solidifying them in this “reality.” I def look forward to my next dose.
Thanks for reading
~J
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Ive only used it a couple times but its by far my favorite, and most emotionally beneficial substance. 