MissDiamond
Greenlighter
I bought a gram of Ketamine, unknowingly. It was SUPPOSED to be heroin. Ive been on Opiates/Heroin for 7 years.
Late morning I go to meet my guy whom I’ve been regularly buying my H from. However, on this delightful occasion (in my sarcastic voice) He sold me Ketamine instead, without telling me... what a asshole, right!?
So I get home, prepare my shot for injection. Im looking at this drug thinking to myself that it looks a bit different than his usual stuff. But it still looked somewhat like Heroin. It also smelled & tasted like H. But I still remained skeptical Bcus it was so powdery. But fuck it, here i go. I shot up in a pretty good vein.
(keep in mind, before this experience I didn't even know what ketamine was, I never even heard of it)
Ok so I just IV'd ketamine in my arm that was supposed to be H, & Next thing u know i feel this crazy rush kick in & I automatically know ive been fucked over & sold something different. First thought is “OMG I’ve been poisoned” My brain feels like a speaker & amp turned ALL the way UP on full blast! I hear buzzing & feel like my brain is vibrating.
Next thing I know, I'm looking around my bedroom wondering where the fuck I am?! My bedroom was no longer a place I knew, it was as if my bedroom was only a place ive been to in a dream, or a distant memory. I felt like I was stuck in a different dimension. I remember screaming in my mind "where am I and What happened to life?" It seemed as tho life was on pause, as if God pushed a pause button. It also seemed like everything that i knew to be my life was nothing but a short dream out of many other random pointless dreams. This made me feel sad. I thought to myself "all that shit was nothing but dreams?"
I was stuck in this place. A place where humans arnt meant to be in.
I totally forgot I even did a drug. Drugs didn't exist. Nothing exists. No friends. No family. No cars. No watching TV. No life. My soul was just stuck, floating around in this weird dimension. It was scary. I also kept having this horrible, hard to explain feeling that kept repeating. It felt like I was dying over & over again.
After 20 mins I slowly started to come back to reality. And I started to get my memory back & realized that I had done a drug. I tried calling the guy who sold me it, but no answer. So I did a shit ton of research and & assumed what I got was in fact ketamine.
But a few weeks later after talking to my guy, & mutual friends, I got my confirmation that is was ketamine.
Terribly scary experience, yet intriguing. I definitely think it wouldn't of been as scary if I was aware of the drug I was doing, & of its effects.
I just can't stop thinking about that trip. It was the craziest shit ive ever experienced!!
substancecode_ketamine
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_firsttime
roacode_iv
exptype_negative
exptype_difficult
Late morning I go to meet my guy whom I’ve been regularly buying my H from. However, on this delightful occasion (in my sarcastic voice) He sold me Ketamine instead, without telling me... what a asshole, right!?
So I get home, prepare my shot for injection. Im looking at this drug thinking to myself that it looks a bit different than his usual stuff. But it still looked somewhat like Heroin. It also smelled & tasted like H. But I still remained skeptical Bcus it was so powdery. But fuck it, here i go. I shot up in a pretty good vein.
(keep in mind, before this experience I didn't even know what ketamine was, I never even heard of it)
Ok so I just IV'd ketamine in my arm that was supposed to be H, & Next thing u know i feel this crazy rush kick in & I automatically know ive been fucked over & sold something different. First thought is “OMG I’ve been poisoned” My brain feels like a speaker & amp turned ALL the way UP on full blast! I hear buzzing & feel like my brain is vibrating.
Next thing I know, I'm looking around my bedroom wondering where the fuck I am?! My bedroom was no longer a place I knew, it was as if my bedroom was only a place ive been to in a dream, or a distant memory. I felt like I was stuck in a different dimension. I remember screaming in my mind "where am I and What happened to life?" It seemed as tho life was on pause, as if God pushed a pause button. It also seemed like everything that i knew to be my life was nothing but a short dream out of many other random pointless dreams. This made me feel sad. I thought to myself "all that shit was nothing but dreams?"
I was stuck in this place. A place where humans arnt meant to be in.
I totally forgot I even did a drug. Drugs didn't exist. Nothing exists. No friends. No family. No cars. No watching TV. No life. My soul was just stuck, floating around in this weird dimension. It was scary. I also kept having this horrible, hard to explain feeling that kept repeating. It felt like I was dying over & over again.
After 20 mins I slowly started to come back to reality. And I started to get my memory back & realized that I had done a drug. I tried calling the guy who sold me it, but no answer. So I did a shit ton of research and & assumed what I got was in fact ketamine.
But a few weeks later after talking to my guy, & mutual friends, I got my confirmation that is was ketamine.
Terribly scary experience, yet intriguing. I definitely think it wouldn't of been as scary if I was aware of the drug I was doing, & of its effects.
I just can't stop thinking about that trip. It was the craziest shit ive ever experienced!!
substancecode_ketamine
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_firsttime
roacode_iv
exptype_negative
exptype_difficult
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