my user name is 'baher' but if you were to take a closer look it's 'rehab' spelled backwards. I just wanted to use the username rehab but it was taken. Anyways, Bio on myself...hmm. Well I am a recovering addict from Oxy. I quit before letting myself stoop to the level of using H. Luckily for me when I chose to seek help and went to an out patient rehab at Kaiser I got off my 350mgoc a day addiction for about a year or two and was able to get on with my life instead of freaking out about how I am going to get my fix. The first two weeks were the easiest part of getting off an opiate. Handcuff yourself to a bed, get someone to bring you food water and no matter how much you kick and scream...nothing is coming for you. After the 'withdrawals' (cold sweats, major fatigue where I wouldn't be able to even take a shower, headaches, throwing up, no appetite, pissed the fuck off, and contemplating suicide only lasted at most two weeks. I've been off oxycotin for 1 and a half years and I am very proud of that. The mental addiction is what is a SOB! That took me, even until today to truly start getting over. Just talking about this substance would bring the temptation of making that call to that person who you shouldn't call. However now, I can openly talk about it and can careless. I've been thru hell in back basically. OXYCOTIN IS A MOTHER FUCKER!!!! I am just here to support those who are in need of support. I realized that without support, I would not be here today. I am also here to inform misinformed dumbasses like how I used to be on whether or not what they are doing is going to kill them, waste the substance, or there's a smarter way. done.
living life to the fullest. This is the first website where I have no friends....