Neuroborean
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well, you know, there's no free meal with substances, not even lighter ones like kratom or kava, or kanna (I guess)Thank you for your reply. I will write more soon to your other reply but this one made me laugh as I watch this livestreamer who is currently in Thailand and drinks kratom all day and he frequently forgets words as he's talking and will be constantly saying "the what-do-ya-call-it" and I thought it was from the kratom. He just raves on endlessly for hours and hours. I don't watch him all the time but hate-watch him now and then.
I only had kratom properly years ago when I bought 2kg online and then didn't want to get more addicted so didn't buy more and then years later I tried to find the vendor again and couldn't and got scammed once so gave up. It's illegal here so I don't bother with it now. I do like opiates but I can't get them any more.
The kava was interesting but unpredictable as you say. I got that initial euphoria after taking it then that went and I got annoyed a lot so it swung between the two. The kind of annoyance where things from your past come up and you want to yell at the person responsible. I didn't like that effect. I've still got the dry skin and it's bad and scaly under my eyes and dry and flaky all around but I bought sweet almond oil to try to moisturise it. Also dry skin all over. When I was on it it was like I had been sprayed with pepper spray and my eyes/tears were stinging badly.
for me that "forgetting words" shit only happens when I go "overboard" but overboard on my "standards" and my standards are pretty low (tend to do around 10 grams a day) so it can happen very easily if I'm hitting stronger strains or using another extra dose... Yeah, kratom fucks your brain temporarily.
Never had that effect on kava, the retro-anger thing, but I can start feeling the horrible dry skin and rash all over, and also close to my eyes... uhmmm not a good thing.
Kratom helps my diabetes type 1 so potently that I don't think I will stop using it unless I find something better in that domain (difficult). The withdrawals are less and less intense each time, literally a walk in the park, for me....
I don't expect to use kava daily, kava is so strong for me that I get tired of it after 3-5 days of daily use, I get so useless and idle that I feel I shouldn't do it, even when using it to "unwind" a hard day, induces too much laziness in my case, I cannot afford it...