Bi KaNd*E* RaVeR
Bluelighter
Karma
You swept me off my feet
I felt something so deep in my body when I kissed you
Something I haven’t felt with anyone before
Something that scared me
I can’t love you this way
You had a night planned for me
The way your hands felt over my body
The power you had over me
The way you looked into my eyes
I couldn’t control the way I felt
I couldn’t control your body
I couldn’t control myself
This isn’t what I thought you had planned
I stopped you and asked you about your history
You said you slept with a lot of girls
But you were always careful
I asked you if you had a condom
You told me “no”
I gave in, I was stupid
Your actions right after I came were strange
You got right off of me and had a funny look
You weren’t concerned about coming
You were ready to go home
You call me to say goodnight after dropping me off
With a strange comment about
“I thought I wasn’t gunna get any from you?”
What the fuck did you do to me?
There’s a funny smell now
And a fluid I can’t explain
Why am I itchy?
And swollen and where did
This rash come from?
Is it me, or is it always impossible to get an emergency appt when you’re scared?
Finally, the tests, the reprimands from the doctor
The lecture about safe sex
The tears as he tells me I’m infected
And you are too.
I have to bring you in for testing
To keep “us” safe, safer.
There is no “us”.. fuck you being saved!
Did you know you had this? I asked you!
You lied to me!
Karma got me,
For doing what I swore I would never do
It got me, and I deserve it.
And I hope it gets you
Karma kills
And I hope it kills you.
You swept me off my feet
I felt something so deep in my body when I kissed you
Something I haven’t felt with anyone before
Something that scared me
I can’t love you this way
You had a night planned for me
The way your hands felt over my body
The power you had over me
The way you looked into my eyes
I couldn’t control the way I felt
I couldn’t control your body
I couldn’t control myself
This isn’t what I thought you had planned
I stopped you and asked you about your history
You said you slept with a lot of girls
But you were always careful
I asked you if you had a condom
You told me “no”
I gave in, I was stupid
Your actions right after I came were strange
You got right off of me and had a funny look
You weren’t concerned about coming
You were ready to go home
You call me to say goodnight after dropping me off
With a strange comment about
“I thought I wasn’t gunna get any from you?”
What the fuck did you do to me?
There’s a funny smell now
And a fluid I can’t explain
Why am I itchy?
And swollen and where did
This rash come from?
Is it me, or is it always impossible to get an emergency appt when you’re scared?
Finally, the tests, the reprimands from the doctor
The lecture about safe sex
The tears as he tells me I’m infected
And you are too.
I have to bring you in for testing
To keep “us” safe, safer.
There is no “us”.. fuck you being saved!
Did you know you had this? I asked you!
You lied to me!
Karma got me,
For doing what I swore I would never do
It got me, and I deserve it.
And I hope it gets you
Karma kills
And I hope it kills you.
