I tried some 50mg of kanna knowing very little of what it actually does besides some vague descriptions of it being "euphoric" and mixing nicely with phenibut so I wanted to experience it on its own first.
Well, it completely fucked me up. My anxiety shot up, my hands were shaking, my jaw felt tight and when I looked in the mirror I had mydriasis which I find completely disgusting and frightening. I freaked out and thought this anxiety was only gonna get worse and worse so I popped a few klonopins and finally calmed down, knowing I have halted the impending panic attack. Talking on tripsit helped too, a participant on there was a dealer from Iran and he told me I'm too soft for any of this and then tried to sell me shit.......at jacked up prices, LOL. FUCK HIM.
Anyway, my question is, is anything what I described of my experience normal at all? Am I that fucking weird? I'm just not cut out for stimulants at all, they fuck me up without fail. Yet I wanna give kanna another go, perhaps a slightly lower dose this time and maybe stay the fuck out of the bathroom. I can't tell if its the drug or me being disgusted at my own reflection that triggered the freakout.
What do y'all think?
Well, it completely fucked me up. My anxiety shot up, my hands were shaking, my jaw felt tight and when I looked in the mirror I had mydriasis which I find completely disgusting and frightening. I freaked out and thought this anxiety was only gonna get worse and worse so I popped a few klonopins and finally calmed down, knowing I have halted the impending panic attack. Talking on tripsit helped too, a participant on there was a dealer from Iran and he told me I'm too soft for any of this and then tried to sell me shit.......at jacked up prices, LOL. FUCK HIM.
Anyway, my question is, is anything what I described of my experience normal at all? Am I that fucking weird? I'm just not cut out for stimulants at all, they fuck me up without fail. Yet I wanna give kanna another go, perhaps a slightly lower dose this time and maybe stay the fuck out of the bathroom. I can't tell if its the drug or me being disgusted at my own reflection that triggered the freakout.
What do y'all think?