k2isthedevil
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Hey, I'm new here! Making my first post, and boy is it a doozy.
So, I was put on probation 3 years ago and decided I loved weed too much to stop getting high. Unfortunately I turned to SNIP. Well, it seemed fine at first, the high was such a relief and I liked to smoke out of a pipe. It didnt really become a huge issue until the ban occured. I guess what happened is that the SNIP makers switched from the more weed like chems like JWH 018 and 250, etc, to things you definitely shouldnt use. As more bans occured, the highs got more and more screwed up, and more unwanted side effects appeared. The high went from being a chill, weed like high to more of a amped up and paranoid high. The bans kept happening, and I didnt get the hint, this stuff is probably bad news. Moving along... I went back to my hometown for christmas break, and for 2 weeks couldnt find the stuff anywhere so I detoxed. After coming back into town, I went right back to the head shop and got some more. It was the same blend i had been smoking 2 weeks prior, but this time, i had been clean long enough to lose a tolerance. i took one hit and realized, holy shit, this is just like meth!! NO MORE! The sad thing is that i live with my brother, and he did not stop. I started to see what it was doing to him, and tried everything from breaking all the pipes in the house, waking him up in the middle of the night to make sure he wasnt smoking it, and tons of other things, that looking back... WERE NOT HELPFUL TO HIM AT ALL! He needs to come to his own realization. I am not positive that he isnt smoking it anymore, but i dont want to confront him as it might drive him deeper into the addiction and cause him to hide it even more. At least if he isnt hiding it, it would be safer, as I could go get help as soon as possible should he need it. After 2 weeks of being back, I woke up in the middle of the night with intense shakes and had to go to the hospital for a panic attack, the worst Ive ever had in my life. They gave me Ativan which calmed me down and sent me home. Well, it had been a month off the stuff and i started getting this strange itchy feeling. Like bugs were crawling all over me. i thought it was fleas... literally moved everything in the apartment to the kitchen, vacuumed 10 times, flea bombed, flea powdered, flea sprayed, and vacuumed some more. It didnt go away. My brother had ZERO symptoms (possibly because he was still using?), or at least did not make it known out of paranoia or his generally secretive or perhaps just out of laziness. i thought, well, okay, maybe its bed bugs and they are only bothering me. i bought a new mattress, sheets, and washed every stitch of clothing at a laundromat. Current cost of all this stuff: Over 400 bucks. The problem persisted. Went to the hospital because i thought a bug was in my ear. they didnt see anything. i went to urgent care. Doctor says: "Well, its not fleas, its not scabies, its not bed bugs.... i think you have 'contact dermatitis'. i was given a prescription antihistamine. i was like, thanks a lot, but i know its freaking bugs! I can feel them crawling all over me! Not wanting to take a licensed medical practitioners word for it, i fleabombed the house AGAIN and nothing changed. i bought lice shampoo, and while the mentholy scrub gave some relief, the problem persisted. WHAT THE LITERAL EFF, i thought. This is insane. So, i went today to a different urgent care clinic... and this is what the doctor said.
"Well, you dont have bugs. Its certain that you dont have bugs on you. There arent any, at all, nowhere. Can I ask you a personal question?"
me: Sure....
Doc: "Do you use methamphetamine?"
me: No way...
Doc: *with knowing look on his face* "The reason i ask is because people who use meth complain of the same things youre complaining of."
me: Okay... (ive only ever used meth once in my life, many many years ago, and while i remember the high, it was not enjoyable for me)
Then, it hits me. Remember when i came back from break, and smoked SNIP again? "Omg, this is just like meth!" Yeah. The bugs he felt/feels crawling on his body are not bugs at all. They are imaginary, a delusion. They dont exist. i had to spend over 500 bucks on home cleaning supplies, over the counter drugs, and like 5 doctors visits before i realized, "OMG, I'm losing my damn mind!"
So now... my question. Do these "bugs" ever go away for meth users? I know its only been a month, and i should probably give it time... but i couldnt find anything on google regarding whether or not they go away. my brother is now having the "bugs" and i am trying to convince him that they arent real. Is there a good way to do this? Do meth users see the bugs flying around, or do they just see them on the body? i know they arent there, but im concerned this might be a permanent thing, and its scaring the crap out of me that this might be forever. i have totally changed my life, and since being off the stuff i am much much MUCH happier. While on K2, i was diagnosed with general anxiety disorder a year ago, but now have no problems of anxiety OR depression. He left Walmart smiling the other day, which i dont even know how thats possible! :D i have made a change for the better and will never touch this stuff again... but when im off probation, im concerned that smoking weed might bring back these problems. Is there any validity to these fears, or is weed pretty much just a safe drug? Another part to that question would be, if you had used meth for a 2 years, and then you smoke weed after a year or so of being clean from meth, would that screw you up? Or are the two completely unrelated?
Please help me out... i want to fix my life. And stay the HELL AWAY FROM K2!! IT IS BAD NEWS! Worst idea, ever! You have no idea what they are putting in the stuff! A year ago i definitely would have looked at a post like this and said "This guy is a pussy" but seriously, the stuff makes you feel "fine" while youre on it... only after youre off it and come back do you realize how screwy it is! STAY AWAY! K2 IS THE DEVIL IN SMOKABLE FORM!!!
Thank you for the help, and please try to answer as many questions as you can, i appreciate it!
Comments like "The bugs are real" will be shat on with monkey poop.
So, I was put on probation 3 years ago and decided I loved weed too much to stop getting high. Unfortunately I turned to SNIP. Well, it seemed fine at first, the high was such a relief and I liked to smoke out of a pipe. It didnt really become a huge issue until the ban occured. I guess what happened is that the SNIP makers switched from the more weed like chems like JWH 018 and 250, etc, to things you definitely shouldnt use. As more bans occured, the highs got more and more screwed up, and more unwanted side effects appeared. The high went from being a chill, weed like high to more of a amped up and paranoid high. The bans kept happening, and I didnt get the hint, this stuff is probably bad news. Moving along... I went back to my hometown for christmas break, and for 2 weeks couldnt find the stuff anywhere so I detoxed. After coming back into town, I went right back to the head shop and got some more. It was the same blend i had been smoking 2 weeks prior, but this time, i had been clean long enough to lose a tolerance. i took one hit and realized, holy shit, this is just like meth!! NO MORE! The sad thing is that i live with my brother, and he did not stop. I started to see what it was doing to him, and tried everything from breaking all the pipes in the house, waking him up in the middle of the night to make sure he wasnt smoking it, and tons of other things, that looking back... WERE NOT HELPFUL TO HIM AT ALL! He needs to come to his own realization. I am not positive that he isnt smoking it anymore, but i dont want to confront him as it might drive him deeper into the addiction and cause him to hide it even more. At least if he isnt hiding it, it would be safer, as I could go get help as soon as possible should he need it. After 2 weeks of being back, I woke up in the middle of the night with intense shakes and had to go to the hospital for a panic attack, the worst Ive ever had in my life. They gave me Ativan which calmed me down and sent me home. Well, it had been a month off the stuff and i started getting this strange itchy feeling. Like bugs were crawling all over me. i thought it was fleas... literally moved everything in the apartment to the kitchen, vacuumed 10 times, flea bombed, flea powdered, flea sprayed, and vacuumed some more. It didnt go away. My brother had ZERO symptoms (possibly because he was still using?), or at least did not make it known out of paranoia or his generally secretive or perhaps just out of laziness. i thought, well, okay, maybe its bed bugs and they are only bothering me. i bought a new mattress, sheets, and washed every stitch of clothing at a laundromat. Current cost of all this stuff: Over 400 bucks. The problem persisted. Went to the hospital because i thought a bug was in my ear. they didnt see anything. i went to urgent care. Doctor says: "Well, its not fleas, its not scabies, its not bed bugs.... i think you have 'contact dermatitis'. i was given a prescription antihistamine. i was like, thanks a lot, but i know its freaking bugs! I can feel them crawling all over me! Not wanting to take a licensed medical practitioners word for it, i fleabombed the house AGAIN and nothing changed. i bought lice shampoo, and while the mentholy scrub gave some relief, the problem persisted. WHAT THE LITERAL EFF, i thought. This is insane. So, i went today to a different urgent care clinic... and this is what the doctor said.
"Well, you dont have bugs. Its certain that you dont have bugs on you. There arent any, at all, nowhere. Can I ask you a personal question?"
me: Sure....
Doc: "Do you use methamphetamine?"
me: No way...
Doc: *with knowing look on his face* "The reason i ask is because people who use meth complain of the same things youre complaining of."
me: Okay... (ive only ever used meth once in my life, many many years ago, and while i remember the high, it was not enjoyable for me)
Then, it hits me. Remember when i came back from break, and smoked SNIP again? "Omg, this is just like meth!" Yeah. The bugs he felt/feels crawling on his body are not bugs at all. They are imaginary, a delusion. They dont exist. i had to spend over 500 bucks on home cleaning supplies, over the counter drugs, and like 5 doctors visits before i realized, "OMG, I'm losing my damn mind!"
So now... my question. Do these "bugs" ever go away for meth users? I know its only been a month, and i should probably give it time... but i couldnt find anything on google regarding whether or not they go away. my brother is now having the "bugs" and i am trying to convince him that they arent real. Is there a good way to do this? Do meth users see the bugs flying around, or do they just see them on the body? i know they arent there, but im concerned this might be a permanent thing, and its scaring the crap out of me that this might be forever. i have totally changed my life, and since being off the stuff i am much much MUCH happier. While on K2, i was diagnosed with general anxiety disorder a year ago, but now have no problems of anxiety OR depression. He left Walmart smiling the other day, which i dont even know how thats possible! :D i have made a change for the better and will never touch this stuff again... but when im off probation, im concerned that smoking weed might bring back these problems. Is there any validity to these fears, or is weed pretty much just a safe drug? Another part to that question would be, if you had used meth for a 2 years, and then you smoke weed after a year or so of being clean from meth, would that screw you up? Or are the two completely unrelated?
Please help me out... i want to fix my life. And stay the HELL AWAY FROM K2!! IT IS BAD NEWS! Worst idea, ever! You have no idea what they are putting in the stuff! A year ago i definitely would have looked at a post like this and said "This guy is a pussy" but seriously, the stuff makes you feel "fine" while youre on it... only after youre off it and come back do you realize how screwy it is! STAY AWAY! K2 IS THE DEVIL IN SMOKABLE FORM!!!
Thank you for the help, and please try to answer as many questions as you can, i appreciate it!
Comments like "The bugs are real" will be shat on with monkey poop.
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