well,i have the police,doctors and shit banging on my door,
wanting to commit me.
what do they know?N O T H I N G.
MY ex tries to destroy me and kill me that way.
she doesn't know that I'm already dead.lol.
i got 27 more xanaxx so I'm back on the benzo addiction,
BUT,
i do have so much anxiety that i can't walk hardly.
I've felt WDs before and thats of cousre hell too,but what can you
do when the police handles u a bottle.that was actually celexa so i threw it to
the wind.IMO fuck meds and be urself.
i still haven't seen my kid and I'm crying like a fucking baby.
the other night i drank some ketamine out of the bottle
and it inspired me.
it has benefits if NOT abused.
like 6 times a month perhaps.ketamine is so new so we don't really know.
the fucking thing is that I'm housebound.
but it's ok.
have food,CDs,cigs,subs.
no,I'm not paranoid re police.trust me.
i have gotten death threats cuz of some internet misunderstanding.
out of K now,take 3 xaxnax,SLEEP……………………
soon the ship will sail and take us all away.
best wishes and love from me if I'm not back in say a 2 months.
whatever could happen.
they want to do blood analysis,UA's……….lol.fuck em.
im not going anywhere until i have a signed paper i
can leave my app.
i was also right about AA.
fools.im sorry but they are.
REPROGRAMMING might b good if ur Manson ,but
for a guitar player it aint it.
i have met two good ppl over 6 yrs in AA.
Phil and Jeff.
only 2 to know.strange……
but life goes on and on and on and on
my heart keeps beating like a rolling stone.
and i hope the police kills me and finds these BL confessions.
my side o the story.
BL and TDS has saved me on countless occasions.
never shut this site.
i can start a Facebook thing if u get in trouble.
thanks.
wanting to commit me.
what do they know?N O T H I N G.
MY ex tries to destroy me and kill me that way.
she doesn't know that I'm already dead.lol.
i got 27 more xanaxx so I'm back on the benzo addiction,
BUT,
i do have so much anxiety that i can't walk hardly.
I've felt WDs before and thats of cousre hell too,but what can you
do when the police handles u a bottle.that was actually celexa so i threw it to
the wind.IMO fuck meds and be urself.
i still haven't seen my kid and I'm crying like a fucking baby.
the other night i drank some ketamine out of the bottle
and it inspired me.
it has benefits if NOT abused.
like 6 times a month perhaps.ketamine is so new so we don't really know.
the fucking thing is that I'm housebound.
but it's ok.
have food,CDs,cigs,subs.
no,I'm not paranoid re police.trust me.
i have gotten death threats cuz of some internet misunderstanding.
out of K now,take 3 xaxnax,SLEEP……………………
soon the ship will sail and take us all away.
best wishes and love from me if I'm not back in say a 2 months.
whatever could happen.
they want to do blood analysis,UA's……….lol.fuck em.
im not going anywhere until i have a signed paper i
can leave my app.
i was also right about AA.
fools.im sorry but they are.
REPROGRAMMING might b good if ur Manson ,but
for a guitar player it aint it.
i have met two good ppl over 6 yrs in AA.
Phil and Jeff.
only 2 to know.strange……
but life goes on and on and on and on
my heart keeps beating like a rolling stone.
and i hope the police kills me and finds these BL confessions.
my side o the story.
BL and TDS has saved me on countless occasions.
never shut this site.
i can start a Facebook thing if u get in trouble.
thanks.
