wickedplaya
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- Mar 13, 2009
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It happend about 2 months ago, when i decided to test a "skunk" tea.
(skunk contains about 3% jwh-18 as i found out later). So i put about 0,6g skunk in a cup (approx. 18 mg JWH),
added some oil and filled it up with hot water. After 5 minutes i was drinking the whole thing.
About an hour later i got really high, it was a nice relaxing buzz. 3 hours later i went to bed, about 12 pm.
At 3 pm i was waking up immediately. I was totally awake, my heart was pounding as crazy as it would explode in a minute.
I felt a preassure in my forehead, i had extreme sweatings combined with nausea and extreme anxiety causing panic attacks.
I had very wooly thoughts shooting through my head. I thought im going to die, every thought was very negative and depressing.
I always tried to put myself together and managed to reduce the panickiness,
but then a new huge "wave" came over me and f****d my brain.
To come down i drunk a beer, and it helped. After 3 hours i was able to lean back and find some sleep.
Next day i woke up i was so happy to have a clear head although my body felt very broken.
After 3 days it happend again, i woke up in the morning and i was shaking. I was really nervous because of nothing.
this feeling was lasting for the whole day. Because of the panickiness my mind was rushing,
it made me insane. Additionally i had a slight nausea for the whole day.
So i decided to drink no more coffee etc, but it didnt help. Next day the same and so on.
I felt like im not myself, and sometimes the anxiety reappeared, which is the worst thing about all this.
I woke up regularly in the middle of the night, my mind rushing, not able to sleep again, that also extremely sucked.
So i started to take some light calmers in the evening. After three weeks the nervousness reduced and the nausea now only appeared in mornings and evenings.
I recognized that i got very nervous in situations that didnt do anything to me normally.
Like if my sensibility raised and im getting nervous very quickly in allday situations.
Its like a wave is running over me, with sweatings, heat appearing...
Today is approx. 2 months after this fucking tea, the nausea reduced,
but im still getting nervous because of nothing, im not feeling like myself sometimes, considering my mind.
Today i also had a panic attac again, with extreme anxiety, just out of nothing?!
When does this shit end?! Im getting crazy!!!
Anyone here experienced the same, or with other drugs?
Is there a way to get over this?
Is this a neural damage, which needs time to heal, or are there still some poisonous substances in my body?
Would be really nice if someone helps me with this!! This is fucking me up!
(skunk contains about 3% jwh-18 as i found out later). So i put about 0,6g skunk in a cup (approx. 18 mg JWH),
added some oil and filled it up with hot water. After 5 minutes i was drinking the whole thing.
About an hour later i got really high, it was a nice relaxing buzz. 3 hours later i went to bed, about 12 pm.
At 3 pm i was waking up immediately. I was totally awake, my heart was pounding as crazy as it would explode in a minute.
I felt a preassure in my forehead, i had extreme sweatings combined with nausea and extreme anxiety causing panic attacks.
I had very wooly thoughts shooting through my head. I thought im going to die, every thought was very negative and depressing.
I always tried to put myself together and managed to reduce the panickiness,
but then a new huge "wave" came over me and f****d my brain.
To come down i drunk a beer, and it helped. After 3 hours i was able to lean back and find some sleep.
Next day i woke up i was so happy to have a clear head although my body felt very broken.
After 3 days it happend again, i woke up in the morning and i was shaking. I was really nervous because of nothing.
this feeling was lasting for the whole day. Because of the panickiness my mind was rushing,
it made me insane. Additionally i had a slight nausea for the whole day.
So i decided to drink no more coffee etc, but it didnt help. Next day the same and so on.
I felt like im not myself, and sometimes the anxiety reappeared, which is the worst thing about all this.
I woke up regularly in the middle of the night, my mind rushing, not able to sleep again, that also extremely sucked.
So i started to take some light calmers in the evening. After three weeks the nervousness reduced and the nausea now only appeared in mornings and evenings.
I recognized that i got very nervous in situations that didnt do anything to me normally.
Like if my sensibility raised and im getting nervous very quickly in allday situations.
Its like a wave is running over me, with sweatings, heat appearing...
Today is approx. 2 months after this fucking tea, the nausea reduced,
but im still getting nervous because of nothing, im not feeling like myself sometimes, considering my mind.
Today i also had a panic attac again, with extreme anxiety, just out of nothing?!
When does this shit end?! Im getting crazy!!!
Anyone here experienced the same, or with other drugs?
Is there a way to get over this?
Is this a neural damage, which needs time to heal, or are there still some poisonous substances in my body?
Would be really nice if someone helps me with this!! This is fucking me up!