"Just Stop"

[Jennyfur_Karma_Kin]

Another night that ends in tears
The awakening of fears
Can't help but want you
And I'm left hiding how I feel
I see her toothbrush in the bathroom
Her make up bag still in your living room
You're lying to me
And we both know it
But I can't show it
Because you just can't see

The laughter we share echoes empty
Because nothing is ever fun for long
When I know where your heart lies
It's not with me

It's not with me

You don't seem to get it
You don't seem to understand
I can't help but love you
But you won't hold my hand

I need to move on

I need to move on

The nights we meet I try to look beautiful for you
But it ends up feeling so empty
I'm sucking down a bottle of beer in the night club
Feeling like I'm alone
If only you knew how brave I was trying to be
Fighting the subtle anger that breeds in my head
While you pretend that we're still relevant
You don't care

You don't

These desperate attempts
Leave me feeling nothing but contempt
I know where your heart lies
It's not with me
Who has it

We're arguing in a nightclub and lights are flashing
Why can't you see that it's only because I feel inferior
That I'm upset
I can't even talk to you anymore
I want to run away
Want to hide forever

I don't want this
I don't want this

Please, I don't want to argue
Just LISTEN
Why do you keep shouting at me?

I can't do this anymore
We're done
Let's drift apart
Don't ever talk to me again
I'm willing to let this go
You don't listen to me
Never hear
My fear

You're standing there with a bottle of beer
Then in the flash of the strobe
You're walking away
DON'T
I don't want to argue
I can't take this
WHY DON'T YOU LISTEN

I need to get away from you
Please just don't keep in touch
This love is so destructive
Yet seductive
And it's one sided
I can't take it
It's making me sick
Stop making me feel like this
Don't text me when you feel alone
Stop trying to act like everything is ok
It's not...

It's not...

I'm too tired
I'm TIRED

We're done

Just STOP.