I only write when I'm really over my head... let me know what you think.
(ONE)
You crawled under my bed and tugged at the covers,
slipped on top and slithered in my ear, and down my throat
I began to choke with you still there
In my blood, and in my skin
I trembled and shivered at the coldness of your heart:
Weeping about what you said and screeching about what you've done
I fucking hated you… but the silence
My heart collided with the wood
Oh my God, I loved you
I lied there with a cold stare
You ate my heart in search for something you'd never feel
And pulled me down for desert seeing that
You only love being inside someone else
(TWO)
I stood in the cold
with a cigarette burning
in my mouth
just how a simple "no"
did in my mind
I created an ocean that
melted the snow
and I tried to breathe,
but I forgot
How it felt to die,
to have everything I've known
shatter like a castle
in the outskirts of town
Abandoned, lost
damaged, to the point
where no one could tell
what stood in the
first place
(THREE)
I may have chugged a
fifth, to figure how you feel
and maybe I inhaled
truth, and became lost
in the clouds where I
slipped a tab, and let it sit
I waited to see your name
and hear your face,
but instead I popped a pill
or two and froze
I saw you
The silence of your lips
surrounded my head just as
the drugs words did
And I couldn't tell which
were real and what
it all meant
(FOUR)
it's one in the morning
and my eyes are burnt
from you, and my soul
is burying into the abyss
you're in the clouds, maybe
even on the ground
and warm, because of how good
it feels to be inside someone else
and maybe you see my face,
just how i see yours
torn and misunderstood
or strong and never so pure
(ONE)
You crawled under my bed and tugged at the covers,
slipped on top and slithered in my ear, and down my throat
I began to choke with you still there
In my blood, and in my skin
I trembled and shivered at the coldness of your heart:
Weeping about what you said and screeching about what you've done
I fucking hated you… but the silence
My heart collided with the wood
Oh my God, I loved you
I lied there with a cold stare
You ate my heart in search for something you'd never feel
And pulled me down for desert seeing that
You only love being inside someone else
(TWO)
I stood in the cold
with a cigarette burning
in my mouth
just how a simple "no"
did in my mind
I created an ocean that
melted the snow
and I tried to breathe,
but I forgot
How it felt to die,
to have everything I've known
shatter like a castle
in the outskirts of town
Abandoned, lost
damaged, to the point
where no one could tell
what stood in the
first place
(THREE)
I may have chugged a
fifth, to figure how you feel
and maybe I inhaled
truth, and became lost
in the clouds where I
slipped a tab, and let it sit
I waited to see your name
and hear your face,
but instead I popped a pill
or two and froze
I saw you
The silence of your lips
surrounded my head just as
the drugs words did
And I couldn't tell which
were real and what
it all meant
(FOUR)
it's one in the morning
and my eyes are burnt
from you, and my soul
is burying into the abyss
you're in the clouds, maybe
even on the ground
and warm, because of how good
it feels to be inside someone else
and maybe you see my face,
just how i see yours
torn and misunderstood
or strong and never so pure
